Spencer plopped down her bed and opened up her diary. She starts writing:
"My life consisted of friends, happiness, and waiting. I spent almost all the time I have on waiting. Waiting for a rude awakening to slap me in the face and tell me that I needed to change myself and my life. Waiting for the RIGHT girl. A girl who won't mess with my head. A girl who knows what she wants, who never second guesses herself. A girl who's the total opposite of me.
This summer its different. There's no way I'm going to wait for things to happen. Instead, I'll make them happen. Right now I'm the happiest I've ever been. I have an amazing girlfriend. My relationship with Taylor is so much different from the ones I've had. She actually listens to what I say and never shuts me out. This one seemed real, and it meant a lot to me. She meant the world to me."
Taylor walked up to Spencer's house with a few flowers she picked out while walking. Instead of heading straight for the doorbell she walked around the house, besides her favorite song was playing on her iPod. First day of my life by Bright Eyes.
"This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don't know where I am
I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I'd let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said "this is the first day of my life
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy"
So if you want to be with me
With these things there's no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me"
Taylor had a reason to come to Spencer's house. She wasn't so sure what she wanted out of the relationship she had with Spencer. She thought of it as just fooling around with her. Nothing serious. But taylor knew that it meant A LOT to spencer. She didn't know how to break up with her with out breaking her heart.
Taylor finally got the courage to walk up and ring the doorbell. Spencer greeted her with a smile on her face.
Spencer: Hey babe.
Taylor: Spence? I've got something to say to you.