Bella's Story

Full Summary: It leaves off when Edward leaves Bella in the woods. When Bella finally realizes that Edward and The Cullen's are not coming back. She realizes she needs to spend more time with her friends. When she finally does she gets raped by someone she knows (Who could it be?). She finds out about a month later that she is pregnant by this kids baby. Bella doesn't trust any of her friends besides Anglia, Ben, and Jacob. Eventually Jacob/Bella, and Edward and The Cullen's come back.

Rating: Mostly rated M.

Warnings: I have bad Grammar and punctuations.. I'm going to need a Beta. So if anyone wants to ill be happy, otherwise ill just keep going till I have a Beta or this story is done. Also I sometimes slack off with my story's and I might not come to the story for a while. Don't worry I will finish this!

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight/New Moon/Eclipse/ Breaking Dawn. They all belong to wonderful Stephanie Meyer. If I did own, Bella would have been with Jacob not Edward. =]

A/N: I am thinking about having Jacob imprinting on Bella but I don't know yet, and was hoping that you may help me out? What do u guys think? Yes or no? If no one answers this I am going to go on what I think should happen ok? One more thing. The first chapter is basically what happens in Bella's depression, but my point of view. After this chapter we get on with the rape, she finds out she is pregnant, and Jacob scenes. Now on with the story. Oh and by the way theres an A/N at the end. Hope u enjoy!

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Chapter 1: Bella's Depression

When I was laying down on the ground in the forest. I couldn't stop thinking about Edward, My Edward. Why did he leave? Why is everything my fault. I was numb and I couldn't even get up. 'Oh god I'm going to die here, and Charlie and Renee are going to be upset' I thought to myself while I try and get warm again.

It had to be after dark because all I could see is blackness. I tried with all my might to scream for help. No use. I started to fall asleep, but I heard my name. "Bella!! Where are you!" I think it was Charlie but I wasn't for sure if it was. I tried to move and make noises. No such luck I couldn't move anything. After a while, which seemed hours I heard noises.

"Bella is that you? Are u hurt?" I heard a voice near me. I didn't know who it was, and I couldn't respond to him. I felt numb.

Finally the person that spoke to me picked me up. I felt him running towards a light. I thought I was dying at first, but I heard. "Bella are you ok? Bella please speak to me!" I heard Charlie say. I didn't say anything but I felt warmer than I was.

I am in the house now. I felt blankets rapped all over me.

I finally could see faces. I saw Charlie talking to three boys, will one looked more like a man. "Thank you for finding her." Charlie said.

"Its no problem Charlie." I heard the man say.

"You three should go home now. Its pretty late." Charlie said walking to the door so he could open it for them to leave. They all said there good byes.

I saw Mike near my head and his father next to him, with Mr. Weber. They all looked worried, but happy I am back.

I saw someone else coming closer to me I wanted to say get away, but then I saw it was Dr. Grandly. My guess is dad called him to see if I am ok. He looked at me used his tools and finally he was done. He looked at Charlie because he was next to him when everyone else left.

"She's fine. A little shocked that's it. She will be fine when she gets some rest." Said Dr. Grandly. I just rolled my eyes. I feel asleep when my dad went to the phone and was talking to someone. My guess it is Renee.

I finally woke up and it is light out. I looked around. I am in my room. Charlie must have brought me up here.

I went down stairs. While I'm walking down stairs I felt my heart explode, and I felt empty. I never felt this way before. I wanted to run back upstairs and cry in my bed.

When I finally got downstairs my dad was sitting on the couch. I went over to him. "Bella!" Charlie almost jumped up when he saw me.

"Hey dad. What day is it?" I asked.

"Sunday. Are you up to going to school tomorrow?" He asked me.

I nodded. "Dad I am going back upstairs ok?" I said to him.

"Wait are you ok? Need anything to eat? Water?" He asked.

"No I'm fine." I said while running back up the stairs. I ran into my room, and went straight to my bed. I started crying really hard. I soon feel back to sleep.

I woke when it was dark out. I looked at the clock. Its 2Am. "Ha I'm not going back to sleep" I said to myself. So I went over to look on my computer to check any emails. There is one by Renee.

Bella,

I heard what happened. Are you ok? Tell me what happened. All I heard is that your boyfriend left. You can tell me anything sweetie. Why did he brea-

I couldn't finish reading what she said. I wanted to cry even more, but I couldn't anymore. I shut my computer off, and went back to my bed. I looked around for something to do. I looked down and saw a book I have been reading. Scribbler Of Dreams one of my favorite books. I started to read it more. By the time I am done it is around 6. I had to get ready for school.

I went up to go over the bathroom to get in the shower, but before I did I ran into Charlie.

"Wow hun you look dead. Are you ok? Are you sure you want to go to school?" Asked my dad.

"Yeah dad I'm fine. I want to go to school." I said to him going towards the bathroom. I toke my shower and gotten out. I went over to my room and picked out a long sleeve shirt that is white and my light blue jeans. I went back to the bathroom to brush my teeth and do my hair.

When I was done I went downstairs to get something to eat. I cooked some eggs and bacon, but I couldn't eat it all, so I had put it down the drain. It's still not time for me to go to school. So I went and clean some dishes that Charlie mustn't done while I was asleep in my room. When I finished that it's time for me to go to school.

When I gotten to school and gotten out of the car, everyone started to stare at me. The sweater that I had, I put near my face so no one could see me. I felt horrible, and empty soon. I'm just hoping the hurting will go away soon.

My day went by fast, I didn't even remember getting home and opening the door and putting my stuff away. It felt today was just a blur.

Days turn into months, with out the Cullens coming back, No phone calls, or E-mails. He is defiantly not coming back. I looked at the Calander its January. I came to realize that I need my friends and not worry about my ex vamprie boyfriend, and his family. Thats when I woke up this morning happier than usual. Im finally over the fact that Ed...He and his family aren't coming back anymore. I need to stay happy for my family and friends. They must be worried about me.

I went downstairs all skipping towards where I smelled food. Eggs and Bacon. My favorite. I started humming my own favorite tune.

Charlie noticed. "What got you in such a good mood?" He asked me.

"Oh I don't know. I gotten out of bed and was happy." I had told him.

He just smiled and said, "Bell's you know I'm very happy that your happy right now, but if you don't stay happy I think I might have to send you to Renee."

"What!" I almost screamed out to him.

"Bella, like I said I am happy that your happy, but you really need to get out of the house. Its been months since his left. He isn't going to come back." My dad was saying.

"Dad! No I'm not going with mom I want to stay here in Forks. Dad ill go out tonight. I don't know with who but ill go out!" I said to him almost about to cry. I loved Forks since I've moved here.

"Ok." That's all my dad had said.

When he left I gotten ready for school. When I gotten to school I gotten out of the car, and I went towards Tyler, Lauren, Jessica, Mike, Anglia, and Ben. My good friends (besides Lauren) they bound to have something to do later today since it's a Friday night.

"Hey guys." I said to them while walking over.

Everyone looked up surprised. "Hey Bella. What's up?" Mike asked putting his arm around my shoulders. He hasn't done that often since Ed…Since HE left. But I shrugged it off.

"I was kind of wondering what you guys are doing tonight? I'm bored staying home. I want to get out." I said look at everyone. They all looked surprised and happy that I wanted to get out.

"Well…I'm having a party at my house. It's Tyler's birthday. You can come if you want to. Everyone is going to be there." Said Jessica.

"Ok ill come." I said all smiles. All my friends went towards the school. 'Today I have a feeling that my life is going to be turn upside down' I thought to myself while walking to English.

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A/N: I hope you guys liked it! I thought I should write down Bella's depression. It wasn't much, but I felt like I had to get that before the party scene. Next time on Bella's story is where she goes to a party…and well get raped. I AM going to write down the rape scene. If u don't like it or offended please DON'T READ IT! Anyway also I won't write till I get atleast 5-10 reviews. Also sometimes im working and I won't get to this story right away, but don't worry ill finish it. And I know this chp wasn't long, but the next one will be longer. If anyone has Questions, ask and ill answer it. Every time I get a review ill be putting them at the end of my story. Make sure u read my A/N they are very important. Also in ur reviews id really appreciate it if you would One guess who her rapist is and Two tell me if Jacob should be imprinted on Bella. I WILL be putting in his transformation on here too. Ok I also reread it over and over. I really needa stop putting I's in it. Grr something ill have to try and not do. Remember i need a BETA! I hoped u liked it now REVIEW!

Jess!