This is my first fan fiction, and it happened to be a lemon, so be honest. Tell me what you like, what you don't, what you would like to see changed (no guarantee I will change the story to much if it is bad, as I want people to see my writing style develop as they read my work, but you never know), what you would like me to continue to write, and so on. I wrote this out of full respect for Maggie Stiefvater, I love her setup for those romantic scenes but hate how she leaves the door closed once it start to get good, so I filled in the blank (at least for shiver).
Disclamer: I do not own the characters, but what they do behind closed doors in my mind and in my work is all me
Grace's P.O.V.
He laid me down on the pillows of our bed. He fallowed quickly, bracing his knees on either side of my hips and his arms on either of my shoulders, making sure not to touch me. We were both panting and more than a little sweaty. I couldn't take my eyes of Sam's bare chest, misted and almost glowing with the moon light. Every fiber of my wanted to touch him, to feel his skin and mussel as I traced the contorts and curves of his chest with my finger tips and tongue. When I finally took my eyes away and looked up at his face, I still saw hesitation. I feared that he might change his mind despite how far we already were, despite having told him nothing other than yes and more.
"Are you sure?" he asked, making certain to keep his eyes above my neck. There were still nervesness in his voice, but I could tell that his resolve was weakening.
I stared in to his eyes and nodded eagerly hoping that this would be the last interruption, and the last invitation he needed before he finally allowed himself to give in to want. As I knew both of us did.
All hesitation drained from his eyes and face as he looked at me up and down in my tank top and skinny jeans. I had a thought that perhaps he didn't like what he saw as much as I did, but then I say the mischievous intention in his eyes as he slid down to my stomach. I sucked in a breath and closed my eyes and fisted my hands in the sheets, preparing myself for what he might do, but knowing I would love whatever he did.
I felt his fingertips on the small piece of exposed flesh where my tank top didn't overlapped my jeans before he pushed the cloth up to expose my stomach. I felt his hot breath on the clenched flesh of my stomach as he gingerly took hold of my waist, as though I was something delicate. Then, suddenly, his lips were on me, just under where he had bunched my tank top over my breasts and slowly traveling down win butterfly kisses. I gasped, my breath suddenly coming in pants as his miniscule touch traveled further and further down, then up, then across my entire stomach. Pressing harder with each inch he traveled.
Waves of heat exploded from my center between my legs, burning under my skin up my stomach and down to my knees. I squirmed, trying to control my hips that had a mind of their own as I felt my underwear become wet and stick to my skin. It was unlike anything I had felt before. I was amazed how this small touch from Sam could bring me so much pleasure and this much emotion out of me.
I finally looked down to find Sam staring up at me expectantly, almost lustfully, as he lazily drew circles with his thumb on the spot where I knew the scares left by the pack were. He looked at the spot and leaned down. I watched him as he hovered less than an inch from the spot, eyes hooded and focused. He licked his lips and opened his mouth, casting hot breath over the spot lifting my hips up off the bed on delicate fingers, as though about to take a bite of something he found delicious. I gasped in anticipation and he froze. He looked up at me, directly in to my eyes as he held me millimeters from his open mouth, eyes filled with lust, possession, and demanding dominance. I gasped again having never seen this in him before let alone have such emotions directed at me. He clamped down on the spot suddenly, wetly kissing it with eyes still locked on mine as he sucked and played with the spot with his tongue and lips.
My head flew back, eyes rolling back as my eyelids fluttered and I bunched the sheets. I bit down on my lower lip but was unable to prevent the loud moan that escaped. I felt Sam's growl vibrate from his mouth and in to my stomach sending another surge of pleasure and arousal through me.
Dear lord! I loved it when he did that.
His wet kisses traveled across my stomach and back again, alternating between kissing, licking, dragging and lightly nipping my skin and navel, growling as he went. I was so hot and turned on that I wished he would rip off my jeans and take me then and there, but he wasn't done yet, that I could tell.
He stopped suddenly, letting go of my hips. I lay their panting, hot as hell and frustrated by his sudden lack of touch. I felt a slight shift in the weight of the bed and I opened my eyes to find Sam over me. I was too far gone to do anything other than moan as he saddled my stomach, putting hardly any weight on me, and ran his finger tips along my skin on my sides. Traveling from my shoulders, across the sides of my breasts, and down the side of my stomach. Eyes traveling with his fingers and lingering on my breasts as they rose and fell rapidly with my uneven breathing. He leaned down, wrapping his arms around my back and lifting me up as he kissed my lips gingerly and caressed my back and sides, lighly dipping his fingers below my waist band and under by bra strap before caressing me again. I draped my arms around his neck and shoulders as he lightly kissed the corners of my mouth, then the tip of my nose, then along each of my cheek bones.
I couldn't take much more of these small touches; I needed….no, desperately wanted more.
"Stop teasing me Sam!" I demanded.
He pulled away slightly, turning his head to look at me sideways in question, yellow eyes glowing in the lack of light. I suddenly felt shy "I-I mean…." I didn't know what to say. He smiled and I say the mischievousness intention return to his eyes and I knew he had given him an idea.
"Teasing?" He cooed. Sam pulled me closer and in to a sitting position, Dipping his head down to nuzzle behind my ear. "Is that what I've been doing? Teasing you?" I felt and heard a growl seep in to his last question, becoming aroused again. I slid my hands across his shoulders and down his arms to dig my nails in to his biceps, holding on to him as tight as I could, electing a groan from Sam. He brought his hand up and held the back of my head to expose my neck as he lightly bit on my ear lobe before scraping his teeth down the length of my neck. He stopped at the crook of my neck were it met shoulder and asked "What would you rather have me do Grace? Hmm?" He dragged his teeth along the crease at the base of my neck from one side to the other, nipping and biting lightly as he went. I moaned and held on to his arms tighter.
"What would you like me to do, Hmm, Grace? What brings you pleasure? Tell me." I couldn't believe my ears. Was he actually asking what I wanted him to do to me? Honestly I didn't know, not from blank mind or embarrassment but from lack of information. I had seen the odd sex scene in a movie or read one in a book but they were usually cuts and snippets, not giving much information on the actual act.
He pulled back suddenly, keeping his hand still on my back and the other gently stroking the back of my head as he asked "Tell me Grace. I want to know. If you don't…." He trailed off looking over my body before coming back up to my face and looking me in the eye. "I'll have no choice but to stop" He said smiling cockily. Something in me snapped and I pushed him down suddenly, hands pinning his shoulders in to the comforter as I drove my tongue in to his mouth.
Dear God, did I actually just do that? This isn't like me.
Apparently Sam didn't either by the gasp and wide eyes at my reaction to his teasing and sudden boldness. But I didn't regret it and I didn't want to stop. I quickly saddled his hips, pressing my grown to his, imminently feeling the hard jean clad bulge of his arousal against my core. We both moaned and I pushed Sam's shoulders in the mattress harder and kissed him deeper.
Before I knew what I was doing I was grinding my hips in to his, causing astounding friction against both his erection and my core. An animalistic growl like moan came from Sam's chest and throat as he closed his eyes and threw his head back before looking back up and started speaking "God Grace! What are you-". I silenced him by devouring his mouth, him fallowing with the same passion soon after.
When we finally released for oxygen I leaned down to his ear and nuzzled behind it, mimicking his teasing as I continued to grind against him, becoming aware of the slight thrusts and movement of Sam's hips under me and his increasing moans, groan, and cursing.
"You asked me what I wanted." I said, lightly biting down on his earlobe, electing another growl like moan from him.
"But what I want…" I dragged my teeth from the back of his ear to the base of his neck like he did to me "….isn't for you to do what I want…" I sucked on the crook of his neck and dragged the tip if my tongue along the middle of his neck, Sam leaning his head further back the higher I went, stopping when I came to under his chin "….but for you to do everything and anything you want to do to me." I muttered against the bottom of his chin, my lips just brushing his skin making him shiver and grown.
I leaned back, stilling my hips and sitting on his stomach "I'm yours Sam" I said slowly dragging my fingers over his shoulders, across his chest and to his stomach. I looked in to his expectant eyes as I crossed my arms to grip my bunched tank top and the side straps of my bra. I gave a small smile before I pulled both pieces of clothing off at the same time, tossing them aside carelessly.
Sam's eyes widened and he tried hard not to stare at my breast, but failed. At any other time I would have wondered why he was so fantasized by them considering I found them to modest, but If he enjoyed the view,(evident my the growing bulge against my thigh) then it was fine by me. I placed my hands back on his stomach, keeping my arms strait and hands a small distance apart on his skin as to crush my breast together and create a deeper cleavage. I knew he enjoyed it by the gasp and the fisting of his fists as he tried to control himself.
I'll have to fix that
I spread my fingers across his skin as I brought my hands to his chest, quickly flicking his nipples and making him shiver before bringing my hands back together on his chest again. I leaned down, hands still on his, pressing my entire body against him, whispering in his ear "Now….What do you want to do to me?" I asked as sexily as I could.
He lost the last of his control than. He grabbed my wrists and pushed me back down in to the pillows, possessively kissing me as he pressed me in to the mattress with his body. I moaned with the feel of both of our bare chest pressed together and I began grinding my hips against Sam again.
"You really know how to drive a man wild, Grace." He said voice thick with lust. When he finally let go of my lips and gave a small laugh "And here I thought you were completely innocent"
Before I could counter he traveled down to my chest, keeping a hold of my wrists pinned near my head as he licked and bit the flesh of my breast, before finally captureing my right nipple in his mouth and sucking hard. I let out a loud moan and my back arched. I was surprised at how this dominance over me could get me so excited, and at how dominating Sam was able to be. Sam growled and proceeded to do the same to my left breast, biting down lightly on my nipple between his lips, electing a scream and louder moans. I thanked god that my parents wernt home. If I had to keep it in, all these sounds and feelings, I think I would explode.
"By God Sam. More. Mooorre" I pleaded, my back launching off the bed again and my skin and mussels twitching uncontrollably. He growled and let go my wrists, giving my nipple one last flick of the tongue before going for the zipper of my jeans. He quickly slid them off and began kissing by legs and the skin around my panty line, I moaned and threw my head back, my hips thrusting upwards again. He jumped off the bed and undid his own jeans and slipped them off along with his boxers. Quickly getting back in bed and pulling the blanket over both of us, kissing my lips and face before I even had time to mourn the loss of his touch. He kissed and caressed my breast and back further before I felt his thumbs hook on the last piece of cloth separating us, making my hips buck in earnest need, and he froze. When I looked up he had a deep look of concentration on his face, as though trying to solve a problem that should have been simple too early in the morning.
Please don't be second guessing this now.
"Um…Do you have something. I mean—I wasn't expecting…Umm. How do I ask this?" He darted his eyes around the room, frozen in place on his hands and knees over me and it took a moment for me to understand him with my brain so focused on action and feeling. I shimmied to the side and pulled open the side draw of the night stand. I grabbed the dictionary and pulled out a condom taped to the inside cover, tossing the rest of the book back inside and slamming the draw shut. When I looked back Sam was looking at the drawer with a raised eye draw before looking at me
"A dictionary?" He asked
"You know I've wanted this for awhile Sam Roth, and I like to come prepared." When his eyebrow raised further I elaborated "We get them in health class and they hand them out like gum at every seminar and class that involves sex ED. I didn't want to waist them if the opportunity arise—such as now—so I kept them where I knew both my parents would never look"
He smiled and gently kissed my lips "I would expect nothing less from you" he reached for the package but I pulled away and smiled myself. I slipped under him before he could react and kissed his chest then his stomach and he shivered. As my eyes adjusted to the limited light under the sheets my fingers searched and discovered him, leaning the shape and feel of his body with my fingers. I gasped when my eyes finally adjusted to the light to see his erection. I had taken enough heath and anatomy courses to know what a naked guy looked like but that was far from seeing one in the flesh, let alone Sam. I had a brief thought that perhaps the condom wouldn't fit him, but I twisted the top and slid it over the head nether the less. Sam gasped and I looked up to see him leaning forward on his forearms with his head resting on his fist and the other fisting the sheets. I smiled and slid the rest of the condom down, making sure to touch him as much as possible before the condom covered him.
Sam grabbed hold under my armpits and lifted me back up in a kiss as soon as I had finished. He deepened the kiss and grabbed hold of my hips before slipping his fingers down to hook on to my underwear again, this time pulling them down swiftly without hesitation.
He took hold of my hips with one hand and cupped the back of my knee with the other, loopeing it around his waist, brining his hand down to gently rub the inside of my thigh before dipping his fingers down lower to brush my core. I gasped and bit down on his lower lip making him growl again. I wrapped my arms around his neck and my other leg around his waist. He dipped his finger lower between the damp curls between my thighs to rub my sensitive wet nub, making me cry out and for a moment I thought that perhaps I would come just then. He rubbed against it harder, making me moan endlessly, before slipped a finger deeper to my entrance. My body was shaking as he continued his ministrations, alternating between rubbing my clit and circling my entrance, pushing deeper each time. I moaned and whimpered, my nerves giving away to need as Sam continued to tease me before he final slipped a finger inside, making me scream and moan.
I heard Sam mutter something along the lines of "so wet" and "so hot" as he pumped his finger inside me. I screamed again and my back arched, Sam pulling his finger away to soon.
I whimpered at the loss of such a great felling induced by only his fingers, but stopped when I felt him at me entrance, Sam taking hold of my waist and bracing himself.
"Its going to hurt at first, ok. It'll go away eventually, but…" he looked at me "I don't want to hurt you, Grace, so if you want to stop at anytime-"
I cupped his face in my hands and brought my forehead against his, forcing him to look in my eye "Sam, I love you. I want my first and every time after to be with you. Pain or no pain, believe me, there is no way in hell I am stopping this."
He looked at me a moment before smiling, kissing my forehead before plunging in.
I gasped and bit down on my lip, burying my head in the crook of Sam's neck, hiding the pain in my face. He kissed the side of my head and stoked my back before punching deeper inside with a grunt. The pain increased and a whimper seeped past as I tried not to move, focusing on the intense heat and pleasure a moment earlier to get over the pain for Sam's sake as quick as possible.
When the pain finally subsided I realized that Sam was shaking above me. I kissed his temple and put my hands on either side of his face so I could look him in the eye. His eyes searched my face, apologetic and filled with worry. I smiled at him and kissed him, locking my legs around his waist and moving my hips again making both of us gasp. He looked at me again and I smiled and nodded, letting him know it was ok. He pleased his hands on both sides of my hips, burying his head in the crook of my neck as he began to slowly move in and out of me. Pulling back until only his tip was inside me before slowly pushing back inside, penetrating deeper each time. I felt so hot. It felt so good to have him inside me, filling me to my stomach and stretching me further still. There was a building pressure inside me as Sam's thrust became more powerful and erratic, his grunts matching my moans as I met his thrust.
"Just a little more" I murmured. Sam thrusted deeper and harder inside me each time, making me screamed Sam's name and lords of encouragement as I dug my nails in to his shoulders. Then suddenly Sam was sitting up, pulling away from my arms while keeping up his rhythmic thrusts. He hooked the back of my knees in the crook of his elbows and laid himself on top of me again, pulling my legs above my head and pinning my wrists beside my head again. It was a whole new wave of sensation running through me. He penetrated deeper than ever before and I couldn't take it for my then a few thrusts before an uncontrollable wave of pleasure rocked my body, ripping my through my body as my first orgasm overtook my body. Making my body spasm and every mussel in me come to life, my head flew back and my back arched, screaming Scams name again and again. All of my senses were overtaken by what was Sam, his smell, his touch, all I could see, touch, feel, was Sam induced and sheer heaven.
A second and third wave fallowing less than a few seconds after each other as Sam continued to piston in and out of me, making me feel pleasure far beyond what I could ever had imagined.
Sam fallowed soon after my second, groaning and releasing a muffled animalistic noise that sounded like a cross between a howl and a grown. Sam cried my name, cursing and praying to God, screaming I love you, I love you, too many times to count it sounded like all one word.
I was lost in this Sam induced pleasure that he was giving me, engulfed in my scenes for the first time in my life, unaware of anything other than Sam.
Sam released my legs and wrists and pulled out of me after the last of both of our releases subsided, collapsing beside me on the bed, panting and sweaty, not unlike me. Once both of our breathing had slowed, Sam looped his strong arm around my waist and pulling me against him so that we were spooning. Sam buried his face in the back of my head, breathing in deeply, and I knew it wouldn't take long for him to fall asleep even without my asking.
I turned around in his arms and took his face in my hands again "Ready for round two?"I asked. Sam's sleep laden eyes flew open and looked at me in surprise as my hand traveled down his chest, across his abdomen, and toward his soon to be happy member.
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