So, this is my first fanfiction, so i'm pretty new to this stuff. It was kinda hard for me to type because I couldn't think of things to say... It's okay if you tell me my writing sucks LOL..

I do not own anything from Degrassi

Clare's POV

Lately, I have felt all alone, all alone in my little bubble. Alli had been with Johnny. KC and I don't have enough time to spend with each other and Connor, well Connor is busy with other stuff.

I haven't talked to Darcy in such a long time, ever since she left to Kenya. I really miss her.

It's just another boring day of school, as I get to my locker. I notice kc smiling.. he usually doesn't smile like that often, unless he's with me. As I get closer I notice he's talking to a girl with bleach blonde hair and a huge smile. Their smiling and laughing together and I can't really word what their saying. I mean its not that I was jealous or anything. OK maybe I was just a teeny bit jealous. I mean like come on, how would you feel if your boyfriend for over 2 months was all of a sudden smiling with a girl you haven't even met before

I finally get to them, and KC says "Clare, meet Jenna". Jenna sticks her hand out and says " Jenna Middleton, I'm new here". As she says that, she has a huge smile on her face. But while she gives me eye contact. I get a vibe that she's not so nice. Kc is standing there looking at us too with this grin on his face. The bell rings, I wave bye to both of them and start walking to my next class

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I finally get home, with not much homework to do. I'm sitting on my bed its about 6:00 pm , home alone just watching TV. And there's a knock on the door. I think to myself, well it can't be Alli, because her parents don't let her out on weeknights, and it can't be Connor because he has loads of homework. And it also can't be KC because he never comes over..

As I'm walking down the stairs the knock becomes louder and more rapid. I finally get to the door to notice it is KC. He's just standing there with his skateboard in his hand, beanie on his head and he looks rather cold. "Hey" is all he says. "KC what are you doing here, you never come and visit me". He replies "sorry Clare, id figure we can talk and hangout, I can go if you want me to." "NO! don't" I reply, sounding a little too anxious… "I mean you're here already, why not stay for a little". Lighting the mood. "umm so, you want anything to drink?" "No, I'm okay, but thanks" he replies. " you want to start on homework?" leading him up stairs to my room. From what I remember KC only been in my room once, and that was for a quick second. We step into my room. I sit on the bed as he stands there gesturing for him to come over, "you can sit here you know" "and your parents don't mind that I'm in here?" crap! I forgot about that! I quickly add "no, they don't mind, they like it when I have friends over". "Ahh I see" he adds. "so, what did you want to talk about?" then at that moment he looks straight into my eyes and says "how much we grew apart since we started going out"