people didn't understand me i was an outcast to my family i had nobody to love or anybody to love me i was lost and how i was feeling i just didn't care anymore.
It seem as my days have grown longer and my nights even colder. I was stuck in a world where i didn't belong .to say i am sad wouldn't explain how i was feeling no not at all. I believe i was depressed death is something i will always think of and it scared me. So to get away from all my pain and hurt i will fall asleep to dream of a better life that didn't have that much pain but i knew that i would have to wake up to the same pain and depression, so at times i knew it was pointless to dream when it would never come true.
I was peacefully sleeping until my alarm clock had woke me up.
''damn thing shut up" i said as i threw me pillow at it, but it still was going off giving me a BIG headache.
"time to wake up you got school" i heard my mom say but i tryed to ignore her
"wake up kagome you have school and im not going to say it again"her voice was making my headache worse
so for her to stop talking i got up out of bed to get ready for school.
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My name is kagome and i go to shikon high school, Im a junior there along with my three best
friends sango,inuyasha, and kikyo. We been best friends ever since we was 3 all our parents was real close
as teenagers so we we're raised around each and kikyo are dating and sango have a boyfriend
i havent met yet but soon i have an older brother who name is sesshomaru and they both share the same
mother and father. kikyo is an only child as for me and sango we both have little brothers...
"kagome have you seen kikyo" asked inuyasha as he and sango walked up.
"no maybe her alarm didnt go off again" i said
"yeah that or little miss perfect forgot to set it in the first"said sango
"fyi it was neither one of those i was having a problem in the parking lot
with 'im the king of the world' thank you very much" said kikyo as she walked up to us.
"i swear ill kill him if he caused any harm to you" said inuyasha
"will we should get to class we dont want to be late on the first day back to school"i said as i started
to walk towards our home room. you know its kinda funny how we almost always end up in the same
home room and have most of our classes together.
"so kagome are you planing on getting a boyfriend this year" kikyo asked
"yeah kagome i never seen you with a boyfriend ever" said sango
"and thats saying something since we knew you ever since you we're young" inuyasha said
"if i wanted a boyfriend i could have been got one i just havent found the right guy" i said
"right"said inuyasha
"what you mean ritgh im not lieing i really could if..."i couldnt even finish my sentence because the
most popular guy in the school had just walked into my home room. His name was sesshomaru taisho inuyasha big brother
he was captain of the football team and every female at this school want him and every male wanted to be him.
He came in with his best friend miroku the second most popular boy in school
and he was the biggest flirt ever and for some odd reason he was walking over here not sesshomaru but miroku.
"every body i would like you to meet my boyfriend miroku"sais sango
" so this is the guy who you been hiding in the closet"kikyo said
"you talk to my stupid brother best friend" asked inuyasha
"yes she do and are you sure it isnt you that is the stupid one " the guy named miroku said. i wasnt tryin to stick around to listen to
this pointless conversation, so i went to take me seat at the back of the class since the teacher will be here in a few minutes.I noticed that
i had sat on the side of sessromaru.
"hi" i said. he looked up and for a second it looked like he was going to say something rude
"hey"he said
"im kagome"
"i know you have been to my house countless time seeing as you are my brother best friend"said sesshomaru. i blushed
cause i had always thougth he never noticed me i guess i was wrong.
"right" i said and that was the last thing i said to him for it seemed as he didnt like me.
to say the first day back to school was fun would be a lie because i was bored out of my mind the
whole day...
It was my last class of the day and it was math but with in five minutes the bell would be ringing so i was kinda happy.
I wasnt happy because i could go home no cause the just the though of going home make me feel depressed and i didnt feel like
thinking of that at the what i wanted to think about is going to inuyasha house for our daily meet up, okay im lieing i
just goin to see his brother but all of us meet up is a i was think i wasnt paying attention so i didnt hear when the bell rong
i didnt notice until all the students started to clear out...
"kagome over here' i heard sango yell as i walked towards the parking lot. she was with inuyash her boyfriend and kikyo
"are we still meeting up at my house" inuyasha asked and every body said yeah
"will since every body is going to my house kagome do you want to ride with me" asked sesshomaru as he walked up
to inuyash black bmw.
"no she dont want to ride with you asshole" was inuyasha reply
"i believe i asked kagome not you mutt"said sesshomaru
"uhm yes i would like to" i said and with that being said i walked over to sesshomaru car which was a silver Mercedes SL
every body else got in there own car or got a ride and we was all off to inuyasha and sesshomaru house.
"so uhm thanks for the ride" i said since i couldnt deal with the silence anymore.
"its good i mean we all are going to the same place are we not."sesshomaru said
"right"
"unless you wanted to go some where else" he asked. now i knew i should have said no but come on this is sesshomaru
the most popular guy in school i would be stupid to say no.
"do you have some place in mind"i asked trying to sound cool
"i actually do have a place in mind"he said i he made a left when he was suppose to make a right.i turned up the music and enjoyed the
ride know when we did get to inuyasha he was going to be beyond mad but at that moment i could care less.30 minutes in to the ride i found
myself stairing out the car window at a nice size house.
"its our family house outside of the city"said sessomaru as he pulled up infront of the house.
"oh" was i could say we was at his family house out of the city and i knew we we're the only one's unlocked the front door and let
me go in first and what i was toke my breath away. the house was just beautiful it really was. it was to big and it wasnt to small it was just right.
"my family dont come here often cause all my parents do is work so they have no time off to take trips here"
"so why do you still come" I asked
"to get away for alittle or sometimes to throw parties"
"oh yeah i hear you throw some of the best parties" i said
"i do and im also a pretty good mixer"
"whats a mixer" i didnt want to feel stupid but i really didnt know.
"a person who mix liquor and different types of juices to create a good drink dont tell me you never had one"
"i guess i wont tell you then" i said
"you have to let me make you a drink"sesshomaru said as he started to walk to the kitchen with out me even replying to his question.
one moment i was sitting there watching him make drinks then next thing i know we was both my fourth cup i started to feel dizzy but
in a good way if there is a good way.
"you want to go up stairs" sesshomaru asked he didnt look like the drink was effecting him but if you look in to his eyes you could tell
dont ask me how cause i dont know how i could tell by just looking into his eyes
"yeah if you want to"i said he led me to his room and we both sat on his bed and started talking about every thing will we was untill he kiss me and after that i blacked out ...
i woke up to me head killing me but i was warm and felt safe i tryed to roll over but something or more like some one was preventing
me from doing so. i turned my head to see a shirtless sesshomaru still sleep lay next to me. Something told me to look under the
covers but now i wish i didnt cause i saw every thing not only my necked body but his to , as i started to look back up i looked
into his face to see that he was woke and screamed. i cant believe my first time was with sesshomaru i guy i knew but didnt really know.
I couldnt even say nothing i was just ready to go home
r&r
This is my first story ever and i plan on making it a good one so please tell me how you feel iknow this was much for a fisrt chapter but i promise chapter two will be better and there will not be so much ooc just bare with me people bare with me