THE DIARY OF A VAMPIRE
MARCH 7, 2000
My life is a living hell. I never thought I'd say these words. But now I say them all the time. I am Ami. I shall not beat around the bush. I'm a vampire. I suck the blood of those that I once defended. I hate myself. I never told my friends what happend, I just ran away. I am a coward. The sun is setting, and I must go out and find food.
MARCH 8, 2000
I... My feelings are hard to put down on paper. I feel, I don't know. Guilty, I suppose. But it's more than just that. I've gone beyond guilty to the point of self-loathing. I feel pity for the humans I am killing. I have to kill them to live though. This is a horrible way to live. The sun has gone down, and I must leave.
MARCH 9, 2000
Let me start from the beginning. You see, I was out walking home from a lecture about math, when a man jumped me from behind. Vampires can either kill, or change the victim into another vampire. I was changed into a vampire. I went home, feeling fine. I found I couldn't sleep. I was hungry, but nothing in the refridgerator seemed satisfying. I walked into my sleeping mother's room, and suddenly I lost control. I bit her neck and then began sucking the blood out of her. After that, I regained control and relized what I did. I then ran to the bathroom where I discovered I had fangs. I cried for hours. Then I packed some clothes and left. This is very painful for me to think about. I must go.
MARCH 11, 2000
Alright, I think I can continue. After I left, I ran into the forest. I am here living in the branches of an oak tree. Life is hard for me. I go out at dusk and hunt for food. I disgust myself, and that is why I've decided to do this.
MARCH 15, 2000
I have decided to starve myself. That means I never go out of this tree. I get urges, so I cut myself and drink blood out of my own veins. I am doing this for the good of mankind.
MARCH 20, 2000
It's hard for me. I try not to think of the pain that has settled inside me from lack of nutrition.
MARCH 29, 2000
I feel so dizzy, so tired. But this will help humanity, and I musn't think of myself. I make myself think of how many will be helped by my death.
APRIL 18, 2000
Soon, I will die. Before I do, I will entrust this diary to my dear friend, Usagi, to make sure that she understands that I was not murdered, or something like that.
MAY 1, 2000
It is extreamly hard for me to even write. All I can say is that my time draws to a
near end.
MAY 2, 2000
Dear Usagi,
This is Ami. Now you finally know what happend to me. I am entrusting my diary to you because I know you of all people will understand my situation. I'm so sorry Usagi-chan. I have snuck into your house, and am writing this at your desk. I look upon your sleeping form, and tears well up in my eyes. I only give myself two hours to live. Goodbye my dear friend
Ami
Only a short time after Ami wrote this letter in her diary to Usagi, she died of starvation. Also in her diary were a list of last requests. One of which was to stab her with a wooden stake through the heart then transform into Sailor Senshi and burn her body, collect the ashes, and soak them in holy water. After that, throw her ashes into the ocean. She then stated she'd read up on how to kill vampires.
I love you guys with all my heart, and I want to kill, destroy and wreak havoc no more. Was the last thing Ami ever wrote.
End.
Disclaimer: I don't own sailor moon.
MARCH 7, 2000
My life is a living hell. I never thought I'd say these words. But now I say them all the time. I am Ami. I shall not beat around the bush. I'm a vampire. I suck the blood of those that I once defended. I hate myself. I never told my friends what happend, I just ran away. I am a coward. The sun is setting, and I must go out and find food.
MARCH 8, 2000
I... My feelings are hard to put down on paper. I feel, I don't know. Guilty, I suppose. But it's more than just that. I've gone beyond guilty to the point of self-loathing. I feel pity for the humans I am killing. I have to kill them to live though. This is a horrible way to live. The sun has gone down, and I must leave.
MARCH 9, 2000
Let me start from the beginning. You see, I was out walking home from a lecture about math, when a man jumped me from behind. Vampires can either kill, or change the victim into another vampire. I was changed into a vampire. I went home, feeling fine. I found I couldn't sleep. I was hungry, but nothing in the refridgerator seemed satisfying. I walked into my sleeping mother's room, and suddenly I lost control. I bit her neck and then began sucking the blood out of her. After that, I regained control and relized what I did. I then ran to the bathroom where I discovered I had fangs. I cried for hours. Then I packed some clothes and left. This is very painful for me to think about. I must go.
MARCH 11, 2000
Alright, I think I can continue. After I left, I ran into the forest. I am here living in the branches of an oak tree. Life is hard for me. I go out at dusk and hunt for food. I disgust myself, and that is why I've decided to do this.
MARCH 15, 2000
I have decided to starve myself. That means I never go out of this tree. I get urges, so I cut myself and drink blood out of my own veins. I am doing this for the good of mankind.
MARCH 20, 2000
It's hard for me. I try not to think of the pain that has settled inside me from lack of nutrition.
MARCH 29, 2000
I feel so dizzy, so tired. But this will help humanity, and I musn't think of myself. I make myself think of how many will be helped by my death.
APRIL 18, 2000
Soon, I will die. Before I do, I will entrust this diary to my dear friend, Usagi, to make sure that she understands that I was not murdered, or something like that.
MAY 1, 2000
It is extreamly hard for me to even write. All I can say is that my time draws to a
near end.
MAY 2, 2000
Dear Usagi,
This is Ami. Now you finally know what happend to me. I am entrusting my diary to you because I know you of all people will understand my situation. I'm so sorry Usagi-chan. I have snuck into your house, and am writing this at your desk. I look upon your sleeping form, and tears well up in my eyes. I only give myself two hours to live. Goodbye my dear friend
Ami
Only a short time after Ami wrote this letter in her diary to Usagi, she died of starvation. Also in her diary were a list of last requests. One of which was to stab her with a wooden stake through the heart then transform into Sailor Senshi and burn her body, collect the ashes, and soak them in holy water. After that, throw her ashes into the ocean. She then stated she'd read up on how to kill vampires.
I love you guys with all my heart, and I want to kill, destroy and wreak havoc no more. Was the last thing Ami ever wrote.
End.
Disclaimer: I don't own sailor moon.