I don't own any of this...cuz if i did i would be makin them into movies with all the money i had lol
Rei-...no convo before the fic?
Jen-Nah im not happy enough...soooo on with the fic
...Sigh...
No longer does joy fill my soul
my soul is now consumed in rage
the hatred lingers
as the love fades away
As I lay sleeplessly starring
starrung at what I could so easily do
my eyes are no longer clear orbs of hazel
but they have turned to a fiery red
I sit up and turn to take the knife
as i do i see my own reflection
My reflection in a frosted window
but it's not me, not anymore
I reach for the knife
but my reflection again catches my attention
It's no longer what i was
but what I have become,
What you've made me become
As a solitary tear glides softly down my smooth cheek
I use my fist to smash the window that torments me so
Just the I remember the others...
Did anyone wake?...no...
They don't care
But that's my fault
I can no longer bear what i have become...
And now it's far to late to save me
the damage has already been done
So I take my last breath and whisper 'good-bye'
to them all...before it all went black...
Normal P.O.V.
"KAI NO!" Rei shot up from his bed on the floor and caught Kai as he fell unconcious. This couldn't be happening to him...or Kai! Not before Rei could tell him how he felt.
It had been a year now, sence Rei had learned of his feelings for Kai and he had always been to scared to show him or tell him. Only one other person knew of his feelings and that started as a pure accident. It was when Rei had gone to a club with Tala as friends. Thats when he got drunk, it had just slipped out when they were dancing on the dance floor, but Tala was his best friend now and he would never tell so that was ok. But now he was about to lose him...and he couldn't let that happen. Not now atleast! Rei placed a kiss on Kais forehead and shot up to dash to the phone. He dialed 9-1-1 barely able to press the keys
"Hello?" the operator answered trying not to suspect a prank.
"HiINeedAnAmbulanceHereFast! TheAdressIs29SaratogaAveAndItsAnEmergencySoPleaseHURRY!" Rei said franticly and shakily
"Sir please calm down. now tell me what happened...slowly please"
"My friend just tried to...to...kill himself" Rei finally choked out
"Ok sir an ambulance will be there in 5 minuets"
"Thank you so much"
Click
Rei ran back to Kai unable to control himself and finally broke down into tears and sobs. "Kai DON'T DO THIS!...i need you"
Knock Knock
Rei got up and went to the door faster than anyone would think possible
"Sir can you show him to us?"
"Yes he's this way" Rei led them to the bedroom Kai was in. and they took him to the ambulence.
"Hey Kid you wanna ride along?" The nice driver offered
"uhhhh Sure" Rei said wiping away the obvious tears
As they rode to the Hospital all Rei could think of was why?
That's when a memory of what Tala had told him poped into his head...
"Rei...you need to know one thing about Kai" Tala had told him while looking at the dusty ground
"What is it Tala?" Rei had had worry in his voice at the time
"Ever sence three years ago...well he's had problems...Please don't take anything he says to much to heart...and try not to say anything to upset him...even if you dont think it will" Tala was now looking him squar in the eyes...Icy Blue eyes against Golen ones.
"Ok Tala..." Rei had never asked why though...and now it made sence...
"Tala!" Rei knew he had to tell him of what had happened
He took out his cell phone and dialed Talas number
"Heloo?" a sleepy voice said
"Tala?"
"Rei whats wrong!" His sleepy voice now sounded fully awake and alert
"Somethings happened to Kai! You need to go to the hospital right away"
"Ok but what happened!" Talas voice was filled with worry
"I'll tell you when you get here! I gotta go"
Click
Tala just sat there with the phone in his hand for a moment before he sprung up and put on an old pair of pants to go to the hospital...
Jen- Well thats it...sorry it wasnt happy like my other ones... : ( but my next ones will be : )
Rei-...Im gonna have sad dreams now
Jen- LOL...wait hahaha its a clif hanger
Rei- lemme guess if they wanna find out what happens they need to reveiw right?
Jen- You got it! but...they can reveiw even if they dont want to know what happens...just to make me feel loved : )
Rei- you heard her...so later
Jen- BYE!