Disclaimer: I so totally own nothing! Why do we have to keep telling you we
own nothing! It's actually very depressing!
Author's note: I love Adam/Jay Slash. (Everyone go check out the following authors; Pandora1017, Lady Arianna, Forgiven and Standing.) I still enjoy Matt/Amy stories though. This is just my lame attempt at an Adam/Jay story.
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Adam's POV
Jay.
That used to be my favourite word. I never called him Jason. Definitely not Christian. Just Jay. My Jay. I was never his Adam though. I was never any more than just plain Adam, his friend, I want Jay and I to be more than 'Just friends.' I wish we could be.
And now he was coming to Smackdown.
I could remember the row we'd had before he left for raw.
*******Flash back*******
"Jay, please don't go."
"Why? Why Adam? So I can stay here in your shadow!"
"What, You're not in my shadow. Nobody thinks that!"
"I think that."
Silence.
"What? You're leaving because YOU think you're in MY shadow."
"I have to prove to myself that I can do this without you Adam"
"You can. YOU ARE!"
"I'll always come crying to you if something goes wrong if I stay here. And you'll fix it for me, like you always do!"
"That's because I hate to see you suffer."
"Well soon you won't be seeing me at all."
I blocked the doorway.
"I won't let you!"
"Lemme through the door Adam."
"NO!"
Jay shoved me to the floor and ran out. That was the last time I'd spoken to him. And I'd never got the chance to tell him what he means to me.
We weren't even 'just friends' anymore. We were strangers.
Author: I know it's short but there's lot's more to come if you review Hint hint
Author's note: I love Adam/Jay Slash. (Everyone go check out the following authors; Pandora1017, Lady Arianna, Forgiven and Standing.) I still enjoy Matt/Amy stories though. This is just my lame attempt at an Adam/Jay story.
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Adam's POV
Jay.
That used to be my favourite word. I never called him Jason. Definitely not Christian. Just Jay. My Jay. I was never his Adam though. I was never any more than just plain Adam, his friend, I want Jay and I to be more than 'Just friends.' I wish we could be.
And now he was coming to Smackdown.
I could remember the row we'd had before he left for raw.
*******Flash back*******
"Jay, please don't go."
"Why? Why Adam? So I can stay here in your shadow!"
"What, You're not in my shadow. Nobody thinks that!"
"I think that."
Silence.
"What? You're leaving because YOU think you're in MY shadow."
"I have to prove to myself that I can do this without you Adam"
"You can. YOU ARE!"
"I'll always come crying to you if something goes wrong if I stay here. And you'll fix it for me, like you always do!"
"That's because I hate to see you suffer."
"Well soon you won't be seeing me at all."
I blocked the doorway.
"I won't let you!"
"Lemme through the door Adam."
"NO!"
Jay shoved me to the floor and ran out. That was the last time I'd spoken to him. And I'd never got the chance to tell him what he means to me.
We weren't even 'just friends' anymore. We were strangers.
Author: I know it's short but there's lot's more to come if you review Hint hint