Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like Shooting Stars?
I could really use a wish right now, Wish right now, wish right now.
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like Shooting Stars?
I could really use a wish right now, Wish right now, wish right now.
You think he'd catch up on your feelings...Right?
Nope. Not with me. I tried to give him hints, and he still failed to notice.
What would you wish for, if you had one chance?
If I had one chance, I'd wish for him to notice..
It kills me, My inability to tell him.
His inability to even care.
Rain helps me. It helps me clear my head.
The ring he wanted to give Valerie...I still have the darn thing.
I knew his Dad just got it engraved wrong. Still, I wish it truly was meant for me.
Why can't I tell him? Why can't I stop being a idiot, and selfish by keeping it to myself?
Dear God, Help me. I can hardly think. If I had about 1 small chance...If I could change my fate... I'd be all in for it.
If I could have never met Danny, Would my feelings be different, Unchanged, Untouched, and Broken? I don't know. Maybe I should take up a few people on their offers. A few weeks ago, Dash asked me if I'd like to go bowling with him, About a day ago, Kwan asked me if I wanted to come to a 'Secret Place' of his. Just today, I was talking to Jazz and she said she could help me with everything.
I don't get why they care so much for me. I'm not like other people.
Will my makeup run, and reveal everything...? I hope not.
The scars, and bruises of my past, and my stress. If they see them, Will my secret be revealed?
Don't they try to tell him, Or have they left me here to suffer...?
Someone save me. I'm not going through this anymore.
Everyone hates me. That's my conclusion.
Everyone but Jazz. Last night, I accepted her small offer, and well, We made-out.
How it happened was simple. I poured my heart out to her, and it happened. Great stress reliever.
I never realized it, But she is amazing. I can't imagine life without her support, and constant help she gives me.
I realize...I have a crush on 2 people. Danny, and Jazz. Weird, Right?
Should I set this small knife down...? Show them both my creative way of relieving stress? I doubt they'd accept me then...
Here goes my life.
I just told them, and showed them. Jazz looks like she is racked with guilt, regret, and worry. Danny, He looks shocked, and yet, Happy I told him.
I'm back in the rain.
The way you move is like a full on rainstorm And I'm a house of cards You're the kind of reckless that should send me running, but I kinda know that I won't get far
And you stood there in front of me just Close enough to touch Close enough to hope you couldn't see What I was thinking of
Drop everything now Meet me in the pouring rain Kiss me on the sidewalk Take away the pain
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile Get me with those green eyes, baby As the lights go down Something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile So reach out open handed And lead me out to that floor Well, I don't need more paper lanterns
Take me down, baby bring on the movie star 'Cause my heart is beating fast And you are beautiful I could wait patiently But I really wish you would
Drop everything now Meet me in the pouring rain Kiss me on the sidewalk Take away the pain
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile Get me with those green eyes, baby As the lights go down Something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile I run my fingers through your hair And watch the lights go out Just keep your beautiful eyes on me
Gonna strike this match tonight Lead me up the staircase Won't you whisper soft and slow I'd love to hate it But you make it like a fireworks show
Drop everything now Meet me in the pouring rain Kiss me on the sidewalk Take away the pain
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile Get me with those green eyes, baby As the lights go down Something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile Sparks fly, baby smile, sparks fly
I'm back in the rain, Again. I don't think Jazz wanted me to leave in the 'Condition' I'm in, But I had to. 11:00 curfew.
I can't believe what I'm doing, I'm a Goth, Remember? No Human emotion should bring me down like this...Just, Not yet...