Written Log One:
It's been a human month since I was reverted back to my original form and most of the Autobots have accepted that I am… that I was a Decepticon. Still, to this day, I have not figured out why I joined them in the first place. Maybe I was just young and naive or confused about the war, what young mech wouldn't be? But so far, the best reason I have is that I was completely and utterly stupid. I didn't fit in, I was kind sparked and mourned every death, which I why I was probably chosen for this experimental weapon.
In a meeting with the Autobots I explained that I had been chosen to test an experimental weapon… which obviously backfired. I had been fully reverted into a sparkling. They had not wanted this effect, but it suited them just fine. They assigned Starscream to take care of me… but he did a poor job. Off the record I would like to say, he annoys the spark out of me. He really needs to tone down the 'ego' as the humans' say, and his vocal processor. He voice sometimes makes me want to rip out my audio sensors.
With that out of they way, I'll continue. My Decepticon name was SilentStalker, on account that I did not speak often. Ratchet told me my vocal processor was damaged doing the experiment, but it is slowly healing from be shot with the same weapon twice, and sense I'm the only one reading this, I'll say I had a good singing voice. I was far from the best but I was good.
Prowl and Jazz are like the creators I never had. They care a lot for me, and I them. They promised I could come to talk to them about any thing. I really appreciate that. Maybe more than they'll ever know. It's only been a month and I feel like they're my real creators. I'm glad they're not though. My real creators were evil. I don't like to talk about them too much so I'm not typing anything about them. This is the first step in my new life.
Sunstreaker… well I don't know… when we're near each other I feel a strange emotion. Something I've never felt. It's a good strange a guess… I mean it makes me feel good. I'm too afraid to speak about it to Jazz and Prowl though. Primus, I sound like a frightened youngling. I mean, they promised I could tell them any thing right? I think maybe he wants to be friend, which sends my spark fluttering. But his twin… Sideswipe… I'm sure he hates me, which frightens me more. Whenever Sunstreaker and I are together, he's glaring at me. At first I thought it was my imagination but I'm not so sure now.
Bumblebee is a great friend now. We 'hang out' a lot. He's very kind, and smart. I don't know if I could explain him any better… I don't think any of the other minibots like me very much though.
Red Alert is a little glitchy. 'Psycho' as the humans say. He's kind though… if you get to know him. I think he's bonded to Inferno. Which is nice I guess… But I don't really know what it means fully.
Skyfire, Preceptor, Beachbomber, and Wheeljack are the scientists/inventors. Skyfire and Wheeljack are fighters to though. Wheeljack's inventions explode often though. He's bonded to Bluestreak, I think. Skyfire and I went on a recovery trip together. I rather enjoyed it. Preceptor usually uses words I don't fully understand so I just nod my head and pretend I understand unless he wants me to do something. Beachbomber is a little strange to me but were still friends. I hope.
Ironhide is very gruff but friendly if you stay on his good side. He likes high grade to. Which is bad.
Optimus Prime is a very kind leader. He has agreed to let me be an Autobot even though I under age. Just a little mind you. I'm hoping life as an Autobot would be good for me. I guess we'll just have to see.