Disclaimer: Obviously, I don't own because if I did Booth and Brennen would be together.

This is only my third fic so please review, it makes me feel special..[[=

(First Bones fic)

For the story no Hannah but after they come back.

It was a regular day, a new case, some normal bickering and it all ended with a bang. The sound of metal scraping and the scared thoughts of one scared agent of the FBI and a forensic anthropologist. It was like his world had stopped and then it went black.

When he woke up he didn't know where he was but after about five seconds he realized, he had multiple IVs and he could hear beeping, like a hospital and he knew where he was but not why. He finally opened his eyes. He looked around and saw Cam outside the door talking to a doctor.
She looked upset but he didn't know why. She looked his way and rushed in.

He looked at her,"Why am I here?"she gave him a weird look.

"You don't remember?" she looked a little worried, "You were in a car accident, with a drunk driver on the wrong side of road. The passenger side was hit dead on." Booth looked shocked and then it registered.

"Where is Bones?" He asked forcefully, "I need to see her." He froze by the look on her face.

Cam looked solemn, "I'm not sure that's a good idea." The look on her face was almost regretful, "She's in the ICU."

Booth looked stunned, and then guilty and then he got upset ," Your lying," he yelled with defiance. It couldn't be true, no he thought it wasn't but if it was, he didn't want it to but, it was his fault. He hadn't been paying attention, instead they had been fighting about something that doesn't even matter now that their fighting had got her fighting for her life.

He laid back. No, no, no, no. He didn't want this to be happening. "This is my fault," he whispered quietly, Cam just barely heard him.

"This is not your fault Seely, it's the drunk drivers fault." Cam, said with force.

"No, we were fighting over some little thing like we usually do i guess and then all of a sudden there's a metal scraping metal kind of sound and it goes black. That's all I can remember." He looked down guiltily.

Cam looked at him sadly,"You wouldn't have been able to anything Booth, he was going right down the wrong lane."

He didn't want to believe her, but he new she was right, and he hated himself for it. His Bones was possibly dying and it was his fault."Please Cam, I need to see her."

"I'll ask a doctor, just hold on a second." She left the room and he started to think of all the times he wished he would've said it.

He had told her that he had to move on, to find someone that was going to love him in 30 or 40 or 50 years but he knew the only person that he could love that long was her.

His thoughts were interrupted by Cam coming back with a doctor.

"I'm glad to see you awake Mr. Booth just let me check some things and you should be able to see her." The doctor got him hooked up to a portable IV and helped him down to where Brennen was.

When he got there he saw Angela and Hodgins. They both had been crying. The doctor left him saying he'd be back in a while to check on him.

He walked in and they both turned. Angela stood up and went over to him and hugged him and started crying again."I'm okay Ange," he said wanting to tear up himself.

She looked up at him,"No your not and you know it." She looked like she wanted to say more but didn't.

He wanted to see her but he knew however bad it was it was his fault. He realized that this might be his last chance to see her. Hodgins got up from the chair he was sitting in and walked past Booth, patting him on the shoulder as to say I'll to you talk later. Angela went out the door with her husband.

He looked at her and gasped. Her face was all cut up, she had a bandage taped to the side of her head. The machines around her were beeping and she looked so pale. So fragile, he thought sadly. He sat down next to the bed and took her hand.

He looked at her,"I'm sorry Bones, this shouldn't have happened to you." He broke down, "I wish I could've... done something to make sure this didn't happen to you. I'm so sorry." he was crying

He sat there holding her hand until the doctor came in, "I think it's time for you to get back to your room Mr. Booth. You can see her again tomorrow"

"It's Agent Booth." he said defiantly, trying to hold on to that part of himself.

"Of course, sorry about that." He said sounding a like he was making sure he didn't go on a rampage.

"Yeah," Said Booth as he was escorted back to his room.

I figured i'd stop there, review if you think I should keep writing this one.

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