Hi, im Mai Taniyama an i am twenty years old. After Naru left for England i became depressed and started singing at a bar that was not far from the SPR building. I changed my looks, i now have long black hair that reaches my mid back. Also thanks to the help of coloured contacts my eyes were the colour of bright green grass.

My clothing became darker, right now i ware a light grey undershirt covered by a black leather jacket with spikes on th shoulders, an i have black skinny jeans an black an white vans that accompany my feet.

I ware alot more makeup to, but I'll get into that next time. Right now I have a song to sing.

I stood on a stage that had dark purple curtains surrounding the back stage opening. I stood in a spot light that made the spikes on my black leather jacket shine.

I took a deep breath in as th dark music came to start. I closed my eye and then opened them when I started to sing.

"Give me strength to face the truth, the doubt within my soul
No longer I can justify the bloodshed in his name
Is it a sin to seek the truth, the truth beneath the rose?
Pray with me so I will find the gate to Heaven's door

I believed it would justify the means
It had a hold over me

Blinded to see the cruelty of the beast
It is the darker side of me
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins

Pray for me cause I have lost my faith in holy wars
Is paradise denied to me cause I can't take no more
Has darkness taken over me, consumed my mortal soul
All my virtues sacrificed, can Heaven be so cruel?

I believed it would justify the means
It had a hold over me

Blinded to see the cruelty of the beast
It is the darker side of me
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins

I'm hoping, I'm praying
I won't get lost between two worlds
For all I have seen the truth lies in between
Give me the strength to face the wrong that I have done
Now that I know the darkest side of me

How can blood be our salvation
And justify the pain that we have caused throughout the times
Will I learn what's truly sacred?
Will I redeem my soul, will truth set me free?

Blinded to see the cruelty of the beast
It is the darker side of me
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins"

As I got off the stage my eyes caught something I wished I never saw...

"N..Naru!"

Xxx!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

The next chapter is in the works