By: .Cessy Angel
I want to smile
Yet why can't I?
I'm happy
But why can't I show it?
With her by my side, I feel
laughter inside myself
So why do the others look
at me this way?
I can't explain to them,
they wouldn't understand
The pain I feel inside
But there's also happiness
My emotions are locked inside
my soul
They will not show on my
exterior
Why?
I wish I knew
I wish I knew why
But I don't
Some things aren't meant
to be seen
And some things aren't meant
to be understood
I guess that makes me a
thing
Yet even if my exterior is
like stone
A stone, hard as my life
It can still be broken
I know it
That feeling is coming to
me again
One day, I'll thank her
One day...
When will it come?
When will come the day when
that damned stoned wall will come down?
Do I need to wait until
she, too, dies for my sake?
No, I wont let that happen
She's made my soul smile
She's warmed my interior
And I'll show it, someday
I'll thank her
I'll show her my heart
And I'll tell her the words
that have been warming this cold body
Only three words, yet they
mean so much
I only need to say her name
"Misao, I love you."