Do you ever feel...

A/N oh dear. Warning this fanfic is a little depressing. And shout out to my cousin, who told me the phrase in ' '

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Do you ever feel ignored or unnoticed. It can be a horrible feeling, seeing your friends talking to each other like your not even there. You just listen and laugh but their laughs drown out yours.

Then as you don't talk much, you copy others just to be accepted. Your biggest fear becomes rejection.

I lost my personality to my shyness but I was slowly regaining it when I cut deep.

I'm sorry though. I really am.

I'm sorry to all my family and friends. But all though I am not mentioned now everyone remembers what has happened. I am on the back of their mind.

'It was a tragic accident'

The reports sate.

'The lorry driver was drunk and didn't see the car. The driver of the car survived and got away with a badly injured arm. The passenger, which was thought to be the drivers younger sibling did not survive. She died of fatal injuries...'

They went on to say more but... I don't want to think about it.

The news told everyone.

I wish I could comfort you mum hold you and stop you from crying. Be there to comfort you and tell you I'm here.

I wish I could tell you dad stay strong and look after the family. They need one of us to be strong, help them get through this.

And sis I wish I could tell you it wasn't your fault, it was an accident... and I hope you have a wonderful life and I hope you find someone to love. I hope your dreams come true.

I see my friends continue life as usual but I've seen even the strongest of my friends shed a tear. They are continuing on with their lives like I want them to.

Though my birthday is no longer the happy day it used to be. Everyone shows respect silently but knowing I won't be telling everyone of my presents.

I want to tell you all one last thing...

But I can't. I am gone, gone forever. I have breathed my last.

...and have left a scare on my friends and family.

Do you ever feel like 'your trapped in a dark room. There is no way out unless someone guides you to the light.' I'm here to guide them out of the dark room but I am permeitnatly stuck in this room. No one can guide me to the light but I can guide others.

Erm so yeah I started this on a bus ride and finished it listening to Evanesence hello and my last breath. I dunno though what next so yeah. Oops sorry if I made you depressed.