Okay firstly im sorry that I kinda deleted 'Mistakes that shouldn't be made' Its because it was flopping epically so yeah I hope you enjoy this story a bit more and please review both on twitter and FanFic as they make me smile xx

I'd like to say a huge thank you to DrSamNicholls1 for listening to me and letting me open up to her so I could actually write this without my emotions getting out of control which I doubt they would've otherwise so thanks 3

(Oh and BTW Sam and Dylan are not together until I say so )

Thoughts are in bold

Flashbacks are in bold italics

Sam's been staring at those notes for a while, must be something interesting Zoe thought after watching Sam stare at the same set of notes for over twenty-five minutes before she walked up behind the young woman and peered over her shoulder "What are you looking at ?" Zoe said looking at the paper which Sam had been bemused by for such a long time but seemed already to have a diagnosis contained in the patients notes" There's already a diagnosis on this its a chest infection" Zoe finished looking at the young army medic who was still staring at the paper for reasons which Zoe could not understand

" I know that, I am not stupid" Sam said her voice wavering slightly with tear's present making it near impossible to control her emotions

"I know you aren't I never insinuated you were I was just confused at why you were staining at the paper for so long, and why are you crying ?" Zoe asked concern noted in her voice as she reached to touch the young woman's shoulder

"I am not crying its Urm hay fever" Sam replied before quickly heading off toward the cubical to deliver the news to her patient leaving the older medic staring at the young women curiously but also slight worry appearing on her face to why Sam who usually had her emotions in check seemed so upset.

"Zoe, why are you staring at Sam like a lost puppy? " Nick asked laughing at his friend and colleuge who had momentarily turned towards him before looking longingly after Sam who had turned a corner and was now out of her direct line of view

"Hmm its just she took ages to read some notes that seemed so simple it was a full diagnosis written just needed to be delivered"

"Maybe she's just tired, you know what its like reading when your tired " Nick said knowing Sam would hate to be spoke about he silently made a promise to himself to speak with her later to see how she was doing she may've been over worked since the incident with the GMC maybe that was why

"Hmm ok" Zoe said seemingly ignoring Nick's attempt to dismiss her concern knowing he was also concerned watching as the man she loved walk towards the other side of the department to find the young woman before heading t

off to continue her shift in recus

"Dylan, have you scene Sam ?" Nick asked as he entered CDU and saw the grumpy medic who was sitting in the darkness hidden partly by his desk in the corner

"Why would I have scene Dr Nicholls" Dylan asked seeing slightly irritated at the assumption he would know where the unpredictable army medic would be in or outside the department despite the pair being married.

"I hadn't assumed that you would Dr Keyo it was just a question, so have you ?"

"No, I haven't"

"Ok, so can you let her know if you see her want her ? "

"Yes. Well. Whatever" Dylan replied awkwardly before turning back towards the notes he was looking over before as Nick left the room quickly still looking for his young colleuge.

A while later Nick had located Sam in the staffroom he silently cursed himself for not looking there first of all but Sam of all people was not one to have a break especially during her shift so the though had not occurred that she would be in the most obvious place. As he entered the room he heard Sam sniffle as she wiped her eye quickly at the sound of another being entering the silent room.

"You ok Sam?" Nick asked sitting down next to the young woman and putting his hand on her small shoulders it wasn't like Sam to cry or to show any emotion bar Anger or passion which he had seen plenty of times before

"Yeah im fine why wouldn't I be?" Sa asked not looking up from the floor she had been staring at since her company had joined her just moments before as she shuffled his hand from where it had rested

"Its just Zoe said you were having some trouble earlier" Nick said trying to touch the subject carefully as in the emotional state she seemed to be in he didn't want to upset her further.

"No I wasn't im fine"

"Are you sure?" Nick asked obviously not convinced

"Yes im fine Nick don't patronize me" Sam shouted standing up and heading quickly towards the door obviously feeling as thought the conversation was over

"Sam wait im not trying to patronize you "Nick said grabbing the angered woman's arm causing her to quickly turn around which then resulted in the young blonde scrapping her wrist on the lockers in the process making her cry in pain

"Now look what you've made me do " Sam said grabbing her hand as she tried to hide how much it had actually hurt her.

"Let me have a look " Nick said reaching for Sam's hand which had began to bleed after the impact the hard surface had made with her hand

"No, its fine its fine im fine" Sam said beginning to open the door "Its just been a long day I'll be fine in the morning" Sam said walking out of the room. Nick sat down wondering what was going on with the young woman first of all she was having trouble that morning the she had gotten into such a state over nothing.

I'll talk to Dylan see if he knows what's going on but I highly doubt that he'll even acknowledge me Nick though before heading toward CDU only to be stopped by Zoe on route

"Any luck with Sam?" Zoe asked

" What do you think? It's Sam when does she ever open up to anyone? She just said she was tired but somehow I think she's hiding something from me"

"True, have you tried Dylan, maybe he'll know something"

"Just on my way to see him now" Nick said before walking of in the direction of CDU which seemed to be Dylan's sanctuary and he spent most of his time there despite it being an emergency department

"Good luck, Lenny said he's in a mood" Zoe said laughing at the misfortune at her boss having to infiltrate the grumpy doctors happy place in the department

"Brilliant" Nick remarked

A few moments late Nick had arrived at CDU which was as well as empty it was in full darkness which seemed to represent Dylan's foul mood which was rightly judged by Dr Lyons

"Dr Keyo" Nick said pulling up a chair opposite the medic

"Yes?" Dylan said without looking up from his patients note's

"Tell me about Dr Nicholls"

"Samantha, why would you want to know about Sam?" Dylan said quickly lifting his head at the sound of the women he still loved name was spoke

"Because I do, just tell me about her "

"Tell you what?"

"About her student days what was she like ?"

"Urm she was Urm dedicated and tried her hardest pushed herself to the limit which she did"

"Hmm"

"And why do you want to know this? Has she done something wrong?" Dylan asked worry present in his voiced showing how much he cared for his estranged wife despite their tricky past

"Don't worry Dylan she's done nothing wrong . Did she ever urm have trouble reading?"

"I um. Its not my job to say talk to Sam not to me"

"Dylan, don't play with me I need to know this don't make me call her University adviser"

"Just talk to Sam I cant say I cant do that to her I am not breaking that trust "

"Fine, thanks for the help Dr Keyo " Nick said before leaving the room and quickly sighted Sam across the department before summoning her to his office to express his concern

"What have I done this time, I swear whatever I did im sorry" Sam said as she sat in the chair Nick had offered her

"Somehow Dr Nicholls I think this is a too naturally occurrence for you to be here as you automatically assume your in trouble" Nick said placing himself on the tip of his desk as he spoke to Sam quietly

"You're probably right I'll behave can I go now?" Sam asked like a small child would ask a teacher to leave the room after being told off

"Sam, just sit for a moment are you ok?"

"Yes why wouldn't I be ?"

"Its just you seemed to be having a bit of trouble reading earlier you want to tell me something about that?"

"No not particularly no" Sam said dismissively it was obviously not a topic she liked to discuss with anyone

"Sam please there are other ways I can find out but I'd rather you tell me wouldn't you?"

"Fine so it was when I had just started her student placement at the same hospital Dylan was working as you know he was my mentor. It was within my first week Dylan had spotted it. He said any idiot could see I was a talented young doctor but I always seemed as though something was always holding me back. Without noticing was always reluctant to read aloud in case something came out wrong and whenever the phone rung I would busy myself so I didn't ever have to pass in or remember a message and to be honest I did a good job of hiding it too. Well there was one patient who I was in charge of it took me at least an hour to read over the notes Dylan said but I still couldn't grasp what it was saying but it seemed so simple he saw the confusion in my face and he I knew it wasn't just that i couldn't focus properly or I was too tired as everyone else had assumed even me to a certain extent.

"Come on Sam you can tell me what was you diagnosed with I wont judge you"

"Dyslexia" She muttered "Dyslexia"

I hope you guys enjoyed this update it will liven up and stop being so boring in the next few updates please R&R as they make me really happy at the moment xx