I've been taking a break from writing. I lost interest in my other to story, but I'm hoping to gain it back. The one was just to fluffy, and the other was way OCC. So here it is.
I don't own Twilight.
This is an insert from New Moon This bold is all Copyrighted to Stephenie Meyers.
Memory
Edward leaned against a tree and stared at me, his expression unreadable.
"Okay, let's talk," I said. It sounded braver than it felt.
He took a deep breath.
"Bella, we're leaving."
I took a deep breath, too. This was an acceptable option. I thought I was prepared. But I still had to ask.
"Why now? Another year --"
"Bella, it's time How much longer could we stay in Forks, after all? Carlisle can barely pass for thirty, and he's claiming thirty-three now. We'd have to start over soon regardless."
His answer confused me. I though the point of leaving was to let his family live in peace. Why did we have to leave if they were going? I stared at him, trying to understand what he ment.
He stared back coldly.
With a roll of nausea, I realised I'd misunderstood.
" When you say we--," I whispered.
"I mean my family and myself." Each word separate and distinct.
I shook my head back and forth mechanically, trying to clear it. He waited without a sign of impatience. It took a few minutes before I could speak.
"Okay," I said. " I'll come with you."
"You can't, Bella. Where we're going . . . It's not the right place for you."
"Where you are is the right place for me."
" I'm no good for you, Bella."
"Don't be ridiculous." I wanted to sound angry, but it sounded like I was begging. " You're the very best part of my life."
"My world is not for you," he said grimly.
"What happen with Jasper--that was nothing, Edward! Nothing!"
"You're right," he agreed. "It was exactly what was to be expected."
"You promised! In Phoenix, you promised that you would stay --"
"As long as that was best for you," he interrupted to correct me.
"No! This is about my soul, isn't it?" I shouted, furious, the words exploding out of me-- somehow it still sounded like a plea. "Carlisle told me about that, and I don't care, Edward. I don't care! You can have my soul. I don't want it without you -- it's yours already!"
He took a deep breath and stared, unseeingly, at the ground for a long moment. His mouth twisted the tiniest bit. When he finally looked up, his eyes were different, harder-- like the liquid gold had froze solid.
"Bella, I don't want you to come with me." He spoke the words slowly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as I absorbed what he was really saying.
There was a pause as I repeated the words in my head a few times, sifting through them for their real intent.
"You . . . don't . . . want . . . me ?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.
"No." © Stephenie Meyers
End of memory
"Isabella, Can you please tell me what would happen if Mr. Robbins was found with insanity?" Mr. Smith asked annoyed.
The answer was simple, "The death penal would be dropped, and he'd be in rehab, of some such." I replied annoyed, that he distracted me.
I began chewing on my pencil, a habbit that happened after Edward left. I went back into deep thought, It would be three day since the 2 year aniversery of Edward leaving. It ended up on a Monday, so I wouldn't be in school. I'd be crying my heart out because that day ruined my life.
The bell ended shortly after and I made it threw till lunch listening to the gossip. A new family came in today. I wasn't suprised the University of Oregon was a pretty decent size place. People left and came freely.
I walked into the lunch and I saw them. The Cullen's, though some were missing. I saw Rosalie, Emmett, and Alice. I ran off to my dorm and didn't return to any other of my class for that day. I didn't know what to think. Was Edward there? Why should I care he left me. He didn't love me. I knew it was true from the begining though I couldn't disagree with those beautiful eyes, and that crocked smile.
I heard a pounding at the door. "Bella, you okay, I didn't see you at lunch. What's wrong? Are you sick?" I noticed the voice and named it. It was Aiden. Aiden was very protective though we wern't together. He cared about me deeply and listened to my problems. He to was left by his love. I rushed out of bed and opened the door.
" I saw them." I sighed.
"Who?" He looked confused.
"The Cullens."
Aiden lead me to the sofa and let me rested my head on his shoulder. He would wipe my tears when they fell. After a while, my sobs began to stop and Aiden began to reason with me.
"So what are you going to do? I hope you don't go running off." The thing that I liked most about him was the fact that he could care then get straight to the line. He reminded me alot like Emmett and Carlisle. He would be funny and try to do something fast, but it was usually smart.
" I'm not sure, I might just try ignoring it." He sighed. His phone rang and he told me he had to go. We said are goodbyes and I went to bed soon after.
Edward's POV (Just spying into what's Alice is thinking. This is what Edward reads in the begining.)
Once again, Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, and Edward were the 'new ones'. It was rather annoying. Jasper and Edward were in there third year of college and Emmett Rosalie and I were in our second. We moved shortly after the beginning of the school year for Carlisle couldn't be saying he was 34. I wasn't in any classes with Rose but was with every class with Emmett. We were going to be a therapist. Emmett a therapist, I laughed at the idea. The classes flew by rather easily, after I introduced myself. Some of the teachers tested my knowledge and I answered happily. Lunch came when I smelled it. It was like a smelt it before. The blood. The hair. Though it smelled wrong. Like something wasn't right. I let it go and pretended to eat lunch. The rest of the day was a blur.
. I was reading the mind of Alice while we were driving back to the house. I was just driving with her, since Jasper couldn't stand being in a closed enviroment with me for to long.
"Alice," I questioned, "Who was it that smelled famillar?" Alice at first didn't know what I was talking about then though. She understood.
"I'm not sure. I smelled something. It smelled like someone I knew, but It was wrong. It wasn't the same. I'm not sure who it was." I shock it off. Alice almost knew what every human smelled like in Forks. It probably was just some kid that was smothered in perfumes and chemicals or just some odor.
Alice and I arrived home, to see the rest cheering.
"We won in your face!" Emmett happily yelled. I forgot we were racing. Jasper felt my disapointment, not in myself, but for letting Alice down.
"It's fine Edward, I understand." Jasper apologized.
I walked slowly to my new room. It didn't smell like Bella. I was upset. Though I did have her on the one shirt I wore the day I left. I never cleaned it. I turned on Debussy and listened to it for hours. I though about how happy Bella could be with a normal guy, not a monster. I though of her laugh, her smile, her opinions. I though about everything, how she tripped, how we forgot to breathe when I kissed her. But I always thought about when I would just brush my skin onto hers her heart rate would excellerate. I always though about her. It wasn't anything new. I got caught up with thinking about her, that Emmett came in and said to get ready for where ever we were going.
I got dressed with a pair of Jeans, and a light sweater and rushed downstairs.
"I'm ready." I called and the rest came by the cars. That's when Alice had a vision.
Bella's POV
Beep Beep Beep Damn alarm. I woke up, not knowing it was Saturday until I looked at the calendar. The Calendar pretty much made me remember the plans since Edward's all I can remember. Sadly, It was my birthday. I didn't mind it as much, since I didn't get expensive, useless gifts. I sighed, and got out of bed.
"Happy Birthday Bella!" Adian bellowed.
"Thanks," I smiled gently.
"Come out here, I made you breakfast." I hurried up and changed into a pair of jean capris and a light camisole and walked out. On the table was a freshly picked daisies.
"Here you go, fresh eggs and bacon." Setting the food on my plate. The only better cooker then I was, Adian.
Adian sat next to me and we ate in silence. The food was delicious what could I expect.
"Bella, how about we got to the movies or something relaxing." Adian sugested. After debating with myself, weither or not, I just wanted to be lazy or mop around. I decided the hell with it, I'll go. I nodded in accepting the invation before I would change my mind.
"I'm going to get dressed. I'll meet you in the lobby in 45 minutes." He stated rather then questioned. When he walked out the front door and into his dorm, I decided to clean the dishes and then get some editable clothes on. Nothing was wrong with my outfit, other then the oil stains and the tears in them from me falling. I hurried up to rumage into my closet. I decide to wear the clothes that my mother got my for my birthday. My mother was always more fashionable then I was, and I knew it would make her feel better if the tags were off, and she knew I ware them. I decided the Stripped Polo and 'weekender shorts' were okay. Honestly, the weakender shorts were okay. But why would you name it that? Why would you spend 35$ on shorts that were for the weekend. I was sure I'd never understand that.
I decided to go read a book till it was time to go, but when I walked into the living room and glanced at the clock I only had about 10 minutes and I decided againist it. Instead, I got onto my computer ( It was fast, Since she needed it for school.) and popped up my book list that I wanted. I printed it out quickly, and met down in the lobby.
Like always, Adian was there before me. He always was. I walked down the few steps to meet him and he smiled warmly.
"Why don't you look beautiful." He teased, poking my stomache. I giggled and we walked to his car. He had a Sunfire Pontiac. It was nice but not to fancy. I liked his choice. He drove to Eugene Mall. Eugene, Oregon was where we lived, I senced they had real creativity their. Inside the mall was the movie theater.
"What would you like to see?" Adian asked.
"I'm not sure, they're nothing really good out." I sighed. Adian looked disappointed that I didn't want to watch a movie.
"How about we go look around the mall. I promise we can come to a movie some time."
"Sure, then we can bring Rachael along too." He joked. Rachael was his girlfriend, who I disliked a lot. It's not in my nature to hate anyone. Well one.. Mike. But she was so annoying, she would brag all the time. I honestly think the only reason Adian likes her is for her body, but of course, Adian disagreed. He accepted the fact I didn't like her and assumed me that our friendship wouldn't be ruined. But sometimes when I walk passed him room I hear Rachael complaining about the time he is with me. I always torcher him about that.
I didn't need to tell Adian were I wanted to go, he knew me well enough. We walked briskly to the Barnes & Noble. The book store. I pulled out my list and started looking for the books.
"Hello, Can I help you look for a book?" a friendly cashier asked me.
"Yes, I'm looking for Othello by William Shakespeare, the older version." She smiled lightly, and walked over to the left side of where I was looking.
"Here you are," She pointed to the row ," They're a few different versions, I'm sure you can find the one you'd like." I nodded and thanked her. I got down and looked at them, then figured out that I wanted both of them. One was the old version unedited the other was in the English we spoken today.
I rushed to the counter to buy them.
"It's your birthday. I'm buying them." Adian stole the books from out of my hands. I frowned.
"I want to buy them. You know I hate getting gifts." Adian smirked, and proceeding to buy them. He handed the cashier the money and we left.
I scowled at him, trying to be mad. Of course, Adian was a lot like Emmett, you could be mad at him. With frustration, I just forgot he bought them and pretended I did.
We walked around for a few more hours going into many stores, and checking out many things. We were walking out of the game store, when I saw the whole Cullen Family, and I pulled Adian and I behind the rack.
"What was ---"
"Shh," I whispered putting my finger to my lips.
"I smell her." Edward freaked. Everyone was staring at him.
Alice pulled him ,"Edward you're going dullisional." Edward sighed and let it go. Phew I though. They walked away, as I saw them exiting the mall. I smiled, knowing Alice, many bags were going with them.
"Who was that?" Adian asked.
"The Cullens." I asked simple. He frowned and we decided to go home, going out the other exit to the mall.
"I want to hurt him so bad for what he did, but I don't, because you wouldn't like it." Adian stated. I couldn't read his expression, though I loved how he knew I didn't want him to hurt them. He continued, " I could beat him up." I giggle quietly, he didn't know about the vampire stuff.
"How do you know he wasn't the big one with all the muscles?" I questioned.
"Well, He was with some other girl. He loves you." I interupted " Loved." He ignored my comment.
"He smelled you. You're trail." I got worried and asked him how did he know that. I didn't want him to figure out their secret. I know I never told him.
"You told me about how he can smell very distinctivly." I remember, I told him what Edward told me when he found me in trouble with the men. I was relived. On the way home we listen to the Linkin Park Cd that Phil got me for my birthday years ago. Since, I didn't drive, we usually kept in there.
We got to the dorm rather quickly, and I said my thanks and goodbyes to Adian. I got home, and I saw the answer machine blinking. Their were a few messages one from Charlie, Renee, and some friends from Forks. I decided to call them back later, because I finally got out of shock that they were back and I've became angry and upset.
HE LEFTED ME my brain yelled at me. He doesn't love you, and you don't love him. You dont. He wasn't good enough for me. He didn't want me. I don't want him. I'm doing what he asked. He promised he wouldn't come back. That Liar! I hate him! He lefted me horrible. I won't forgive him.
BELLA! My mind yelled. He's not going to appologize. Get over it. He doesn't like you. He doesn't think your beautiful. He doesn't love you. He doesn't even care. Let him go.
I knew my mind was right about something, he didn't love me. But even though I wanted to beilive I hated him, but heart was thinking otherwhise.
Edwards POV
Alice said her vision was pointless, and she had her mind blocked. Probably a sexual thing I though.
Esme told me that we were going to the mall. She wanted to get some things to decorate the house since they didn't take much when we left. I didn't want to go though I know it would make Esme happy to see me out, not just for school.
Esme, Carlisle and I drove together. I let Carlisle drive, so I could sit in the back. The rest drove in Rosalies BMW.
We went into the mall. We walked in and went to A furniture and store. I didn't reconize the name.
Inside was many accesories, furniture, and many things that Esme though were necessary. The walked off with the 'Ahhs' and 'Ohhs' and I decided to see what I could fine. I found a leather couch, much like the one in Forks. Just like the one Bella sat upon. I looked at it in awe.
"Would you like that." Esme asked behind me.
I nodded. We check out with the many bags, and slips we had.
"I smell her." I froze. I did I smelled Bella he perfect blood smell. Her strawberry hair smell. Alice grabbed ahold of me.
"Edward you're going dullisional." Alice said. I sighed and let it go.
Our car full ( Esme, Carlisle, and I) decided to go and so did Emmett and Jasper. We all took the bags to the car and we went home. Alice and Rosalie stayed. We went home and I though. I did smell her, her scent, I know it was her. I know that smell anywhere. It's my Bella. She was here, and I had to get her back.