It's been a few monthes, hasn't it? Since it all happened? I thought so...

You know, I've missed you a lot since then. I think about you almost all the time. Where are you, are you alright?

Didn't you realize I'd worry? Ah, but you were probably thinking more about everyone else than me. Did you hear about how they finally caught them? I don't think you did because if you had, you would have come back.

Or you could have started a new life somewhere else in a distant city.

I call your cellphone number twice a day, if you don't know. If you threw it out though, that would explain why you have never picked it up to talk to me.

You're scared to talk to me, aren't you? I'm not going to be mad at you...Hell, I have no reason to be mad at you.

I'm more worried than anything else. When I finally figured out what was going on...God, I can't believe I didn't see it sooner.

How could I have not seen something so obvious?

On days like this, when the sun is beating down and the sky is clear, I sit in the grass and I think about all those questions.

The one thing I don't think I'll ever figure out, is why you never told me. You know I would have helped you.

I would have even run away with you.

Money, food, shelter...I would have given you anything at all if it meant you'd stay here and be with me forever. We wouldn't care what anyone else said to us. We would be the kings of this town.

But you probably didn't think about it. You just wanted to leave this place.

I know how you must have felt though...I want you to know that I still love you, despite it all. I'll keep calling every day, in case you want to talk to me.

I'll keep on leaving messages, if you want to hear my voice. I'll always write about you, just so you know I'm thinking of you.

Forgetting something like this is just too hard...I remember it so clearly...As if it were just yesturday...

I know you think of it too. It hurts, doesn't it? It does for me...

Am I getting too far ahead? I'll go back to the beginning then...