Authors Note:
The entire Fandom is (again) desperately trying to survive the hiatus until the new episode of SVU will be airing. We're awaiting in horror the return of Pablo Schreiber and the horrifying trial. To make it most likely even more disturbing I decided to write a nice (?) little fic about what could happen in 'Psycho Therapist' as my first SVU ff!
Of course I do not own any of the characters! Please excuse grammar mistakes, I'm from Germany.
I hope you'll enjoy the first chapter and I'd love some feedback…
Love, Lena

PS: Don't forget to vote Mariska Hargitay for PCA's!

It was the middle of the night when Olivia woke up screaming, hardly realizing where she was. She was sweating but shivering at the same time and tears were streaming down her face. Something was holding her down and she tried to free herself by kicking for that something and scratching it but it was stronger.
She let go of it when Brian's voice could finally reach her: "Liv, Liv… calm down! It was just a nightmare! … Everything's fine, I'm here!"
Slowly she realized, that she was in her bed… in their bed- That Brian was there- And her body relaxed. Brian stroked her hair and held her in his arms until she stopped shivering. He gave her an intense kiss on the forehead which caused her to form a slight smile on her face. She didn't know, what she'd do without him on her side! After a few months the nightmares had gotten less at first but now that the trial was close they had suddenly started again.
Brian was always there. Every night when she dreamt again he would wake her up and hold her until it got better. She couldn't understand how he could still make up with her but she was very thankful for it. Without him she wouldn't be able to function.
Brian cradled her in his arms and after some time she could finally close her eyes again and fell asleep.

Olivia's alarm went of at 6 and she woke up still feeling the past night weighing on her. She turned around and was alarmed when she saw that Brian wasn't lying next to her but then she heard the sound of the coffee machine. She stood up and went to the kitchen where her boyfriend stood boiling eggs.

"Morning, Bri" she said smiling.

"Good morning Liv, breakfast is almost ready!" he answered when suddenly the water in the pot with the eggs boiled over.

"Oh, dammit" Brian cursed while Olivia burst out into laughter and after some time Brian joined in.

When Olivia entered the precinct she felt that something was wrong but she couldn't tell what it was. Everything was normal, it was the atmosphere that had changed. She went over to her desk when her partner came out of Cragen's office. He had s compassionate look on his face which told her that something bad had happened.

"What's wrong, Nick?", Olivia asked him, but he wouldn't give her an answer.

Moments later Cragen and Barba came out of the office, too and joined them. Liv repeated her question but it took another minute until Barba finally came forward

"Something bad happened…"

"Lewis?"

"Yes… He fired his lawyer…"

"So what? Rafael… just talk to me!" Olivia was horrified but she needed to know it.

"He'll defend himself… He'll be questioning you on the stand himself!"

"Oh god! No…" she whispered. You could see the color in the detectives' face vanishing in the matter of a second and her eyes widening in horror. She ran out of the precinct leaving behind her coat and her co-workers.

I know it's not that long but I hope you still liked it!
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