I owe nothing! Not the song, characters or anything else! The song I used is a Swedish song by "Kent" called "Utan dina andetag" it means "Without your breath"

With my heart in your hand,
Have I lost my speech
It's stuck in your hair

It's almost funny how weak and pathetic he feels, since he knows that is not the impression he usually gives out. But looking at her over there in her bed, weak and pathetic is the perfect adjectives to describe him.
When it comes to her he is chanceless. Completely chanceless.

How could this even happen? How is it even possible for one tiny woman to rise all these emothions?

He knows she's sleeping, that is why he dares to stare at her like this. The hotel room is so small that he can almost feel the warmth from her small body. Just the faint smell of her is enough to make him breathless. A part of him wants to wake her, make her spend time with him (preferably at a much closer distans) and make her open her eyes so he can see that beautiful golden colour. But he dosn't dare.

But oh those eyes! When he looks at them, time does not exist. It's like his whole world are under those eyelids. And right now, he can see them flutter just a bit, she is dreaming.

Even though she's done a fine job creating Setsu, it is pure Kyoko laying there and she is just to adorable.

If only he could tell her that.

He is really greatful for this acting job. Sure, it has been a real challenge psychially and physically. But he is greatful that he can spend this time with her. Even if his arms sometimes actually aches because of his raw need to hold her, he is greatful.

And he absolutely loves the chance to spoil her. If she'd let him he would spoil her rotten every day, even when they weren't in character. But only at times like this, when she can't hear him, does he dare to say so.

God he loves her. More then he even thought possible.

He loves her, and that is the troublesome task that make him feel this weak and pathetic. He never thought he would be this possessive, needy fool. It's gotten even worse lately. It's gotten so bad that he never wants to be without her, not even for a second. He feels lost without her by his side. Simple tasks like walking feels wrong if she's not there, even standing still is hard if he can't see her. He turns into transparant gray without her breath.

It's almost funny how week and phatetic he feels for loving her.

Weak and phatetic. And strong, happy, energetic, fortunate, blissful, euphoric and alive.

More alive then ever. All because of the tiny and beautiful girl, laying across tha room, taking deep even breaths

Feel free to tell me what you think, kind of sappy and cliché right? Personally I am not that happy about it. But I really loves this song, it's so honest and full of emotions. I just had to write a fic about it. Even if the story isn't even half as good as the song.
If you want to hear the song, here is a link :)

watch?v=v5USHZJgvyQ