side note: First fan fic, also my laptop doesnt have spell check so I have to use word pad so there will be spelling errors

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Disclaimer: I don't own soul eater

Chapter 1

I sat on a wall over looking the sea listening to my music. I couldn't help but think of the past. I sing when I'm upset if the song is right. The right song came on and I started to sing.

I never thought I'd die alone

I laughed the loudest who'd have known

I traced the cord back to the wall

no wonder it was never plugged in at all

I took my time I hurried up

the choice was mine I didnt think enough

I'm to depressed to go on

you'll be sorry when I'm gone

I sung while staring off into the horizon. Enjoying the veiw, I sat there and continued to sing.

I never conquered, rarely came

sixteen just held such better days

days when I still felt alive

we couldn't wait to get outside

the world was wide

too late to try

the tour was over

we'd survived

I couldnt wait 'til got home

to pass the time in my room alone

I was holding back the urge to cry, the memories were to much.

I never thought I'd die alone

another six months I'll be alone

I'll be unknown

give all my things

to all my friends

You'll never step foot in my room again

you'll close it off

board it up

remember the time

I spilled the cup

of apple juice in the hall

please tell mom this is not her fault

The memories flashed by, the good ones to the terrible ones.

I never conquered

rarely came

sixteen just held such better days

days when I still felt alive

we couldn't wait to get outside

the world is wide

too late to try

the tour was over we survived

I couldnt wait 'til I got home

to pass the time in my room alone

I never conqured

rarely came

tomorrow has much better days

days when I still felt alive

when I cant wait to get outside

the world is wide

th tour is over I survived

I can't wait 'til i get home

to pass the time in my room alone

I finished the song and wiped my tears away. I swung my legs over the wall and jumped down. I picked up my bag and put my rollerblades back on and skated home. I skated past a a sign and it caught my attention so I skated back to read it.

Auditions

Looking for a singer to join our bands.

Try outs on July 22

Try outs in the park.

3:30 p.m- 7:00 p.m

I pulled my ipod out of my hoodie pocket and took a picture of the sign so I could try out on the 22. Tomorrow was Saturday so I decided to go to some karaoke. I walked in and signed up for a turn singing. Little did I know certain people would show up.

"Who's ready to get this party started!" The DJ shouted into the microphone getting everyone riled up. "First up is..." The DJ announced the peoples names. It went on for awhile until it was my turn. "Emry Night you're up." Called the DJ. "Ok here I go." I encouraged myself.

The fatser we're falling

we're stopping and stalling

we're running in circles again

justice thinks we're looking up

you said it wasnt good enough

but still we're trying one more time

maybe we're just trying too hard

when really it's closer than it is too far

cause I'm in too deep

and I'm trying to keep

up above in my head

instead of going under

cause I'm in too deep

I'm trying to keep my head up

instead of going under instead of going under

seems like each time I loose my mind

because I'm bending over backwards to relate

It's one thing to complain

but when your driving me insane

well then I think its time tha we take a break

maybe we're just trying too hard

when really it's closer than it's too far

cause I'm in too deep

and I'm trying to keep

up above in my head instead of going under

cause I'm in too deep

and I'm trying too keep up above in my head

instead of going under

instead of going under

instead of going under

I can't sit back and wonder why

it took so long for this to die

I hate it

when you fake it

you can't hide it

might as well embrace it

so beleive me it's not easy

it seems that somethings telling me

that I'm in too deep

up above in my head

instead of going under

cause I'm in too deep

and I'm trying to keep

up above in my head

instead of going under

instead of going under

instead of going under again

instead of going under

insteadof going under again

instead of going under

instead of going under again

"Wow everyone that was Emry Night." The DJ said right after I finished. I walked off the stage with the applause following after me. After I was off the stage the DJ called up more people. A group of four boys walked up to me and started talking to me. I had left my hood up the whole time I was singing.

"So Emry that was pretty good singing up there, ever think about joining a band?" Asked the kid with black hair with three white stripes going around half of his head.

"Well depends, why are you asking?" I asked. "Also since you know my name, what are your names." I asked them.

The kid that had the white stripes in his black hair replied to me "I'm Death the kid, but call me Kid, this is Soul." He said pointing to Soul, the one with white hair, red eyes, and peculiar sharp teeth.

"I'M THE GREAT BLACK*STAR BOW DOWN TO YOU'RE GOD!" Said the kid with blue hair kind of shaped like a star.

"I'll die before I bow down to you." I said giving him a stare saying you're an annoying idiot that should rot in hell.

"Forgive Black*Star for his annoyingness." Said Kid. "This is Crona, He's abit shy." Kid said pointing to a pink haired boy standing behind him. "Why don't you come to the auditions on July 22?" Kid asked me trying to convince me.

"Depends are you looking for a boy or a girl?" I asked them knowing they probably would say boy.

"Well we are an all boy band, why do you ask?" Kid asked me confused.

"Well then you guys are in for a suprise."I said as I took my hood off.

"You're a g-girl?" Stammered Black*Star.

"No dip sherlock." I said kind of ticked off. "Still want me to join your precious boy band?" I asked emphasizing precious boy band.

"Come to try outs tomorrow and we'll let you know then." Said Kid.

"She so mislead me into thinking she was a guy by dressing that way." Black*Star said still dumb founded about me being a girl. I had heard his comment and heard Soul snicker. I walked out shaking my head at the idiocity of Black*Star.

"Oh wait Emry, before you go lets trade numbers ok." Kid suggested.

"Ok." I said as I handed him my phone and he gave me his. We said bye to each other before going our seperate ways. I got home and plopped down in bed. "Today was a pretty awesome day." I said to myself. Thats when it hit me, not literally. "Oh crap tomorrow's moms death." I mumbled to myself. "I'm an idiot how could I forget something as important as that.

TEXTS

To Kid: Hey Kid I can't make it to the auditions tomorrow

To Emry: Why not?

To Kid: Sorry I forgot about something really important

To Emry: Ok, I'm guessing you don't want to talk about it

To Kid: Sorry it's personal

To Emry: I know it's latebut want to go out for coffee?

To Kid: Sure

To Emry: Great meet me at Starbucks

To Kid: Ok see you soon

AT THE COFFEE SHOP

"Hey Kid." I said as I waved to him from the front of starbucks.

"Hey Emry." Kid replied waving back. We got our coffee and sat down on a park bench.

"Still don't want to tell me?" He tried coaxing it out of me.

"It's a long story, are you sure you want to hear it." I asked with a sigh.

"Yes I would like to know but you don't have to tell me if you don't want to." He said.

"Thanks, but I can tell you want to know really bad." I said. "But really it is a long story." I told him with a sigh. Just thinking about it makes me sad.

"Well we have time to talk about it." He said looking at me.

"Ok where should I start?" I asked Kid.

"At the very begining." Kid said.

"Ok here it goes...


Disclaimer: I dont own Adams song by blink 182 or in too deep by sum 41

Whats Emry's story going to be? Gonna have to read the next one to find out. Hope you enjoyed it! :D