Sophie
„ Soph, what are you doing, I was looking forward to seeing you in those!"
I can´t help but grin at the actual disappointment in Sian´s voice as I snatch Rosies birthday present out of her hands and toss it in the back of my closet where she had found it this morning, my back facing her. It had been so typical of Rosie to give me something like that but I just can´t bring myself to throw it out even though I´ll never wear it no matter how much Sian begs me.
Still smiling I turn around to look at Sian who is sitting on my bed pouting like a little girl. My heart immediately starts beating faster as she gets up and approaches me, still having that ridiculously adorable look on her face.
Sometimes I just still can´t believe Sian is actually my girlfriend. My girlfriend who is in love with me, who I can kiss whenever I want, who holds my hand when we go shopping, who gets jealous when a guy even dares to talk to me when we go to a party and who wakes up next to me in the morning when she secretly spend the night in my bed again. I catch myself staring at her in amazement, and shake my head lightly to snap out of it.
As she reaches me Sian playfully takes my hands into hers and kisses me lightly on the lips. "You promised me a whole big show with music and lights and everything, you can´t take that back, Sophie". "Um hello, that was after my 8th cherry vodka, I would have done anything you told me at that point" Sian voice suddenly changes,"Damn, if I had known that we would definitely not have spend the evening downstairs playing that weird card game" she seductively lets her glance wander up and down my body while her hand lightly graces my breast. "Sian!" I slap her hand away, taking a step back and Sian starts to laugh and pulls me close again into a tender embrace, still grinning. "That´s not funny, you hear me?" Sian loves to tease me like that and I fall for it every time. She always acts like she´s joking but lately I´ve been feeling like she might be serious with all her insinuations about sex and the way she touches me. I know she respects my vow and would never push me into anything I don´t want but I´m still scared that someday our relationship won´t be enough for her anymore as it is now. She did sleep with Ryan so she must want to sleep with me as well, since she has done it before unlike me. Sian realizes that my mood changed a bit and pulls me into a passionate kiss, my doubts immediately vanish and my hands instinctively reach up to cup her face. I pull her even closer as her lips move against mine, reveling in the sensation that increase with every second she kisses me, her scent making me dizzy, her hands on my hips weakening my knees.
She pushes into me, her body against mine, her hands now tangled in my hair and on my neck. A moan escapes my mouth as her tongue flicks over my bottom lip and she smiles into our kiss. Our lips part and she looks me deeply in the eyes, "I´m sorry Soph" she whispers and gives me another quick kiss before she hops back to the bed. "When did Sally and Kevin say they´re back? We still have to get ready for Ches´ New Year´s Party tonight and Sally said she´d help me with my hair". Still a little dazed I can´t bring myself to make place in my head for anything but her and it takes me some time until I sit down next to her, tucking a blonde strand behind her ear, "It´s 10 in the morning, hun, you´ll have plenty enough time to get ready. And besides, I like your hair as it is." "Yeah you do, but what will all the hot guys there think when.." I don´t let her finish her sentence and hit her with a pillow pushing her down on the bed, straddling her, forcing a squeal out of her mouth which is so cute that I can´t help but kiss her again scraping my initial plan of tickling her to death.