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Darkness. All I could see was black. And at this moment all I can think is of Josh, Thomas, and Upton. Josh. Where is he? Is he with Ivy? Is He thinking of me? Thomas. Was this what he felt like? Did he think of me when Arianna went killed him? Was he still out there somewhere? No. Thomas is dead. Arianna killed him. Upton. Is he with Poppy? Did he care about me at all? Did he try to come find me after he went off to get Poppy? Come on Reed. Focus. Okay. What happened? I was on the boat then I fell. No someone pushed me. I'm positive. But who?

I woke up to the sound of Noelle's heels pacing back and forth on her living room floor. She is wearing a simple sun dress with a bathing suit underneath. She looked as beautiful as ever, even with that odd worried look on her face. Dash is trying to comfort her, "She's okay. She's okay" Who is okay? What's going on? Oh yeah. Me. Noelle. I tried to speak but my throat is too dry. It burns from the salt water.

"Ohh Reed!" Noelle rushes to me. "Reed, Reed. Are you okay?"

"H-How did I get here?" I barely manage a whisper

"Dash and I were looking for somewhere 'A little quieter' and I hear a splash. You feel over the side of the boat and hit your head on a rock. You were out cold. Reed, I was so worried."

"I-I I didn't fall."

"What?"

"I didn't fall. Someone pushed me."

"Are you sure? I mean, you could have been bumped into by someone."

"No. I'm sure. Someone pushed me. They grabbed my necklace and shoved. Hard. They smelled. Like-like. Ughh. I can't remember. But it was distinct."

"It's okay Reed." Noelle said. She's always so, I don't know, she's so Noelle. But she's my best friend, and I love her. "Just sit here and I'll have the cook fix you something."

She runs out of the room. Dash follows her with his arm around her. He's wearing a pair of swim trunks, Sperry's, and a Polo shirt. They both look so simple. It's odd. But it's probably been a long day. Day? What day is it? What time is it? How long have I been asleep? Wait, I really don't care. I just want to go home. Back to Billings. Before Sabine, Arianna, and even Josh. Back before it all. When it was just me, Noelle, Taylor, and Kirin. Just me and the Billings girls. Everything was so much simpler then.

Before Noelle, and Dash return, I've already slipped slowly back into a deep sleep. Then a noise wakes me. I Look out the window and I see that familiar black hair, and those normally blood shot eyes are clear. No. He's gone. And yet I still can't help but think that's him……..

What do you think??? I need comment to know if I need to stop cause it sucks or to keep going. So comment/review please. I just kinda got board and did this. Its horrible, I know. But give me suggestions please!!

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Anna Caitlyn