OKAY WELL I WROTE THIS AT MIDNIGHT SO IF THERE IS BAD SPELLING OR GRAMMAR OR IT JUST PLAIN STINKS BLAME TIME AND SLEEP NOT ME. DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH COMFORT THERE'S GOING TO BE BUT HEY I CAN'T TAKE IT OFF
DISCLAIMER: MY MIND COULD NOT MAKE SUCH AN AMAZING THING AS JASPER STEPHANIE MEYER IS THE GENIUS BEHIND IT SO SHE OWNS IT.
I was in shock. For the first time in my life I was in shock.
There I was in Carlisle's office, and I wasn't the being looked at, shockingly.
"Bella, your parent's are dead, and Phil, they're all dead." Carlisle's voice drifted around in my brain looking for someplace to sink in, it didn't succeed. My parents, dead, ridiculous! My hand, waist, and shoulder suddenly became very cold. I was dimly aware of Edward's arm around my waist and holding my hand. Carlisle had a firm grip on my shoulder as though afraid I would pass out.
I was in Edward's room, and he was talking to me.
"Bella, you haven't even cried yet. You just came from Renee's and Phil's ceremony and you didn't even cry! What is wrong with you? You need to cry, scream, something! This isn't healthy."
I couldn't understand his words, he wanted me to cry?
"Everyone has gone hunting, we are going to have a therapy session. Lay down. I am going to tell you what happened until I get some reaction."
I did as said still confused. Why am I lying down? I'm not tired.
"Your mother and step-dad died in a plane crash, they were coming up to see your wedding. Your dad died in a car crash going down to were the plane crashed. They couldn't find Phil and Renee's bodies. Your dad was so mangled they had to creamate him. Your parents are dead, you are never going to see them again. They won't be at our wedding, you are never going to see them again."
After the fifth time he said this it sunk in. A river of tears began to flow and I started to scream. No, this can't be happening, they can't be dead. Edward wasn't able to hold me, I was thrashing around to much, so he said comforting things.
I cried and screamed until the tears wouldn't flow and the screams sounded like air coming out of a tire, then I just laid on the bed sobbing. I couldn't believe it, I didn't want to believe it, but I had to.
The rest of the Cullen's came and one at a time they came into the room. Alice, Esme, and Rosalie all gave me a hug and whispered "Welcome to the family." Jasper came last. He put a hand on my shoulder and whispered "I know this is hard, but now you have a bigger family than ever!" And, with a smile, he did something he had never done before, he hugged me. Tears spilled over again as I thought of him as an older brother for the first time.
