i believe you Chapter 1: I Believe you, a harry potter fanfic

Hey darling, I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah, I want it but no, I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cause I can't come back home 'til they're singin'

I looked at the headline again. Lily and James Potter were murdered by Lord Voldemort? And their son, Harry, came out alive? And Sirius Black, my soon-to be husband was framed for the betrayal? No, he wasn't the secret keeper. He told me. He persuaded Lily and James to make Peter their secret keeper. It couldn't be. No. Tears gently slid down my face as I walked into my bedroom in the apartment Sirius and I owned together. I picked up one of his nice button-up shirts and slid on some of my own black slipping on some shoes, I hurried outside where I apparated to Remus's house. There I stood in front of the last marauder I could talk to. Taking a deep breathe, I walked up to the door and knocked.

La, la la la, la la la
'Til everyone is singin'

How could I be in jail for something I didn't do? Wait, I killed Peter Pettigrew. That bastard. James and Lilys secret keeper, he betrayed them! Not me! I swear! I promise! Look at my memories. I wanted to say all of those things but the guilt of leaving my soon-to be wife made me quiet. Yes, Abigail Harper was my fiancee. I loved her with all of my heart but now I had to leave her. I wonder if she'll visit me. I wonder if she'll write to me. I wonder if they'll let her write. Maybe she hates me now for leaving her. I didn't mean to. I was trying to get revenge. Well, I got revenge all right. And Azkaban came with it

If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear to you that we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past
It might be for the best

"Abby, what a surprise." said Remus, once he opened the door. He looked terrible. Well, of course, his best friend just got murdered. "Sirius is in Azkaban" I squeaked, tears in my eyes. Remus nodded and pulled me into a hug. "He betrayed Lily and James, then killed Peter. Of course he is going to Azkaban. No matter how much you want that to change, it won't" he replied, letting me go. I gulped then disagreed. "He didn't betray them. Peter did. Sirius conviced Lily and James to change Peter to the secret keeper." Remus shook his head no. Why didn't he believe me? "They would have told me. Sirius was probably lying. I'm sorry, Abby." he said. That's when I walked back home. Why would Sirius lie to me. He loved me, didn't he?

Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't wanna be leaving
Yeah, you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singin'

Azkaban was a cold dark place. Why did I have to end up here I thought to myself, looking out into the alsi. All I felt was misery. The thing that was keeping me sane was I was innocent and Abby loved me. She was going to be my wife. When I get out, I swear, I will marry her. I'll grow old with her and have children with her. I want her. I need her. I love her. Why couldn't I get her out of my head? Maybe Remus will finally be happy. He always had a thing for Abby. But she didn't love him. She loved me, right?

La, la la la, la la la
'Til everyone is singin'
La, la la la, la la la

I was at Mungos. I was pregnant with twins. Sirius's children were inside of me. Sirius's blood was inside of me. I still have a bit of Sirius with me. "Umm, Ms. Loretta, are prisions from Azkaban alowd to recieve letters? I mean, the father of my children is in Azkaban. I want to tell him." I said, asking a nearby nurse and sighed when she shook her head no. The next day, I walked back over to Remus's house. I knocked on the door and waited. When he opened the door, I cried, "I'm having Sirius's twins!" His jaw fell open as I spoke the words. They were hard to believe.

I need to protect Harry. I am his godfather. He's alive, I know he is. I need to protect Abby, too. I need to protect both. Hopefully,Abby will take the job at Hogwarts as a nurse so she can meet him. I need to see them both. They are my world. If anything happened to Harry, Prongs would be so disappointed in me. If anything happened to Abby, I would have to kill myself. I love them.

You know you can't give me what I need
And even though you mean so much to me
I can wait through everything
Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say we can just be friends
I'm not some boy that you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually

Ten years later, I was living at Sirius's childhood home with the twins, plus a child I had with Remus. Of course, I would never let Remus know that. I was sleeping in Sirius's room while Alex and Drew(the twins) were sleeping in another room and Bella stayed in the room with me. Next year, Alex and Drew were going off to Hogwarts. I won't be able to bare it. I love them. They always ask about their father and I just say he's dead. I'm ashamed of Sirius. I can't believe he killed Peter. Peter was his best friend. Life Sucks.

La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'
(If you can wait 'til I get home)
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'
(Then I swear we can make this last)
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'

Harry was going to Hogwarts this year. I hope he will be in Gryffindor like his parents and godparents. I hope Snape won't pick on him. Snape got Potions Master at Hogwarts. How could Dumbledore do that?

If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear we can make this last

Three years later, Remus had taken up the Defence Against the Dark Arts post at Hogwarts. Sirius Black escaped from Azkaban. Alex and Drew, they're safe, right? I mean they have Remus. And Bella, she has her father although neither of them know they are related. Remus better take care of my children. I was taking a nice relaxing bath when the door opened. Who was here? The kids were at Hogwarts. I turned around and that's when I saw him. Sirius Black was standing there. I gasped and jumped up, pulling the shower curtain around my bare body. "Sirius, your'e here. Why?" I finally got the words out of my mouth. Sirius looked at me. His eyes were empty but the moment they met mine, they lit up. Did that mean he still loved me? "Abigail, I love you. I thought about you every day. I didn't kill Peter Pettigrew! He's at Hogwarts with Harry Potter!" he said, embracing me. I savored this embrace. Thrirteen years and no Sirius. I let go and looked into his dark eyes. "I believe you." was all that I said,