The Last Goodbye

Hey, I thought I'd write another one shot. This is Randler as usual :) but I warn you it's not a happy one:( I guess I'm going through some hard times with a guy at the moment, so I'm not the happiest and didn't feel like writing a happy one! Sorry Randler fans this killed me too! :(. This is also from Chandler's P.O.V. Anyway, here it is. X

I watch as they load up their car, fighting back the tears, and the urge to rush over, grab her and finally tell her how much she means to me. But she's oblivious to these feelings. Always has been, always will be.

I always thought there was something between us. We got so close, so quickly. But now,watching her and my best friend loading up their car, ready to basically walk out of our lives for good, I realise I was wrong. I love her. I always will. There has never been a day where I've not wanted to take her in my arms and kiss her, and tell her how much she means to me.

But after today. Well after today, it'll be over. I won't see her again. She looks so happy, kissing him and laughing. Then she catches me staring. And I fake a smile. It kills me, but that's what I have to do.

She comes over, hugging and kissing us all goodbye. So does he. Well, the hugging part anyway. I have to try so hard not to hit him. She gets to me, and kisses me then hugs me. I bury my head in her shoulder, desperate for the tears not to spill.

We all follow, standing outside as they get into their car. Everyone's crying, even Joey. But I keep my tears in. I stay strong. The car starts up, and then starts to drive. Drive away. I watch until it's just a blur in the distance. And then they're gone. She's gone. My wife's best friend and best friend's wife. And now, as we all walk back to our apartment, the tears spill. As I realise, I will never ever get the chance to tell Rachel Green I love her with all my heart, and these feelings will never go away until the day I die.

Well? What do you think? Sorry again to Randler fans! :( review and tell me what you thought x