Lucy's POV

GRAY! Don't you dare to go out now. Lucy voice sounded a bit odd.

Lucy i have to. Gray sounded serious. If Leon is going to really do this crap. I'm the one who needs to stop him!

Gray walked to the door, His chest was full of bandages.

'I need to stop him, If he goes he's done for in his condition' Lucy thaught

Gray holded the door and openend it. then something was holding his hand.

Don't Gray, Please i dont want you to die. Lucy said with tears in her eyes.

I L-Love you she mumbled softly, the tears were rolling over her face.

Gray's eyes turnend big. L-Lucy, he closed the door and lied her arms around her.

I'm not gonna die. he gave Lucy a kiss on her forehead.

I can't Die for your sake. Lucy letted his hand go. And gray walked out of the door.

Thats were our romance started. I needed to say it, I dont want him to die!

Its been 2 weeks, Natsu came to get me, back to magnolia.

Gray haven't come back. Lucy coudn't stand it. She felt sick, Everyone said to her; it is not your fault, Gray wanted to get after him himself.

But they just not understand! I love him, His cold but still hot lips against my forehead, It was the best feeling of my life.

Lucy had been in her bed for the whole 2 weeks, It was the first day she was going back to the guild.

Everyone looked up when they lucy came in.

What. Lucy said directly is it weird for a fairy tail member to be sick.

She sighed and sat down at the bar where mira was the one who talked to her.

I know that gray is gone, Everyone is upset and sad about it, But youre taking it all alone.

Hmmm lucy mumbled

' I cant tell them i love him' was what she was thinking.

I'm not feeling well, i think i'll take a short walk,

Lucy stood up and walked out of the guild again, In the park a few hundred meters away from the guild. she smashed her hand against the tree, Damn Damn it all she cried.

she felt on her knees and the tears keep coming, the last two weeks she was so sad she coudn't cry but now, now she couldn't stop.

Lucy? it sounded a few meters away from her. she looked up and turnend around.

For a sec she thaught gray was talking but it wasn't there was no one around.

Lucy stood up, and walked to her house.

She hadn't eat much these 2 weeks, so she was really hungry,

But she just coudn't eat anything, she started writing a novel again, But this time it was all about herself.

She heard knocking. She walked to the door and openend it. But noone was there. 'What the hell'' was what lucy thaught. then she heard the knocking again.

She gasped. Its the window! she smiled and runnend to her window, she openend the curtains. But saw nothing. She still was smiling.

It can't be, It just can't, She now openend the window. the curtains began to wave.

But there was noone, 'But i really heard someone knocking on the window' was what lucy thaught.

Gray always did that. she closed the window. and sat against it, she cried again.

Why did i fucking let him go! she lied her hands on her eyes and cried and cried.

she felt asleep crying, against the window.

She was dreaming about gray, How he came back and lied a arm against her, And how he gave her a kiss on her forehead.

And when she waked up she knew he still wasnt there.

But what was there was a arm around her she looked aside her.

And the tears were rolling down on her face. You bastard! how long have you been here.

Why didn't you wake me up.

Its okay Lucy, come here. the guy putted his arms around her. and whisperd in her ear.

I promised i came back didn't i?