This chapter (and the following others) are and will be formatted in a diary-like entry. It doesn't look like it but, it is, to tell you. First fanfic, pls. read and review...

Italicized- Character's message (the first part. you'll know who he is at the chapter's name)

Spring

I like this part of the year where the trees and plants are bursting with invigorance and life all over and people start to get busy preparing for this new season once again. Spring is definitely in the air.

It hasn't been a long time yet that Kurogane and I are staying together in one place in a relationship. Although we're just friends, I hope that someday he'll found out what's really on to me about him. For him it maybe that we're friends but for me, it's not, not anymore… I just hope that day will come…

One morning, I woke up in my bed as early as I can to prepare breakfast for the two of us. Still drowsy, I went down the stairs and went to the kitchen to prepare the dishes I would be making. When I went there, I saw bottle of beer and leftovers on top of the table. I wasn't aware that he drank last night. "Maybe, he was in a bit of a problem that's why he drank beer last night. But," I continued, "If he really did have a problem, he could have told me. I'm his best friend, anyway." I told myself. Still confused on what exactly happened last night, I cleaned the mess up and went to the preparation of the breakfast. I, being a good chef and a fast-handed person, finished the dishes in 10 minutes. I placed and prepared the dishes on the table and made way to the closest bathroom to take a bath.

As I took off my shirt, I suddenly remembered the mess outside, "why can't he just tell me any problem that he has?" I spoke to myself, "We're best friends, there's nothing wrong with that. Except that it's not like that to me…" I took off my pants together with my underwear and proceeded on taking a bath. I turned on the shower and watched as water flowed into my body, making me soaking wet. Suddenly, I heard a knock on the shower door.

It was he, Kurogane. He opened it and said, "Hey, you've been there for hours!"

I smirked then greeted, "Good morning, now if you'll excuse me, please step out of the bathroom and give me some privacy, would you?" I didn't face him Kurogane because I don't want him to see my body especially my…

He smirked, "Ah, I see what you're telling me. Go on, take your time."

He then walked away from the room and closed the door. I then gave out a sigh. I don't know what he meant on that statement but he certainly made me erect on the wrong time. I tried to conceal it with my bathrobe as I went up the stairs and changed my clothes.

When I was about to go to my room, there was Kurogane, on the door, obviously waiting for me.

"Why?" I asked him curiously, as I approached him.

"How as it?" he asked. It was about that thing at the bathroom.

"Stop fooling around," I said. I pushed him through his chest, pushing him away from the door he was blocking. I made way inside my room then immediately closed then locked it just before he could enter my room.

"Ouch, that hurts!" he exclaimed. I opened the door to see what happened.

"What is it now?!" I said.

"I slammed my nose to the door!" he replied.

"Well, it's your fault for being a fool for entering a man's room who's about to change clothes!" I angrily replied.

"Are you a girl, Fye? Girls are the only ones who close their rooms when they change clothes. I mean, we're both guys here. There's nothing wrong with that!" Kurogane said, laughing. It made me angry that I slammed the door once again. It made Kurogane's nose to slam on the door again.

"Ouch!" he shouted, "Hey, open this!" He knocked very loudly but I didn't mind it.

I proceeded on changing my clothes. When I was done, I sat in my bed and waited for him to say the magic word, "Sorry."

"Hey, I'm sorry, ok? Please just open this!" he pleaded shortly. I chuckled. He seemed like a guy who has just been dumped by his girlfriend and continues to plead to tell him what the reason was. I then stood up and opened the door with a smile on my face.

"Hey— what's funny?" he asked. I just chuckled again. Kurogane turned irritated that he suddenly tackled me so hard that we fell on the floor, he above me.

"What's so funny, huh?!" he asked. I continued to chuckle then later on, laugh. He stood up, clenched his fist on my clothes near the neck, and looked at me angrily.

I paused from my good laugh then said, "It's nothing." He let go of me and went down the stairs as if nothing happened.

We always had these kinds of quarrels, childish quarrels actually, that led to this. He always gets serious right after the quarrel but he usually acts stubborn as if he's still a child when we're not fighting. "Ah, he's in it again." I said. "Hey, wait up," I stood up, went down the stairs, and found him watching TV.

"Hey, aren't you hungry? Breakfast's ready." I asked him, as if we didn't quarrel.

"I lost my appetite. Go eat by yourself," he grumpily said. I then took out two plates and placed food on them. He then looked at me, seeming that he was hungry already but pretending to not act like it. I looked back but he retracted his sight.

"Why did you look?" I asked. "Why, is it wrong to look?" he grumpily replied.

"I know you're hungry already," I said. When he looked at his back, he saw me carrying two plates. I then placed one of it in front of him and then I sat near him.

"I won't eat that mess!" he exclaimed.

"Hm, but it's very delicious, "I teased. I then took a spoonful and ate it. He looked back then suddenly, his stomach grumbled. I then took a spoonful again and circled it on his eyes to try to tempt him.

"This tastes delicious." I said. I then put it in his mouth. He chewed it very slowly and he swallowed.

"What do you think is it. hm?" I said.

"It's… it's…"

"It's what?"

"It's delicious." He then started chomping on the food on the plate and when he was finished, he even took more. I smiled at him.

He noticed it quickly and said, "What's that for?"

"Nothing, just nothing…" I replied gently. "It's nothing… "I said to myself.

That afternoon, I stayed on my room, lying on my bed while thinking about things. He was downstairs, watching TV again. I was drawing figures in the air, as I looked in the ceiling, completely bored. I suddenly thought about what I saw that morning. It was still stuck in my mind and it kept me thinking. I decided to ask him on that moment but before that, I told myself, "I better get a shower first." And so, I went immediately on my room's bathroom and too a quick shower. When I was about to finish taking a bath, I heard a knock on my room's door and later on, I heard it open.

Suddenly, he spoke." Hey, can I stay here for a while?"

"For what?' I asked him loudly.

"Nothing," he replied. I then went outside with a towel wrapped around my waist, still a bit wet. He was sitting on my bed and he looked like he was deeply troubled by something. It was a bit unusual to see him like that.

"Hey, can you go out for a while? I'm just going to change clothes," I said.

He suddenly smiled and said, "Do you really need to change like that? You really look like a girl!"

"Oh, sheesh, here we go again," I said. "Can you just go out for the sake of one's respect to avoid fights, will you?" I was about to take a step when I suddenly slipped due to the very wet floor , making me to fall so badly that the towel wrapped around my waist accidentally fell off. I found myself straddling completely naked in front of him. He looked at me and started laughing. I blushed. I don't know if he was laughing because of the accident or because he saw my… I immediately took the wet towel and threw it at him.

"Hey," he laughingly said, "no offense!" I quickly got into my knees and stood up. He tried to help me but I pushed him away. Again, after I pushed him, I slipped. I held at his collar and so he was pulled too into my fall.

"Why did you do that, huh?!" he reacted. He fell right on top of me. He looked at me with an angry face and I looked back like I was the one surprised. I blushed even more. He easily noticed it and said,

"Hey, you're —" Even before he can finish the sentence, I stopped him.

"Don't move," I ordered, "please, don't move." I was on the verge of getting a full erection at that time, unexpectedly. One little move and it will occur.

"Why?" he asked.

"Just don't move!" I said as I kept my blushing face.

He suddenly smirked and said, "Hehe, you're blushing!" He poked me on my cheek. He moved so it led to that thing I wasn't even expecting to happen. From that point, I got an erection, to the fullest. He felt it in some way I didn't know. My breath started getting fast and I also started perspiring, Suddenly, I saw his face go surprised when he felt the small bump touching the front of his pants. He looked down and he was surprised with what he saw. He suddenly diverted his attention to me.

I couldn't keep a straight look in his eyes with what he just saw. I suddenly felt his warm fast breaths and I felt the fast throbs of his heart. I saw perspiration forming from his face. Later, I felt his head slowly getting close to mine. I quickly closed my eyes of what I think is about to happen.

Suddenly, I heard him laugh at me and said, "You wouldn't think that I was about to kiss you, would you?" He then immediately stood up and gave me a hand as if nothing happened. I grabbed on to his hand and stood up myself. The moment I could stand already, he turned his back and told me, "Wear a towel, will you?"

I didn't mind it. I just stood there.

Why did he attempt to kiss me?

Why did I felt his heart beat faster?

Why did I felt something behind those harsh words, something that isn't harsh at all?

Is it possible that…?

Suddenly, I called him, "Kurogane, it's ok now."

He then looked back. The moment he faced me, I pressed my lips firmly to his and hugged him tightly. His face was filled with shock. I pushed him against the wall and started undoing his shirts buttons. I then licked his collarbone, quickly going to the side of his neck. I whispered on his ear," I'm sorry."

He forcefully grabbed me by my shoulder and pushed me away from him the moment he heard me and said, "What the hell is that sorry for, huh?!"

Tears started to roll down my eyes. "I'm said I'm sorry!" I exclaimed, crying. I bursted from my feelings. I quickly hugged him and said," I'm sorry that I'm doing this to you… I… I…I LOVE YOU, KUROGANE, I LOVE YOU!!!" I felt a sudden rush of disgust throughout my self with what I just did. I thought he would be disgusted with me from that message I just said. But then, I felt his hands rub me on the back.

"Don't cry. Your face will get ugly," he said.

For the first time in my life, I have seen him look at me with such sincere eyes. I didn't know what that just made to me but deep inside, I felt I was caressed by a gentle but warm touch. He wiped off my tears using his hand, grabbed my hand, and placed it on his chest together with his. He looked deeply as if he was giving me a silent message. I was speechless. My sadness has been overcome by happiness. I gave him a tight hug. I then continued on undoing his entire shirt's buttons. After that, I fumbled on his on his trousers' button and quickly gave his cock a massage. Even before I did, I saw and felt it become hard. I gave him a little treat before going on the climax; I gave him a warm kiss. Surprisingly, he gave in to the kiss. He opened his mouth and let my tongue commence with his and allowing me to plunge in to his mouth, exchanging our fluids enjoyably. I don't really know what was on Kurogane's mind on that time.

Did he really gave in to me or did he just do it for a reason?

Whatever the answer was, I didn't let it bother me from my feelings. Shortly, I entered my hand inside his underwear and started rubbing the head of his dick between my fingers, which made him to be more violent in his actions, especially in the kiss. He became wilder. I felt the rushing of blood into his erection that made its occasional throbbing that made me excited. A while after, I broke from the kiss and knelt down on my knees, right before his member to do a quick job on it. First, I gave slow strokes and head rubbings that made him to shudder in the great feeling of tickling sensation. Later on, I started licking his head, going to the side of his cock down to its base. I suddenly heard him moan and saw his knees tremble quite a bit. I then began with the show. I penetrated his cock into my mouth, slowly at first but later on, quickly, while massaging his ball sac and occasionally, pinching it. I heard him gave out loud moans, they were music to my ears. I was getting excited already and so, I entered it deeper into my mouth until it already touched the roof of my mouth. I did it slowly for a lot of times and for the last stroke, load of precum bursted into my mouth. He was already gasping and finally, he came inside my mouth.

That was not the end. I swallowed the whole lot of it and got more accumulating at the tip of his cock. As I licked it one more time, more precum released on my mouth. I then stood up and proceeded on kissing hm, still stroking his erection again and again. He willingly gave in, opening his mouth and let the exchange of the hot fluid between our mouths. I tried to open my eye during the kiss to see what his reaction was. He had his eyes closed and he totally loved it. Later on, I ran my other hand down from his neck to his chest, where I gave his aroused nipple a slight squeeze. He was totally fired up and so I stopped from all my actions and pushed him to the bed. He lied flat on the bed, totally pumped. I then went straight to him and sat on his cock and inserted it inside me.

It was my first time to do that so it was very painful. I had a difficulty letting his big cock inside me for the first strokes. He looked at me as he enters and goes out of me with fascination. I know this was his first time having sex with a man and so was I. He loved seeing the sight of me opening my mouth and groans and moans, I looked hot to him. He then grabbed on to my member and started pumping it. It was tickling but it felt very good that it made me even more excited. He continued to rub on my member and shortly, I released. His hands were poured out by my precum. Suddenly, I saw him take his hand into his mouth and started licking it. I turned red. That made me even more excited and so I let him enter me deeper. Later on, he stood up, feeling he's close on coming, and hugged me as he started penetrating me deeper, harder and faster. He gripped me on my arms and started rocking harder and harder. I felt his body get hotter and hotter and his skin, turning red. He rocked harder inside me, shortly, he bit me on my ear and at last, he came inside me. Cum bursted inside me like a fountain that never seemed to stop flowing.

Suddenly, he kissed me. " What was that for?" I asked as I panted.

Even before he can answer, I fainted on his chest because of the fatigue. He laid me on the bed beside him and continued to brush off my hair away from covering my face. I didn't saw it but I felt him kiss me in my forehead gently.

He spoke," That's for your hard work today." I just couldn't move because I was too tired but I wanted to reply to him. A little while, I felt him hug me close to me and stayed with me as I slept...

Together, we're now lost to each other...

-End of diary entry

Watch out for the second chapter(duh, there's four seasons so there will be surely 4 chapters) Pls. review...