One-Shot

Disclaimer: I dunnot own Sands sniff... it's not fair I know... well... if I can't own him, I'll steal him!

Summary: One-shot about Sands after the movie

SandsOC

Okay, because you asked me Sue-AnneSparrow, I will try to write an OUATIM fic. BUT, all of you don't shoot me if it's not good! I'm TRYING!

Unseen tears

I've never cried, not since I'm a CIA agent that is. But now, now that I want to cry, I can't. I can't anymore and because I can't, I want to. I'd do anything just to see again. It had been a year since it had happened, a year without colours, a year which in every single thing was black and dark. My dreams have become nightmares, and there is nothing I can do to stop them from haunting me. Because in the end, they'll hunt me down and torture me through the night, until it gets so bad I awaken screaming. Relieved it was just a dream, but it wasn't. Maybe someday I will awaken and laugh while look round the room taking in the beautiful few of the unpainted walls, knowing that everything, the whole live I'm living at the moment isn't real. But I know that day will never come. I do notice I'm never going to see again. And that thought hurts, never in my whole live did something hurt that much. I keep saying I'm fine, when in fact all I want to do is die.

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