Your Smile
"Bo-chan, are you alright?" I asked the young master as he looked down from his work. I saw him blush.
"No, sorry Sebastian. I'm just a little tired I guess." The young masster said as he tried not to catch my gaze.
"shall i prepare a bath for you?" I asked concerned.
"Please." he said.
I prepared the masters bath then went to get him. He wouldn't look at me as I got him undressed. He wouldn't look at me at all. Was the young master feeling upset of something I did? I silently put him in bed thinking he has become to human. Maybe he's scared of me. Mabey he's rethinking our contract. Or maybe... No I would not allow myself to think such thoughts about the master. I would just wait and see.
"Sebastian," Ciel said as i got up to leave the room "I must tell you something."
"Yes, my lord?" I asked.
"I love you." he whispered.
I opened my mouth to say something but closed it to let him explain. "I love you Sebastian. Not love like a family, no I'm in love with you. I love your cooking, your cleaning, your helpfulness. I love your hair, your piercing red eyes, your smile. I love the way you'll say 'Yes my lord' to anything you ask and I long to feel the touch of your lips agenst my lips. Please tell me that you love me too. Tell me this or devour me now." Ciel cried suprising me
"it's not possible for you to love a deamon. If you give me permision, I will let you hear my true feelings."
"Tell me." Bo-chan comanded
"Two years ago, I fell in love with a human. He was a yung boy looking for a contract of revenge. At first all I wanted was his soul, your soul Ciel. Soon I started having feelings of love, and lust towards you. Since I am your butler I refused to think of those feelings more then by accident. You cannot love a deamon. If we fall in love it's going to be so much harder when I take your soul." I took a breath then continued. " I love everything about you Ciel, I always had. Many times I've thought of ways to see your beautiful smile. just so I could carry on as your butler. I want your love Ciel but that's stupid. You're a child, and I'm a deamon. so we can't act on our feelings."
ciel started to say something, but insted he pushed himself agenst me. He started kissing me. I kissed back. I loved the feel of his pale skin under my hands. I wanted to pull away but felt like this was an order. Ciel broke away to breathe.
"Sebastian I order you to do what ever you've wished to do to me" Ciel ordered
"Yes my lord." i smiled with excitment. He was doing this just for me today. I thought for a minuite.
"the first thing I want to do, is see your smile." I smiled at him he smiled back with pure happiness. This would be a fun night.