A/N ok I know this has been done so many times, but bear with me. I really love these stories when they're well written. I'll try to make this one as original as possible...

SHE'S JUST ABOUT TO JUMP OFF THE CLIFF...

I drew in a deep breath, waiting...

"Bella?"

It was a voice, but not his. It was Jake's. Talk about a disappointment.

"What?"

"Bella, what do you think you're doing?"

"Cliff diving, Captain Obvious,"

"In the middle of a storm, alone on the very top? Are you trying to commit suicide? I know he's gone, but there are others. Others who matter, Bella. He's not your entire universe; you can't only care about him."

How wrong he was. Edward was my universe, more than my sun. So what do you do when the center of your universe disappears? Sure, Charlie and Jake mattered, but they were nothing compared to Edward. If I told Jacob that, it would hurt him so much.

"I'm not trying to kill myself."

"Good. You know how much you mean to me. You couldn't hurt yourself like that, it would kill me."

He leaned in. I knew what was coming. I had to make my choice now. I loved him, but I wasn't in love with him. A two letter word could make so much difference. But could I spend my life alone? I should try to move on. He wasn't ever coming back; I was only human. Not beautiful to him, only to Jake.

His lips met mine and he gently pressed. Each time Edward had kissed me, it had been earth shattering, life altering. When Jake kissed me...Nothing except a feeling of betrayal. That's ridiculous, I thought. You're not betraying anyone. HE's the one who left YOU.

A wolf howled in the forest... Jake had to leave.

I sat on the cliff and cried.

FOUR MONTHS LATER

EPOV

I had to go back to Forks. I had been arguing with myself, trying to do the right thing and stay away, far away, where I couldn't hurt her. At the thought of her, my dead heart hurt like hell.

I'd only go back to check on her. If she's happy, then I'll leave, I told myself.

I ran up to Forks. I walked up to her house...

BPOV

Jake my...boyfriend...was due here any second. I still had trouble forcing out his name and the word boyfriend in the same sentence. I had explained to him that I couldn't love him properly, but he didn't care. I waited for him in my room. I looked at my window. I thought of a time when there would have been someone coming in through there.

Suddenly, there was someone at the window.

Edward.

It must have been my hallucinations. I had been thinking of him, so I must have imagined him.

I looked again, and he really was there. He was watching me.

"Edward?"

"Er, yes. You weren't supposed to see me, Bella. I was just-"

"What are you doing here?" I asked in a rather rude voice, looking away so I wouldn't be too dazzled.

"I need to make sure you're happy. That you've moved on."

As if.

"Well I have.  happy as a smiley face. Not as if my soul mate left me alone in the forest after telling me he doesn't want me."
"Bella-"

"No I guess what happens to me is of no concern to you, is it?"

"Bella, I just want you to be safe and normal. Human."

"Well, watch me!" I screamed. I had heard Jake come up the stairs after Charlie let him in.

The door opened...

A/N so there's the first part, I'll be updating as soon as possible. I'll be able to much faster in two weeks when school's out. I'll probably white tons. REVIEW