Okay, this is gonna be a collection for one-shots and songfics that came into my head because of my serious writer's blocks. Some of the one-shots might be turned into actual stories if i get enough positive feedback and enough ideas in my head. n.n Of course i do not own YYH nor any of the songs used here. Thanks!
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No Reason to Hide
By: Hieinokoishi
To what do I owe this gift, my friend?
My life, my love, my soul…
Hn. I've been searching for you all my life. Ever since I found out about you. Ever since I found out I had a sister. Rui had told me you were searching for your brother in Ningenkai. You were searching for me.
I've been dancing with the devil way too long,
And it's making me grow old…making me grow old…
But I can't tell you. I'm a thief, A murderer, a criminal. You would be ashamed to find out who your brother really is…a felon. You're sweet, gentle, and pure. I'm cruel and bring nothing but pain. We're opposites in every way. There's no way you could see that I'm your brother.
Let's leave…oh let's get away
Get lost in time
Where there's no reason left to hide.
I can only dream of the day I would tell you…I can imagine that you would smile and be happy that your search would be finally over…that you finally found your family…But I can only dream… noting can change reality…
Let's leave…oh let's get away
Run in fields of time
Where there's no reason left to hide.
Maybe someday I can reveal who I am…
What are you gonna do with you're gift, dear child?
Give life, give love, give soul?
I remember. I remember seeing you that day. You were playing in the snow with the animals on the koorime glacier. You were so happy, so innocent, and so pure. I had already stained my hands with the blood of countless demons. We are so different, and yet, we are of the same blood.
Divided is the one who dances.
For the soul is so exposed…so exposed.
I want to tell you. I want to tell you that you are the one I have been searching for all these years. You're the one reason why I endured the painful implant of the Jagan. I wanted to find you. But it was the price. I wasn't allowed to tell you. Not until I killed him. By killing him, I would finally be able to reveal my identity but I would also be staining my hands with more blood.
Let's leave…oh let's get away
Get lost in time
Where there's no reason left to hide.
Yes, I have killed him. I am free to do as I please…but now, it's not the promise that's holding me back. It's me. How can I tell you who I am?
Let's leave…oh let's get away
Run in fields of time
Where there's no reason left to hide.
What will you say when you finally know? Somehow I can't imagine seeing you happy. I can only see you surprised and disappointed. Your vision of him is probably a lot different than reality. I don't want to destroy that image. I don't want to destroy your spirit.
There is no reason to hide…
What am I saying? Have I not known you long enough? It's me who is hesitating. I have nothing holding me back. I have to find it in myself to tell you. Even if you reject me, I will still know that I had the courage to tell you. It's ironic. I've never been afraid of anything else; I've always done things, said things without hesitation. But I know I can do it. I will tell you who your brother really is. I can tell you now. Just like all those years ago, I can see you now, playing alone in the snow only now, it's in Ningenkai. Yes, I can tell you…
There is no reason to hide…
"Yukina?" even now, I can see the innocence and purity in your eyes as you turn to look in curiosity. But now…there seems to be something else. Knowing. Understanding. "There's something I need to tell you…"
No reason to hide…
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(Well? I was kinda nervous with this fic, but I've had the idea in my head ever since I first heard that song. Please no flames, but review and tell me what you think. –Hieinokoishi)