Where We Belong- A Grey's Anatomy Fanfiction.
Another new Addex story. This one is how I want Addison to return to Seattle for good. It's rumoured that she might leave Private Practice, and even though I LOVE Charlotte and Cooper, I really want Addie back on Grey's! So, this is how I think it should sort of go:
Chapter One- I Like Red Wine.
It had been ten months since Sam had proposed to her. It had been nine months and twenty days since she had said yes.
She hadn't been sure whether she wanted to marry him at first. He was Naomi's ex-husband and Derek's ex-best friend. But she had said yes in the end and had been planning their wedding for nine months since.
The rehearsal dinner had gone smoothly, The Captain and Archer had arrived and settled in without to many arguments.
Addison was sure this was what she had always wanted. Another chance at love, at marriage.
If anyone had asked, she would've told them that she was the happiest woman in the whole of LA right now.
So, why was she all alone? Why was she outside on her decking, avoiding Naomi's fake congratulations and Violet's cheeriness. Hiding from her father, brother, and fiancée.
It's just nerves and excitement.
No, she didn't feel excited right now. She didn't feel the same butterflies that she had felt the night before she married Derek. She closed her eyes and tried to figure out what sort of Butterfliesshe was having right now.
She hadn't even invited Mark, or Miranda, or Callie and The Chief. She had written out the invites, and just couldn't send them.
What's wrong with me?
Sam loved her. He really wanted to marry her, and spend the rest of his life with her.
So why was she feeling like this?
God… I don't know.
She sipped the last of her wine and watched the sea crashing in on the beach.
"Hey."
She turned around to see the person she had been trying to avoid.
"Sam." She plastered a fake smile on her face.
"Are you okay?" He asked,
"I'm fine." She said, a little to quickly. "Just excited, that's all. You know, butterflies."
He chuckled. "Me too." He sat next to her. "I brought you another drink." He said, handing her a glass of white wine.
She smiled at the gesture and took the glass, but then her smile faded.
"What?" Sam frowned.
"Its nothing. I just, uh, I don't drink white wine. I like red."
"Oh." He got up and took the glass. "I'll get you some red then, hang on."
"Thanks." She gave him yet another fake smile as he left.
He should know that about her, she's always hated red.
Don't be so stupid. He shouldn't know every detail about me.
But Derek did. Derek knew she loved red wine and hated white.
"Here you go." Sam was back, red wine in hand.
"Thanks, honey." She took a sip.
"No problem, listen, I'm going back inside."
"Okay, I'll be there in a second."
He left her again.
A few seconds later, the door opened again.
"Addison." It was Naomi.
"Hey, Nay." Addison greeted her friend, taking another sip of wine.
Naomi sat down and looked Addison straight in the eye.
Addison frowned. "What?"
"What are you doing Addison?" Naomi asked, her voice sounding concerned, and a little angry.
"Drinking my wine…" Addison said, choosing to fake not knowing what Nay was on about.
"Addison." Naomi said sternly. Still staring at her.
"Will you stop looking at me like that?" Addison said, her voice going high pitched. "You're freaking me out."
"What are you playing at, Addie?"
"I don't know what you're on about."
"The moment Sam wants to commit completely to you, you go all insane. Do you not love him?" Nay accused.
"Of course I love him!"
"Then why are you sitting out here, all alone?"
"Thinking." Addison sighed. "Praying."
"You don't pray."
"I can pray." Addison said. "I need to pray."
"What are you praying for?" Naomi asked, her voice sounding a little calmer.
"Strength, mostly."
"If you bail on Sam, I swear to God Addison I'll-"
"I'm not going to bail on Sam." Addison promised her friend.
Naomi nodded. "Okay then, good."
Addison smiled. "I do love him , Nay."
Naomi gave a small smile back. "Good."
The two girls sat in silence for a little while, just listening to the waves go back and forth on the shore, until Naomi patted Addie's hand. "I'm going inside."
"He gave me white wine." Addison blurted suddenly, just as Naomi was about to leave.
She turned around. "What?"
"Sam… He gave me white wine, not red."
Naomi just looked at Addison, now knowing why her red headed friend was freaking out so much.
But she didn't say anything, she just nodded, and left.
I can't do this. He doesn't know anything about me, not anything important, anyway.
Addison sighed, looking at the beach again. Praying even harder to God for the strength, the strength to marry Sam.
I need to leave, to get away from here.
She shut her eyes. Dear God… Dear God… Dear God…
Where can I go?
Please, I can't leave him. Help me… Help me…
Then she stopped praying, for God had given her an idea. Her eyes flew open.
A place she never thought she'd go back to after Archer's surgery. A place that had damaged her and caused her to come here.
No, I can't go back there… No matter how scared I am. I can't go back to Seattle Grace.
I know this is short, but I wanted to get this up and start on the next chapter right now! Please tell me what you think, I really wish this would happen (maybe not quite how I've written it.) but I wish Addie would go to marry Sam and then freak out. Anyway, PLEASE REVIEW : )
