Broken Beyond Repair

Summary: Beca is on her way home from the college radio station when she is stopped by Bumper and he assaults and rapes her. Beca has nowhere to go so she finds herself at Aubrey's and Chloe's on campus apartment. The two seniors and all the Bellas try to help Beca out but instead they just watch her spiral out of control and develop and eating disorder and starts self-harming again to cope with what happened.

Chapter 1: Attacked

Beca walked out of the radio station a little after 2am when her shift was over. She locked the doors and then put her headphones on and started to walk towards her dorm room. She couldn't hear anything besides the music that was blasting from her headphones so she didn't know that there was someone behind her. Pretty soon she felt two hands grab her by the waist and pull her into an alley way. She started screaming but the guy put his hand over her mouth and pulled her headphones off her ears and told her if she were to scream he would kill her. That is when Beca noticed the voice and the face staring back at her. "Bumper what the fuck?" as soon as Beca asks this Bumper raises his fist and punches her in the eye and then punches her in the noise as well. "That's what you get for being a dyke" Bumper yells at her while he punches her in the stomach a couple of times. After Bumper is done punching her in the stomach he grabs her face and kisses her and then whispers in her ear "This is going to make you change your mind about being a dyke you bitch". He then starts kissing and licking down her neck. Beca starts crying and tries to push him away from her but it doesn't work Bumper is way stronger than her. He then gets to her shirt and rips it and throws it to the ground and starts kneading and pinching her boobs. All you can hear is Beca crying and begging for him to stop while he is laughing at her. He reaches his hands down to her pants and undoes the button and then pulls them and her underwear down to her knees. He then takes his pants and boxers off and grabs himself and lines himself up to her entrance and in one quick motion he pushes inside of her and realizes that she was a virgin. Beca screams out in pain and all Bumper did was laugh and tell her to shut up because he knows she loves it. He pumps in and out of her fast and hard until he finally finishes and comes inside of her. He then pulls out of her and kisses her on the lips and then goes to her ears and whispers "If you tell anyone about this they won't even believe you so you might as well keep your mouth shut bitch" then he pulls his boxers and pants up and punches her a couple more times in the face before he walks off and leaves her there leaning against the wall with her pants down at her waist and just her bra on. Beca reaches down and pulls her panties and pants on and looks for her shirt but when she finds it she sees that it is torn in half and is useless.

Beca starts walking and everything hurts and her dorm room is still pretty far away but she knows that Chloe's and Aubrey's place is a lot closer to where she is and she could get there within five minutes so she decides she would just walk to their apartment and hope to god that one of them is still awake studying and will open up the door for her when she gets there. Beca forgot that she wasn't wearing a top and she was crying and shivering. Her whole body ached from all the punches Bumper threw at her and the pain in between her legs was killing her. When she finally reached Aubrey's and Chloe's apartment she was glad because she felt like she was going to pass out any minute from all the pain. Beca reaches her hand up and knocks on the door and hopes to god that one of them is awake to answer the door.

Inside the house Chloe was in her bed sound asleep. While Aubrey on the other hand was out in the living room studying for a big test she had in the morning. Aubrey looks at the clock and sees that it is 3:30 am and she decides she should get some sleep. She starts to turn out the lights in the living room when she heard a knock at the door. "Who the fuck could that be at this hour" Aubrey mutters as she walks to the door and looks through the peep hole was she sees that it is Beca she opens the door. As soon as she opens the door she takes in Beca's appearance. She is shirtless and has bruises forming all over her face and stomach plus her lip was bleeding and to top it off Aubrey could see blood on her thighs right then and there she knew that Beca in fact had been raped. She pulls the shorter girl into her and hugs her; Beca flinches and is stiff in Aubrey's arms.

"Beca sweetie what happened?" Aubrey asks her as she guides her into the apartment

"W-where's Chloe?" Beca asks as she cries into Aubrey's shirt

"She's asleep do you want me to go get her?" Aubrey asks as she strokes Beca's hair

"Yes" Is all Beca says

"Okay why don't you go lay on the couch and I'll go get her" Aubrey says as she leads the freshman to the couch

Aubrey walks out of the living room and down the hall way to Chloe's room. She walks inside her room and goes over to her bed and gently shakes her and whispers in her ear "Chloe wake up". Chloe mumbles and then opens her eyes slowly and looks at the clock that is behind Aubrey and saw the time.

"Aubrey why are you waking me up so early?" Chloe asks sleepily

"Chloe its Beca, she's in the living room on the couch she is topless and it looks like someone beat her up, I think she was raped" Aubrey says sadly

"Oh my god I'm up, oh god I have to go see if she is okay" Chloe starts rambling as she gets up out of her bed and heads for the door

Chloe rushes out of her bed and slips on her slippers and then heads for her door with Aubrey close behind her. Chloe walks down the hall and into the living room and what she sees just breaks her heart. Laying there on the couch was a topless beaten up Beca. She was curled up so her knees were clenched to her chest and she wasn't just crying she was bawling to the point her whole body was shaking. Chloe rushed over to her and kneeled down in front of her and wiped a strand of hair away from her eyes.

"Beca sweetie can you tell me what happened?" Chloe asks very concerned

"I-I need a shower I-I feel dirty and disgusting" Beca cries as she hugs her knees to herself even tighter than before

"Sweetie I think it would be best if we took you to the hospital to get checked out and then you could take a shower" Aubrey says as she kneels down next to Chloe

"N-no hospital it's just a couple of bruises" Beca whispers as she tucks her head into her knees

"Beca you know damn well it's not just a couple of bruises when I opened the door I could see blood on your thighs. You need to go to the hospital and get a rape kit done" Aubrey informs Beca very calmly and sweetly

"P-please don't make me" Beca begs as she starts sobbing once again

"Baby Aubrey's right and we will be there the whole time" Chloe tells her while she gets up from her spot and sits on the couch and gathers Beca in her arms and just lets the poor girl sob. At first Beca flinches at the contact but she finally relaxed in Chloe's arms

"O-okay" Beca mumbles into Chloe while Aubrey goes and gets a shirt for Beca so they can leave

Once Beca puts on the shirt Aubrey got for her they all head out to Aubrey's car. Once at the car Aubrey gets into the driver's seat and Beca climbs into the backseat wanting to be left alone but that isn't what Chloe had in mind. Chloe climbs into the backseat with Beca and gathers her up in her arms and lets Beca just cuddle into her side. It took them twenty minutes to get to the hospital. When they arrived Aubrey and Chloe got out of the car and were waiting for Beca but she refused to get out of the car because she had changed her mind. It took Aubrey and Chloe ten minutes to convince Beca that this is what she needs to do. She finally got out of the car and the three of them headed into the hospital. Once inside Chloe and Beca went to go sit down while Aubrey went up to the desk and told them that her friend needed a rape kit done. They waited for about five minutes until they called Beca to the back room. When they called Beca's name she was sitting right next to Chloe and clinging on to her as if her life deepened on it. Chloe asks Beca if she wanted her to go back there with her and she nodded her head yes. So the both of them got up and went to the back room. Once in the back room they made Beca change out of all her clothes and put on a gown. Once the gown was on they started to take pictures of all the bruises and cuts on her body. With every flash of the camera Beca winced and jumped. After they took the pictures they started on the actual rape kit. Beca started to cry and Chloe was there beside her holding her close while they did the exam. Once the exam was over they gave Beca some sweats to put on because they had to keep her clothes as part of the rape kit. And they told her to wait there because the police had to come talk to her.

They waited about five minutes before the police came in. One of the police officers was a girl and one of them was a guy. They told Chloe that she had to leave but Beca wouldn't let go of her so they just told her they could stay. They started by introducing themselves then asked her questions.

"Hey Beca I'm Officer Parker and this is my partner officer Williams were going to ask you some questions okay?" Officer Parker asked she happened to be the girl officer and Beca was happy she would be doing the talking

"O-okay" Beca stutters while hugging on to Chloe

"First can you tell us your full name and age please" Officer Parker asks

"Rebecca Mitchell and I'm 18 years old" Beca tells them

"Okay Beca I know this is going to be hard but can you please tell us what happened?" Officer Parker asks

"I-I can't" Beca says while starting to cry

"Yes you can sweetie I'm right here with you" Chloe says as she kisses her forehead

"I walked out of the radio station a little after 2am when my shift was over. I locked the doors and then put my headphones on and started to walk towards my dorm room. I couldn't hear anything besides the music that was blasting from my headphones so I didn't know that there was someone behind me. Pretty soon I felt two hands grab me by the waist and pull me into an alley way. I started screaming but the guy put his hand over my mouth and pulled my headphones off my ears and told me if I were to scream he would kill me. I asked the guy "what the fuck?" as soon as I asked this he raised his fist and punches me in the eye and then punches me in the noise as well. "That's what you get for being a dyke" the guy yells at her while he punches her in the stomach a couple of times. After the guy is done punching me in the stomach he grabs my face and kisses me and then whispers in my ear "This is going to make you change your mind about being a dyke you bitch". He then starts kissing and licking down my neck. I started crying and tried to push him away from me but it doesn't work he is way stronger than me. He then gets to my shirt and rips it and throws it to the ground and starts kneading and pinching my boobs. All I could do was cry and beg for him to stop while he was laughing at me. He reaches his hands down to my pants and undoes the button and then pulls them and my underwear down to my knees. He then takes his pants and boxers off and grabs himself and lines himself up to my entrance and in one quick motion he pushes inside of me he must of realized I was a virgin because he got a goofy grin on his face and just started laughing harder. I scream out in pain and all he did was laugh and tell me to shut up because he knows I love it. He pumps in and out of me fast and hard until he finally finishes and comes inside of me. He then pulls out of me and kisses me on the lips and then goes to my ear and whispers "If you tell anyone about this they won't even believe you so you might as well keep your mouth shut bitch" then he pulls his boxers and pants up and punches me a couple more times in the face before he walks off and leaves me there leaning against the wall with my pants down at my knees and just my bra on. I reach down and pull my panties and pants on and look for my shirt but when I find it, it is torn in half and is useless." Beca explains crying and Chloe could see in Beca's eyes that she was leaving things out

"What happened next Beca?" Officer Parker asked

"Then I was in so much pain I couldn't walk all the way to my dorm so I walked to Aubrey's and Chloe's apartment and knocked on their door and Aubrey opened it got Chloe and took me here" Beca says still crying and leaning on Chloe

"Beca did you know the guy who did this to you?" Officer Parker asked

"N-no" Beca stutters and right there Chloe knows that she indeed does know who did this to her

"Can you explain what he looked like?" Officer Parker asked

"No it was too dark" Beca says and Chloe knows that's a lie too but she can't figure out why she won't tell them who it was

"Okay thank you Beca we will be in touch" Officer Parker says as her and her partner leave the room

"Okay Beca come on let's go back to the apartment" Chloe says as Beca hopes down and they walk out of the room

They finally exited the back room and went to go get Aubrey. Once they got Aubrey they leave the hospital and head back to Aubrey's and Chloe's apartment. Once they arrive at the apartment they all get out of the car and head inside.

Once inside Beca heads straight for the bathroom and shut the door. She turned on the water as hot as she could handle it. She stepped into the shower and got under the spray. Once under the water she grabbed the washcloth and soap and started scrubbing at her body. Between the hot water and the harsh scrubbing her body is full of red blotches and some spots are raw from all the scrubbing she was doing. She couldn't take it anymore and broke down and started to cry. She sat on the floor with her legs bent up to her chest and just cried and cried. While she was crying her eyes landed on a razor and she automatically picked it up and broke it and took one of the blades out and held it to her skin. She promised Chloe that she wouldn't cut again and that was six months ago but she can't even think straight right now. She takes the blade and presses it down on her skin. She cuts and cuts and she can't stop herself. She has made about forty-five cuts on her left arm and all she can see is the blood running from her arm and turning the water red. Beca is so focused on her arm that she doesn't hear the door open or see Chloe walk in to check on her. As soon as Chloe walks into the bathroom she stops in her tracks and is heartbroken at the site of Beca's bloody arm. "Beca please put the blade down" Chloe says worriedly as she walks further into the bathroom. Aubrey heard Chloe and was worried since she also knows about Beca's cutting. Once in the bathroom Aubrey gasps but gets right into action with Chloe. Chloe goes over to Beca and takes the blade out of her hand as Aubrey turns off the now cold water and places a washcloth and pressure on her arm. Beca looks up at both of them and starts crying yet again. "I'm sorry I'm so sorry" She sobs as she looks into their eyes. "It's okay Beca but were going to have to talk about this later today but right now we need to get you dried and dressed and to sleep it's been a long day" Aubrey says as she grabs a towel and hands it to Beca. Beca sits on the toilet with the towel wrapped around her while Chloe attends to her wounds. Once her wound stops bleeding and Chloe puts gauze on them they all move out of the bathroom. Aubrey says goodnight and heads to her room. Chloe and Beca head to Chloe's room were Chloe hands Beca underwear, a shirt and some PJ pants to sleep in. Once dressed they get into Chloe's bed and surprising Chloe Beca scoots really close to Chloe needing to feel comfort. Once again Beca starts crying into Chloe and she just holds her closer to her and starts singing to Beca. Beca finally calms down and falls asleep. Chloe kisses Beca on her head and then falls asleep herself.

A/N: So that is the first chapter of my new story. I hope you guys like it. I'm a little rusty I haven't written anything in over a year. Anyways please review and suggestions are always welcome. I'm really looking forward to writing this story so I just hope people like it. Anyways thanks for reading it until next time.