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What Have I Done??- chapter one
Edward's P.O.V
its been thirty three years since i left my beloved bella swan. why i did something so stupid i don't know. i thought she would be safe without me, or have a safer life anyway. as i thought that, i found myself wedged in the wall. i didn't even see it coming.
it was alice- she hates me and has ever since i forced the family to leave Forks. these were the last words i heard from her before she shunned me with silence.
" who are you kidding edward?" she raged "this is bella, for crying out loud!! she's never safe no matter where she is or who she's with!!"
then i got nothing from her- just silence, even in her mind.
i guess i can't blame her. i had lost her a best friend/ sister. but couldn't she understand my side of the story??
i heard a shrill cry and bolted to alice's room. she was still blocking me from her mind like it was the last thing she'd ever do.
"what is it alice??" i asked frantically as i entered her room
she glared at me with teary black eyes, and held something up to me. i flinched and felt my dead heart ache.
it was bella's favourite grey sweatshirt.
"she left it here after our last slumber party" alice hissed
i looked away.
the sight of it hurt too much. i held my breath as well.
"i don't want to remember alice..." i whispered shakily
"WELL I DO DAMMIT" alice screamed furiously
i couldn't look at her as i crumpled to the ground in agony, clutching her plush white carpet.
"edward..." her voice soft now "edward please... go see her... just to know if she's..." she didn't finish, but i heard it in her head- she wasn't blocking anymore. 'dead' was what she didn't say.
i shivered. i couldn't. i wouldn't.
and then i ended up outside bella swan's house.
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