I always wished I was different something worth while. I wished crazy things like I could become the best doctor and find a cure for cancer, or maybe a princess who just wants to be normal and falls in love unexpectedly with a handsome peasant , and my oh so favorite of all time the I somehow magically gain superpowers and then have to save the world with other superheroes.
I also knew the odds of those things happening and knew it would most likely ever happen. Even after I knew it wasn't going to happen I still dreamt it would.
Human nature has always been cruel and I always used this as an excuse when someone would do something that I just couldn't understand, so when someone said I was wrong I would get pissed and would snap so unlike my calm that I usually wear.
At home I would seem like the picture perfect daughter who went to school got good grades never got into fights and was always happy… or so it seemed. In reality I was just this sad and lonely calm girl the one no one ever gave a chance to be their friend, so I made the perfect façade I became the bubbly know-it-all who was popular and… well perfect.
The only time I could be myself was when I was either home or at my favorite place the library. There I could read my books in silence and get lost in them in a different world where anything could happen and you could probably guess where I spent most of my time.
I had another secret no one knew about except for my parent even I didn't know the whole truth about it but ever since I was a little girl I've had a voice in my head my parents tell me I'm schizophrenic and that the voice wasn't real and whenever I talked to the voice my only true friend who understood the real me he would quickly change the subject and we would move on to another topic.
My parents decided that we were going to move to Japan to get a fresh start at life, and I decided I would be a little like the real me and would be calmer at this new school. Little did I know this move was going to change me forever.
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