Author's Note: So this is my first story. I don't know if I should keep going or not. Tell me what you think. Should I keep going or delete it. I don't mind rude comments if they are honest

Please leave me your thoughts.

My is name Katherine. I'm what people call the dark side of my family. I don't go out with friends, I don't talk to my relatives, I don't live like a "normal" person would live. My house is one of the biggest in the neighborhood, my family is considered wealthy, so why am I not happy? The only place I feel safe and comfortable is in the forest behind my house. In the dark side of the woods I listen to the voices that guide me through every single day.

"Katherine!" I hear my mother yell from downstairs. I fall asleep while studying last night. I used my arms as a pillow while sitting on my chair. I don't actually remember what I was dreaming about, but it seemed so real. It's been weeks since I gave up on school and everything else related to it. I go to my classes and spend the entire time day dreaming or simply watching the life outside my window. My parents dreams are that me and my sister Katty would go to a fantastic university and be as well succeeded as they are. That may the case for my older sister, while she is a reason for pride, I'm a lost cause.

I grab the first pair of pants and t-shirt I see and drag myself downstairs. My family is already eating breakfast when I get there, "Morning" my mom says, she is always sweet not matter the situation, on the other hand my father is always serious and cold. My sister barely looks at me. "Morning" I whisper back. Like every normal day we eat breakfast in silence. My sister excuses herself from the table, get her car keys and leave the house. I finish my breakfast as soon as possible, excuse myself and leave the house. I have to walk around 6 minutes to the nearest bus stop, I take this time to think. I think about my daily life, my school, my family but nothing good comes to my mind. My life seems completely unworthy.

The dark sides of my mind keep calling. Maybe I wasn't supposed to be here. How am I supposed to just leave? How can I abandon everything behind? I lost everything. Friends, Family, joy. I just didn't know that someone could change my life forever.

It will get better of course but what do you guys think so far?