Alright you guys listen up; I have re-written this fic and I finally got my spell check to work. I am also going to make the chapter more longer so it mitt take me a while to update. Don't start going crazy on me, now remember the more (Lovely not flame) reviews I get the more and more I write. This fic is in you guys hands, Anyway Enjoy!
P.S. Pan POV most thru out the fic, maybe Trunks or Goten POV but is rare.
"My Diary"
By: Nyago
"Dear Diary,
Another PERFECT Day again, I saw him and I guess it isn't my place to say that he is mine. My feelings haven't change since I was younger, instead they grew. I hate myself for it! Why can't I find that perfect guy that will double his power, his eyes, his hair, ANYTHING! I just feel like KILLING myself for it, but I guess that would be a little selfish of me wouldn't it? I have no right to say such things, saying he was mine. I only wish for him to notice me a little bit more, that would at least make me happy. But the best I will ever get is, just a look, just another stupid girl....Oh look at me now, I am crying I promise myself I wouldn't cry. Relationships really hurt, what am I saying?! I never even had a close relationship like that, SPECIALLY with him. Well I am off diary, to another dreamy world. Where I could at least make things go my way.
Ja-ne,
Son Pan
Pan put her diary behind her pillow, and soon after smashing her head against it. It was another day and another wasted imaginary relationship gone down the drain. Pan look one last time at her wall until the dreamy world took over again. At least there she won't suffer....
The perfect sun light finally came and Pan fully asleep still lay there. A Disturbing noise came that made Pan want to kick blast that person...Although I wouldn't be too sure.
"SON PAN GET UP NOW!" Videl, also know as Pan mother who even at age 40 still look a woman near her 30's.
"Alright I am up.." Pan mumble under her pillow and blanket.
"Come on young lady or you will be late to school aga-" Before even Videl could finish Pan had ran out the door and to her bathroom. "Well that woke her at last." Videl sighed and walk out her daughter room.
Pan Latterly ran out on everything that morning, Breakfast was fast, shower was fast and she didn't even have time to do her bed. Oh well too late now, she was already haft way to school mitt as well, make it haft way by walking like a normal person. 'School..." Pan never kept her eyes off the street side, she always wonder ever since she was little why she look down at the street when ever she wanted to think. It just seen normal back when she was a little kid, but now she was 17. How can she possibly change an old habit? 'Every one will be there as usual...at least he isn't in my school" Thank god he was allot older than her, but then again that's the problem she has. Her age with him wasn't perfect and she knew that, still she kept hoping something would happen, but if she wished him to be HER age, they would be MORE girls after him. Is was already bad enough that every employee was falling heels all over him, must make him sick or either proud.
Pan kept her walking down her school without even looking much where she was going, that's until... **Crash, BUMP** Before even Pan could react before she hit the floor, some one already had a grad of her by the waist and one of her arms. "Sorry I didn't know where I was looking!" Pan apologies not bothering to even see who or what she had hit.
"Hey Panny" Pan eyes wide as there was ONE person in the world who call her that, beside her now dead Grandfather. "TRUNKS-KUN!" Pan look up.
"Yo" He replied in his usual cool smile, letting go of Pan and putting his hands back to his pockets.
This could make any girl met into his arms and just die there, but since Pan was good at controlling her feelings and emotions she kept a hold that he was just another friend of the family. "Aren't you suppose to be at work??" Pan ask giving him her evil grim.
"Aren't you suppose to be in school??" Trunks spoke right after, making Pan angry at his fast respond at the same time she look at her watch and notice was a already late to school.
"Don't ask a Question with another Question!" Pan yell angry.
"Well aren't we miss smart ass, beside your fault for not waking up early." Trunks replied not really giving a living crap if she was late or not.
"It was because of you! I was late!" Pan yell.
"ME?! What did I do?!" Trunks answer back.
"YOU...You..." Pan stop right there, she was going to speak her mind again. If she told him he was the main thing in her head he would just die of laughter. "Is nothing. never mind..." Pan replied not bothering to look at him face to face, some odd reason her feet became very interesting.
"What's wrong with you?" Trunks ask taking his hands off his pockets and touching her chin and lifting her head up to meet his.
"Trunks!" Pan sounded like she yell high pitch voice, also blushing mad crazy.
"What's the matter with you? I haven't change THAT much! I mean I know I am old but I am still Trunks, right?
"NO!" Pan yell again, this time turning her head right not letting him see her blushing like a tomato. "I mean.. no is not that..." Pan said in a small, yet sad tone.
Trunks just blinked a few times before understanding the person in front of him, 'Woman...' Trunks though and sighed. "Well since you are late mitt as well go some where?" Trunks suggested.
"Go Some where?!" Pan turn her face quickly to see his, god those eyes were melting her. Thank god for self control...
"What's with you and yelling at people? Is it your new way to talk now?" Trunks ask, looking at Pan weird.
"No is just that, oh never mind..." Pan sighed, putting both her hands behind her back. "Well where do you want to go?" Pan ask still not looking at him directly.
"I don't know..." Trunks put his hands behind his head.
"First of all, since you know I am late to school already by like..." Pan look at her watch "30 min. care to answer the question I ask before?"
"Well, First of all CC is getting a new part of the building... and so my mom wants to be there instead of me, does that answer your question?" Trunks ask.
"But isn't CC already BIG enough?!" Pan replied.
"Hey you only ask me one question, now you want two of them?" Trunks blinked again.
"Sorry!" Pan apologies again.
Trunks Blinked again this time laughing of confusion, "Hey don't worry about it! I though you and I were friends, can't you take a joke Pan??" Trunks laugh again.
Pan felt down her knees, without even noticing and Trunks with a Panic look when down quickly to check on her. "Are you OK?!" he said as he put his hands around her shoulder. Pan look up to see his face closer, my god she could just die there and never return from heaven. Been so close to him makes you want to go wild, like burning inside. She been close to him but this is her first time again in like 3 years since they went to Space to look for the dark star dragon balls. This heat of emotion was getting to her every nerve, and she was going wild by the min. So close to meeting his lips...
"Pan" Trunks ask normal still looking in her eyes for a sign of saying 'Yeah I am ok' he just kept looking at her. "Sorry, yeah I am fine." Pan replied a little late taking her eyes off his before she made the mistake to kiss him. "Sorry I can't go to with you, if I missing first class mitt as well make it to second right?" Pan try to smile. 'Well that was stupid!' Pan mind yell. Why can't you just go out with him? Is not a date just a friendly time.
"Alright well let me take you to school?" Trunks ask.
"Thanks I would be glad if you can!" Pan smile her best.
After a few min of driving, finally Pan school show. She quickly got out of the car and before closing her door she gave a quick kiss in his cheeks. "Thanks" She replied closing the door behind her. Trunks just look at her for a min before leaving and took off. Pan in the other hand was walking her way into her school 'BAKA Should had stay with him! Then again just looking at him for min made you want to kiss him. Guess it was a good idea to say you wanted to go to second class.' Pan though 'Still, if he only knew he was the one that keeps me insane, the one that keeps me smiling and some times cry. Who would had guess Trunks Brief's had a way with a ladies heart, especially Son Pan heart....
*End of Chapter*
Please Review!
Till Next time...Nyago
P.S. Pan POV most thru out the fic, maybe Trunks or Goten POV but is rare.
"My Diary"
By: Nyago
"Dear Diary,
Another PERFECT Day again, I saw him and I guess it isn't my place to say that he is mine. My feelings haven't change since I was younger, instead they grew. I hate myself for it! Why can't I find that perfect guy that will double his power, his eyes, his hair, ANYTHING! I just feel like KILLING myself for it, but I guess that would be a little selfish of me wouldn't it? I have no right to say such things, saying he was mine. I only wish for him to notice me a little bit more, that would at least make me happy. But the best I will ever get is, just a look, just another stupid girl....Oh look at me now, I am crying I promise myself I wouldn't cry. Relationships really hurt, what am I saying?! I never even had a close relationship like that, SPECIALLY with him. Well I am off diary, to another dreamy world. Where I could at least make things go my way.
Ja-ne,
Son Pan
Pan put her diary behind her pillow, and soon after smashing her head against it. It was another day and another wasted imaginary relationship gone down the drain. Pan look one last time at her wall until the dreamy world took over again. At least there she won't suffer....
The perfect sun light finally came and Pan fully asleep still lay there. A Disturbing noise came that made Pan want to kick blast that person...Although I wouldn't be too sure.
"SON PAN GET UP NOW!" Videl, also know as Pan mother who even at age 40 still look a woman near her 30's.
"Alright I am up.." Pan mumble under her pillow and blanket.
"Come on young lady or you will be late to school aga-" Before even Videl could finish Pan had ran out the door and to her bathroom. "Well that woke her at last." Videl sighed and walk out her daughter room.
Pan Latterly ran out on everything that morning, Breakfast was fast, shower was fast and she didn't even have time to do her bed. Oh well too late now, she was already haft way to school mitt as well, make it haft way by walking like a normal person. 'School..." Pan never kept her eyes off the street side, she always wonder ever since she was little why she look down at the street when ever she wanted to think. It just seen normal back when she was a little kid, but now she was 17. How can she possibly change an old habit? 'Every one will be there as usual...at least he isn't in my school" Thank god he was allot older than her, but then again that's the problem she has. Her age with him wasn't perfect and she knew that, still she kept hoping something would happen, but if she wished him to be HER age, they would be MORE girls after him. Is was already bad enough that every employee was falling heels all over him, must make him sick or either proud.
Pan kept her walking down her school without even looking much where she was going, that's until... **Crash, BUMP** Before even Pan could react before she hit the floor, some one already had a grad of her by the waist and one of her arms. "Sorry I didn't know where I was looking!" Pan apologies not bothering to even see who or what she had hit.
"Hey Panny" Pan eyes wide as there was ONE person in the world who call her that, beside her now dead Grandfather. "TRUNKS-KUN!" Pan look up.
"Yo" He replied in his usual cool smile, letting go of Pan and putting his hands back to his pockets.
This could make any girl met into his arms and just die there, but since Pan was good at controlling her feelings and emotions she kept a hold that he was just another friend of the family. "Aren't you suppose to be at work??" Pan ask giving him her evil grim.
"Aren't you suppose to be in school??" Trunks spoke right after, making Pan angry at his fast respond at the same time she look at her watch and notice was a already late to school.
"Don't ask a Question with another Question!" Pan yell angry.
"Well aren't we miss smart ass, beside your fault for not waking up early." Trunks replied not really giving a living crap if she was late or not.
"It was because of you! I was late!" Pan yell.
"ME?! What did I do?!" Trunks answer back.
"YOU...You..." Pan stop right there, she was going to speak her mind again. If she told him he was the main thing in her head he would just die of laughter. "Is nothing. never mind..." Pan replied not bothering to look at him face to face, some odd reason her feet became very interesting.
"What's wrong with you?" Trunks ask taking his hands off his pockets and touching her chin and lifting her head up to meet his.
"Trunks!" Pan sounded like she yell high pitch voice, also blushing mad crazy.
"What's the matter with you? I haven't change THAT much! I mean I know I am old but I am still Trunks, right?
"NO!" Pan yell again, this time turning her head right not letting him see her blushing like a tomato. "I mean.. no is not that..." Pan said in a small, yet sad tone.
Trunks just blinked a few times before understanding the person in front of him, 'Woman...' Trunks though and sighed. "Well since you are late mitt as well go some where?" Trunks suggested.
"Go Some where?!" Pan turn her face quickly to see his, god those eyes were melting her. Thank god for self control...
"What's with you and yelling at people? Is it your new way to talk now?" Trunks ask, looking at Pan weird.
"No is just that, oh never mind..." Pan sighed, putting both her hands behind her back. "Well where do you want to go?" Pan ask still not looking at him directly.
"I don't know..." Trunks put his hands behind his head.
"First of all, since you know I am late to school already by like..." Pan look at her watch "30 min. care to answer the question I ask before?"
"Well, First of all CC is getting a new part of the building... and so my mom wants to be there instead of me, does that answer your question?" Trunks ask.
"But isn't CC already BIG enough?!" Pan replied.
"Hey you only ask me one question, now you want two of them?" Trunks blinked again.
"Sorry!" Pan apologies again.
Trunks Blinked again this time laughing of confusion, "Hey don't worry about it! I though you and I were friends, can't you take a joke Pan??" Trunks laugh again.
Pan felt down her knees, without even noticing and Trunks with a Panic look when down quickly to check on her. "Are you OK?!" he said as he put his hands around her shoulder. Pan look up to see his face closer, my god she could just die there and never return from heaven. Been so close to him makes you want to go wild, like burning inside. She been close to him but this is her first time again in like 3 years since they went to Space to look for the dark star dragon balls. This heat of emotion was getting to her every nerve, and she was going wild by the min. So close to meeting his lips...
"Pan" Trunks ask normal still looking in her eyes for a sign of saying 'Yeah I am ok' he just kept looking at her. "Sorry, yeah I am fine." Pan replied a little late taking her eyes off his before she made the mistake to kiss him. "Sorry I can't go to with you, if I missing first class mitt as well make it to second right?" Pan try to smile. 'Well that was stupid!' Pan mind yell. Why can't you just go out with him? Is not a date just a friendly time.
"Alright well let me take you to school?" Trunks ask.
"Thanks I would be glad if you can!" Pan smile her best.
After a few min of driving, finally Pan school show. She quickly got out of the car and before closing her door she gave a quick kiss in his cheeks. "Thanks" She replied closing the door behind her. Trunks just look at her for a min before leaving and took off. Pan in the other hand was walking her way into her school 'BAKA Should had stay with him! Then again just looking at him for min made you want to kiss him. Guess it was a good idea to say you wanted to go to second class.' Pan though 'Still, if he only knew he was the one that keeps me insane, the one that keeps me smiling and some times cry. Who would had guess Trunks Brief's had a way with a ladies heart, especially Son Pan heart....
*End of Chapter*
Please Review!
Till Next time...Nyago