Title: Kunoichi Diaries
Chapter 1: Fooled Again
Author: johnkazama896
Pairing: Kakakure
Disclaimer: I own Naruto. - As if!
Friday, August 14.
Damn, I was so stupid, stupid to think that a guy like Asuma Sarotobi would take me seriously. I was so stupid to believe that a playboy like him would love me and would really ask me to go out with him on a Friday night. I believed in him and what do I get? I get this heartbreak and I was made fun of. You see this is how the story goes…
Asuma just asked me out and I was so excited to go out with him. I spent all my week trying to look pretty. I spent all my free time dragging my best friend, Anko to stores that she doesn't like! (Gomen, Anko.) It seems as if I only wasted my time trying to prepare for the most humiliating day of my life!
I went to the fancy restaurant where he asked me to meet him. I was so excited. I was confident and felt like I was really beautiful that time. I was so excited to see him and I saw him making out with this… this BITCH!
I just stared at them feeling so shocked. I felt like my dreams were shattered. I felt so stupid. I wanted to get mad at him so badly. But I didn't know what to do. I just stared at them while they continued doing what their doing. I took so long for them to realize that I was there right in front of them. When Asuma noticed that I was there in front of them, dumbfounded, all he said was:
"Oh hey there, Kurenai! What's up? Oh, I forgot, Azami asked first. Don't worry, I'll try to squeeze you in my schedule."
Yeah. It was so mean of him to say that and it was so stupid of me to runaway. I should've slapped him or punched him in the face! I swear I'll get back at him for doing that! I'll find someone who'll better than him. Someone HOTTER than him!
-Kurenai Yuhi.
I've just finished writing what I feel in my diary. I reread the words and I saw they were pathetic. Especially the part where I wrote "I'll find someone HOTTER than him." – As if! I'm pretty sure that that would never happen to me. I'm not pretty. Unlike those girls that Asuma dated. I'm already 26 years old and I've never dated. No one has ever asked me out. – Well, my colleague, Hatake Kakashi did once but it wasn't considered as a date. He and I only went to Ichiraku Ramen Shop and that's it. Besides, Kakashi and I are just friends. There's no way that he would ask me out. Kakashi's also one of the handsome shinobis in Konoha. Though, I've never actually seen his face, I was sure that he was because just like Asuma, there are a lot of girls who are dying to be Kakashi's official girlfriend. The only difference is that Kakashi doesn't take advantage of his fan girls and Asuma does! I was to busy cursing Asuma; I didn't realize that someone was knocking at my door. I opened the door and saw Kakashi. I stared at him while he stared at me.
" Hey, Anko told me about what had happened. Are you alright?" He asked. This was reallyunusual. Kakashi isn't the sympathetic type of guy. He's more of the " I- don't care-about-the-world" type of guy. I don't know why he has o bother coming over and checking up on me if I was all right although, it was nice of him to do that. But seriously, he didn't have to.
"I'm fine, Kakashi. You didn't have to…" I lied. I wasn't a good liar. I guess he could notice that I was faking it. But it's not bad to try! I was so surprised when he suddenly wrapped his arms around me and held me tight.
" You shouldn't cry. There are a lot of guys out there."
"Hey, how did you know I was?" I asked as tears started to fall from my eyes.
" I've known you for a long time, Kurenai. And you're not a good liar." He grinned under his mask.
" I guess you should teach me, Kakashi-sensei." I said as wiped my tears and gave him a smile. " Come on let's get inside. It's too cold here."
-o-
" Don't cry for him. He's not worth crying for." He said as he tightened his embrace while I cried harder. It was nice of him to comfort me at a time like this. I never expected that a guy like him would be the one to comfort me when I needed someone to hold on to
" He cheated on me… I loved him but it seems like he doesn't care about what I feel." I sobbed. " It's just… just so unfair!"
" Shh… You'll be fine without him. You're a strong person."
" No I won't! He humiliated me! I looked so stupid in front of a lot of people! I didn't even get the chance to get back at him! I felt so worthless, so pathetic, so… so…-
" We'll get back at him someday, I promise. But right now, you have to get some sleep. It's getting late."
" I don't care! I don't want to go to bed! I don't want to go to work tomorrow, okay? Besides, who are you to tell me what to do? Who do you think you ahh – HEY!" He cut me off, carrying me, bridal style, distracting me from my own thoughts. " Put me down Kakashi! I'm warning you!" I screamed as I struggled to break free, causing him to drop me and fall on top of me. I started to blush as soon as I realize that we were in a very awkward position. We both stood up and apologized to each other.
" I… have to go. I'll see you tomorrow."
" I told you. I'm not going to work tomorrow." I said stubbornly.
"Okay. Suit yourself." He sighed as he proceeded to leave my apartment.
"Wait, Kakashi I-
"Yes?"
"I just wanted to say thank you… ummm… for staying with me. When I needed someone to hold on to. You're a very great guy you made me feel better. Thank you very much."
"No Problem. Just remember, I'll always be here for you no matter what happens…" he gave me a smile. A very bright one, though I can't really see his lips, I was pretty sure he did.
"Good bye."
"Good bye"
P.S. Okay, so that's my second Kakakure fanfic. Hope you all liked it I promise to update my first Kakakure fanfic (Just so You Know) soon. I'm having writer's block Damn it!
