You're the one that I want
Chapter I – The first Fight
Sora switched his cell phone off. It was now the ninth time that Riku called him and he had enough. He didn´t wanted to hear him, not see, and certainly not to talk with him. He was angry and offended, and that he wanted to be at least a week. But Sora made the bill without Riku, though his cell phone was off, still the home port of the phone remained for Riku and thus the phone in the living room heralded storm. Sora sighed, he should have known that his boyfriend was just as stubborn as himself.
„SORA!!!", cried his father from the living room. He opened his door and shouted: "If you want me to go to the phone, Dad… forget it." Mitch sighed and asked: "Will you not at least listen to what he has to say?" „NO!!!", Sora screamed and slammed the door. Mitch jerked briefly, and decided to engage the answering machine, because sometimes also Riku had to accept, that it had no sense, Sora to annoy with endless calls in the hope, he would talk with him. But what took place between the two lovebirds that Sora now was so angry?
Flashback:
Sora had finally brought Riku with him to go to the cinema and had the entire school day spent exclusively to think about nothing else. In his daydreams he saw sit himself with him in the farthest row, to hold hands, focus shy glances at him and - if no one watched - to kiss him. Yes, so had Sora imagined this evening in the cinema (maybe a little more) but this went differently, totally different.
Riku had Sora punctually fetched at 08.00 o'clock p.m., went with him in the city and to the cinema as promised. Since he has two hours before already secured the tickets, Sora had no idea what movie they would watch and so his great surprise was, when he saw what movie it was: Alien vs Predator! Both took place in the farthest row and Sora whispered to his boyfriend: "Are you sure this movie is harmless?" Riku kissed him on the cheek and whispered back: "You need to have no fear, Darling. There is nothing in this movie, what you have to fear, and even if you have to … I am with you and protect you".
Two hours later the two left the cinema and Sora trotted behind his boyfriend pale, weeping and trembling. "Don't be so a baby. The movie was quite harmless - some of the tiny scenes apart in them the Alien …"., Riku began making fun of his boyfriend and was interrupted by Sora angrily: "Firstly, I am NOT a baby. Secondly, I don't want to hear or see about the Aliens or the Predator and thirdly, …". Sora fetched a deep breath before he further said: "… nice for you that you liked the movie, even that you totally forgot that I am still here. As if, … 'I am with you and protect you'. You lied to me, forget about me, and now do you still make fun of me". The silver haired teen looked at his lover surprised, because so angry - or even angry - he had never seen him. „Honey, I'm …". He couldn't keep on talking as the brunette haired teen suddenly run over to him and cried amongst tears: "Forget it! Leave me alone! I will no longer see you!" Riku ran after him and cried: „SORA!!!" But he only ran faster and was finally out of sight and let a perplexed and desperate Riku behind. He didn´t wanted to lose his boyfriend, and so he decided immediately to apologize and called his lover on the cell phone.
End Flashback
Riku sighed when he heard the answering machine with Mitch's voice and hung up. It had to give a chance to talk with his boyfriend. He wanted to apologize and make everything good again, but, how should he, when he's not able to talk with him? Otherwise, how long could Sora already be angry at him, after all they knew each other like an eternity and if they had quarrelled earlier, everything was fine the next day again. Probably this time it will too , Riku thought to himself and went into his room. He was sure when he stood up the next morning, everything would be in order again between him and his lover. But Riku had made this bill without Sora.
The next day was a Saturday, there was no school and the weather was beautiful and warm, ideal for such a day to play with his friends on the play island. While Kairi, Selphie, Tidus and Wakka had their fun on the island, Riku sat alone and mumbled on the bent down papoupalmtree. Sora didn´t come along, but had only align about his father, that he needed time to discuss their disagreement from yesterday on this and he may please refrain him to annoy with calls, which would also not change anything. Okay, if you need time, please, but no later than Wednesday, you will appear contrite to me and begging me, to finally talk with you again. , Riku thought, and did not know how much he was wrong for the second time.
As the days passed, it was Wednesday and … Sora ignored Riku completely or at least almost. At least I'm still worth a 'hello and bye'. , Riku thought sad to himself and asked himself repeatedly, how his boyfriend – or was he already his ex-boyfriend? – could bear without him talking and to drive nonsense just to fool around. Even their friends were as more irritated by the behaviour of the two and wondered what had happened probably and finally, it was Kairi to approach on Riku and asked him what was going on. Lucky about finally having someone with whom he could talk, he poured his heart to her. "…and now I just don't know what more I should do so he speaks again to me"., Riku ended his narrative.
Kairi looked to him thoughtfully, grinning before she suddenly said: "Ah, simple leave it to Wakka and me". „Wakka? How could he help?", Riku asked with a slightly sarcastic undertone in his voice. „Let yourself be surprised. We'll find a solution to your problem". „Problem? I will just talk again with Sora. I have no problem"., Riku was disgusted. Kairi went to Riku, nudged him with the index finger in the chest and declared: "But, you have a problem, my dear, and precisely this has led Sora to be so angry at you!" He looked confused to her and then he asked sheepishly: "And what exactly is that?" Kairi sighed and replied: "You have absolutely no idea of romance, which is not so bad if you would at least show your feelings, but …". She made a brief pause and then said: „… you hide them under your coolness instead least show him what you really feel for him". The silver haired teen drew a brow high and said surprised: "But … but I've always shown him what I feel". "Are you sure?", asked Kairi, said goodbye to him and left the school. Maybe she's right and when … how do I get this back in order, Riku asked himself in thought, while he wrapped his backpack to the right shoulder and also left the school, without realising that Sora was quite depressed only a few metres in front of him on the way home.
The silver haired teen noticed his boyfriend only as a quiet "Hi!" sounded next to him. Riku not answered, but as Sora passed him and wanted to continue, suddenly Kairi´s sentence 'If you would show at least your feelings' went through his head. He stopped, took Sora at the arm, pulled him up and kissed him softly and passionately on the lips. With a "Did I show you now, what I feel?" he ran away and left a deeply confused Sora behind. Did I show you now, what I feel? What - what does he mean by that, thought the brunette haired teenwith him, began to chase after his lover and cried: „RIKU!!! Wait!" But he didn´t hear him and so Sora fell his pace again and pondered whether this brief incident could mean that their relationship had still a chance. I´m sorry, Riku. I didn´t want to let you think, that I didn´t love you anymore. I only wanted … , he thought to himself and burst into tears.