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-Chapter Song: Beautiful Disaster, John McLaughlin-

Sabrina, The Disaster

She loves her mama's lemonade.

Nine years old in New York, when those things were important: Her cooking; his smiles; Daphne's giggles.

Hates the sound that goodbyes make.

I'll see you after school. But something inside me is saying that I should give them one last hug…I never will like goodbye.

She prays one day she'll find someone to need her.

Ten years old and I'm missing you. Where could you have gone? I at least have Daphne by my side. I hope I'll get you back someday.

She swears that there's no difference,
Between the lies and compliments.
It's all the same if everybody leaves her.

Eleven years old and they tell me to have faith. Is it true when they tell me I'll hold you again? Or is it a lie to keep me feeling happy?

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough,
The pictures that she's seen make her cry.

T.V. gives you an idea about how a family's supposed to look. So do movies and magazines and books…even in the twisted fairy tales I live with everyday, the parents are there for comfort.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.

Twelve years old. Boy, would I.

Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster,

In between? Hardly. Try twelve years old and making the decisions. In between? Try on the edge.

And she just needs someone to take her home.

Take us home, Dad.

She's giving boys what they want, tries to act so nonchalant,

I guess there's nothing in me to want…how come the other girls get luxuries I don't?

Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction.

Who hasn't seen that?

She never stays the same for long,

This is supposed to be a fairy tale.

Assuming that she'll get it wrong

Haven't I been?

Perfect only in her imperfections.

I just need someone to tell me it to my face. Prove it.

She's not a drama queen,

You'd cry, too, if your shoulders had so much weight, so many responsibilities. But…it's not like I forgot how to laugh…

She doesn't want to feel this way, only seventeen, but tired.

Will it really be that long before I change?

She would change everything for happy ever after.

They've shown me now that there's no such thing as those three words put together.

Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster,
But she just needs someone to take her home.

I didn't sign up for this; take me home, take me home!

'Cause she's just the way she is, but no ones told her that's OK.

Daphne doesn't think it is. Puck doesn't think it is. My parents don't, Granny doesn't, Jake doesn't…

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster,

It's not that I don't want to be with you all…

And she would change everything for happy ever after.

But when does this fairy tale end?

Caught in the in-between, a beautiful disaster,

It's not beautiful.

But she just needs someone to take her home
And she just needs someone to take her home.

I only want to go home.

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