Disclaimer: Don't own them, never will…
AN: An idea sparked by the fact that I only have two Bishoujo Senshi fics out there so far. I'm thinking of writing one of these for each of the Senshi, if you'll remember I've already done one of Rei entitled The Way It Is.
Cold Destiny
A Sailor Moon One Shot Centered On Ami Mizuno
I'm trapped in an endless façade. There's nothing that I can do to rid myself of it, after all it was my destiny.
Destiny.
Years before I became a Senshi I had dismissed the existence of such a thing. It was not up to my family's scientific view on life, destiny did not account for any variables…it was...illogical. Now it is the only thing that keeps me from what I had set out to do in this life.
I had wanted to help people, I guess I still do that now, but my dream was to be a doctor…Of course, I never counted on becoming a Senshi, I don't think any of us did. But that's what was thrust into our hands. The life of the Senshi is a destiny that none of us could ever escape…no matter how hard we might try.
Now here I am, years later, still the same sweet "Ami-chan" from years past. I've not been allowed to grow or change my persona ever consistent. I am still the bookish, naïve Ami with no troubles at all in this world. Even Usagi has managed to escape her origins as Senshi of the Moon but for us it is those roles we will have to play for the remainders of our lives.
Am I bitter?
Would anyone even consider the possibility of me knowing what the word bitter means? I highly doubt it…
But if you must know…
YES I'M FUCKING BITTER.
But there's nothing I can do about it, now is there? Usagi is my friend, my leader, my Queen. There is nothing I can do…so I harden my soul, make it cold, and make it deaf to the pleas of my heart wanting to fulfill its dreams. I hide away anything that I might have wished I could be in order to fulfill this…my destiny.
It's too late for me now…there is nothing I can do. I cannot go back in time and alter the way these events took place. Even worse is looking at the Senshi in training, the daughters of us the original Senshi…and realizing it won't be long…before my daughter becomes cold as well.
Maybe that's why I named her Yuki.