With the confusion of my death Eli wasn't exactly happy or upset. I just knew he still had feelings for me. When I told him I was enrolling at Degrassi his eyes lit up, Clare, his girlfriend, was coming down the street to find him. I slipped my number into his cold, yet soft hands. I missed them the way he had held me and held my hands as we read books and he taught me how to play guitar. His smirk as I ran to my small black car in the parking lot, was just as amazing as I remembered it. I didn't think Eli was the one who would dig some Jesus freak, but I`m not offending Jesus, he is amazing and everything but I don't revolve around him. At 6:00 A.M. I got a call from Eli he said to meet him at the Dot at exactly 7:00. I being unfashionably late came at 7:01. I know little things that piss him off, but when he is pissed off, its so cute. So we sat down at a table, but wait you probably don't even know who I am don't you?
Hey you remember me right Julia, Eli`s supposedly DEAD girlfriend. Here`s the story when I got hit by the car I was DEAD, legally only for 10 minutes. My parents being the dumbasses they are and called Eli saying I was dead. I couldn't exactly come up the next morning and say, "hey look im alive." I know Eli, that would have upsetted him even more, so I waited for bait, a new girlfriend for him then I would know he was over me. I waited for the right time so I wouldn't have hurt him, but really lets get back on track.
He was waiting at the Dot I could see his cold, green staring at me as I sat down in the cheap chair at the table. His hair darker than I remembered, he seemed different, he traded his brown hair for locks of black, his boy next door clothes to emo goth clothes. I was staring into the eyes of the guy I used to, I mean still love you don't know how bad I wanted to lean in for a kiss. I started off with "wheres your Girlfriend, Eli? He explained how Clare was sick, so I was safe. I gave a wicked grin, and he started to run his fingers through his dark hair, he was nervous the vibes he and I had always shared. We talked for and hour he and I caught up, I didn't want anyone to think we were back together though so I tried to keep unseen. He was my guide for the day, I don't really give a shit about what the principal said all I knew was I got to hang out with Eli the entire day. He was smiling more than he used to, I liked it, he was softer more open to the world, though his wardrobe said otherwise.
School was normal, as always but it felt different. Having Eli with me it felt better, comforting to me because I wasn't done with him. I`m not a mean person in general, but there was something in me that wanted to get rid of Clare, but I wont of course, or may I should…..