Hey guys. I want to know if I'm a good author so, here's Forever Mine. I only own Phoenix and Samantha, the other character's are Stephanie Meyers
foreword - Catatonic
'To lose a child, is to lose a piece of yourself' - Dr. Burton Grebin
If all life was a sunless dawn and the blinding void in the sky could kill, I would be dead like every one else. But every morning the sun rises and falls in the evening, always reminding me that the world goes on, despite how frozen it feels. Despite how dark and empty I want to be, how apathetic I wish I was. But I'm not. I'm stuck in this ever feeling, psychotic mode that no one can break me out of. Carlisle called me catatonic, said that I was in a catatonic state, but I didn't hear his explanation of the problem. I didn't want to hear anymore. Didn't want to exist in a world without them. I knew that it was hurting Jake to be like this, but he didn't understand. Could never understand how I feel; he was a guy after all. He could never hold a baby inside of him, could never feel a foot kick him from the inside, just to lose the creäture only months after birth.
My twins, Samantha and Phoenix, had been stolen from me whilst I slept. I had been only a foot away from my month old children, when a human, of all beings, had broken into Jacob and my house, walked up the stairs and stolen my babies. They'd disappeared without a trace and I had lost the will to live. Jake stopped me every time I tried to die, so I gave up. I just sat in the rocking chair I had in the nursery and stayed there, staring at the paintings of Noah's ark and the animals, just above where Phoenix's crib was going to be. To begin with, I'd sobbed and wept until my eyes ran dry, then I sat absolutely silent, and wishing for death to take me. It was then that I'd slipped in to catatonia. It was the closest I could get to death and apathy.
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