This FF was German, but because I wanted to know how others react on it, for example English or Americans, I brought myself to translate it into English.
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Summer Dream- I can't recognize you anymore
Short Description
As every year Edward and his family spend some time for vacation in London. Until now there never has happened anything to the most popular guy at school. But what if he suddenly fell in love? What will happen when he comes back to school? Will he forget his vacation dalliance? But what if she abruptly moves to America with her parents and gets into the same school as Edward?
Preface
Since the holidays were over I didn't want a girlfriend anymore.
The girls were just as toys for me, just like before my vacation in London.
I could never give my heart to anyone anymore, because I already had given it to someone.
I didn't have her cell phone number or anything else from her. I only knew her name. Bella. I would never forget this name. Never ever.
In the last three weeks at school I had only thought about her. About her beautiful face, her long, brown hair that flew velvety over her shoulders, about her eyes, so gorgeous, her flashy full lips, her perfect, slight body and her loveable character.
I missed her badly and because of this I was annoyed that the boys, especially my friends Seth, Sam and Niko, were only talking about the new girl.
I hadn't seen her yet, but what am I supposed to do with her? As long as it wasn't Bella, I didn't care for her.
Someday –in some month- I would probably care, or I won't.
The bell rang for the end of the lesson.
I picked up my things and reached for the door. Nathalia was already waiting for me. From my point of view she was not more than my current affair. Not more, not less.
I thought about Alice's words, but it was too much for me. I remembered the little argument we had some days ago.
"Dammit, Edward! What's the point of that? I thought you had changed since you met Bella, but it's only getting worse!" Alice had shouted at me.
"You're right, Alice." I said gently and suddenly her eyes flashed open, filled with surprise.
"Something has changed. When we look at it that way I don't have a heart anymore. I lost it, at Bella. It's her heart. And I will never get it back. So what should I do with the others? Pretend that I cared for them?"
"You are such a sick ass-hole, Edward! You're babbling such a shit! You must be joking. If you had given your heart to anyone, but you didn't, then you wouldn't play with those girls or having sex with them. It's all right as long as you have fun!" Alice hissed and ran out of my room. To express her fury she slammed the door behind her. It's unusually for her being furious and now I know I went too far that day.
"Edward? Are you sleeping?" Nathalia asked. I recognized we were still standing in the hallway to go to the cafeteria.
"I'm sorry." I murmured. I laid my arm around her waist and pulled her gently a bit closer to me. Together we walked into the cafeteria.
She pretended to be smiling at me seductively, but I only noticed it from the corner of my eye. We walked to our table where my siblings were sitting. Alice stared at me but I couldn't figure out what kind of expression ram over her face. Confusion? Regret? Delight? I didn't know. But it was strange. It was as if she was amused by something but also afraid. What had happened?
I followed her gaze and saw why she looked so strange. She stared at the new girl. To see her, the girl, made me freeze. I dropped my arms from Nathalia's waist. Now I knew who the new girl was. If I had known it earlier I'm sure I would have cared more about it. The new girl was…the girl I loved…
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