The
dream. That horrible dream, the thing that kept me up every night for
fear it would come back.
I was running. Black as night and
running, not knowing from what or too.
Trees surrounded me on
all sides and I tripped over many objects, not looking down to
see what they were.
It was so horrifying; the eerie forest, the
terrified feeling inside of me, my legs pounding on the
ground; not knowing where I was going. I was searching for
nothing, yet pushed myself to keep going.
I tripped over what
seemed to be a tree trunk and stumbled to the ground...someone or
something was calling my name.
As I was catching my breath
I tried to inspect my now bleeding knee. The pain shot
through me like a bullet, I couldn't get up.
"Elizabeth,"
they called, "Elizabeth."
I turned my head. Two pale
figures only ten feet away stood, gesturing for me to follow them. So
inviting, their call was inevitable.
NO
my head yelled.
They were pulling me toward them with each call.
That's what scared me, why did they want me? I turned in my sleep.
I
felt a presence; not of the two pale, cold figures but something
warm. Something close.
I stared up at the trees once more, trying
to breathe, just noticing I hadn't yet.
"Elizabeth."
they called louder. I saw a glimpse of the pale man's face. Then the
blur, everything went black.
That's when I started to
scream. Standing up only to fall down again.
My leg was broken, I
could feel it. Some vision came back, but it wasn't enough for
me.
Being on the verge of consciousness I could hear my muffled
scream in the pillow.
The world seemed so far away, I couldn't
escape what wanted me.
My body and mind wouldn't let me escape the
terror.
I turned away from them, trying to block out the musical
voices that pulled me.
A darker figure stood before me then.
Huge, muscular, it was too dark to see his face also.
He
helped me up, I suddenly wasn't afraid.
I could feel the warmth of
his body against my freezing and now pale skin, holding my weak
fragile body.
He led me away from the calling.
They
yelled louder with each call. The woman's voice now begging, what
did they want?
Suddenly his body became tense. His muscles
tightened under his strong grasp. He started to shake.
Everything
was a blur.
The glimpse of his face showed in the night. It was
raging with fury, why was he so mad?
Then the blur again.
I
became frightened and loosened my grip, he let go and I tumbled to
the ground once again.
I could feel he blood on my leg trickling
down. It smelled like rust and salt.
I wanted to gag, which didn't
help the screaming.
Shaking as if to explode and the pale figures
coming forward; I was still screaming.
Somehow it became darker,
as if the night weren't dark enough.
The woman voice called out,
"Elizabeth, come here." she pleaded.
Musical. Lovely.
Pulling. I needed to obey.
Then he lurched.
The tall, huge, and
muscular body leaped through the air. He exploded, morphed...and I
awoke.
My eyes flew open; my face was stuffed into the
pillow.
My face was sweating. I felt tears running down my cheeks.
I was burning hot.
Was I still dreaming? It all had felt so
real...the figures, the endless darkness...everything.
My room was
pitch black, as black as the dreaded forest. My fear became
worse.
The scream was stuck in my throat, it wouldn't come out.
I
got up quickly which made me dizzy. Knocking over my schoolbag as I
tripped over my CD player.
I searched for a light and the room
glowed when I flicked the switch.
It
was a bad dream. I
told myself.
A
horrifying, bad, terrifying, horrible dream.
Over and over again the faces moved through my mind.
I knew I
wouldn't forget them. I would never forget them.
And that scared
me too.
It was 3:30 am. I was still dazed which didn't help my
confusion. I couldn't remember which day it was, where I was, the
fact it was 3:30 confused me even.
The thought of going to sleep
again was irrational.
As I was going into my bathroom I was
surprised I hadn't wakened Belinda, Kat, or Jess.
I looked
horrible, tears painted my red face. My hair was a mess. I wondered
if I had talked during my sleep, I tended to do that.
I splashed
my face with cold water. It felt good; I grabbed a cold hand
towel and placed it on my head as I lay back down.
My
earphones were inserted and the slow, soft, beautiful sound of piano
filled my head.
It still didn't rid of the vivid dream.
This
was going to be a long night.
As soon as I saw the sun peak
through the sky I shot up. No more darkness...for only 14 hours.
That
felt soon, too soon.
As I got dressed I put the figures in the
back of my mind, trying to concentrate on what was important...like
school.
It didn't last long; I heard the honk outside of my room,
grabbed my skateboard, and headed out.
"Sorry I'm late."
Rachel greeted me.
"It's fine. I was late anyway." I
agreed.
The whole way to school Rachel talked...she was known to
do that. I wasn't listening, to busy trying to get them out of my
head.
The two pale figures lurked in my head during Math,
Literature, Lunch, biology...
The dark boy was always there also.
Watching me and helping me up, dragging me away from what wanted
me.
Questions...
Who were they? Why did they want me? Am I
going crazy?
I had never been so affected by a dream before. Why
now?
They followed me everywhere, even after school. I would
shiver and grimace at every glimpse of their faces. So pale, so
welcoming. So dark, so angry...
Why, why, why?
A
short intro...
Just home from dance class and I'm already
bring tortured to death by adopted mom. She is single and
dating...but I've never met my mother...my real mother. And so far,
this one has made me work like a slave. I can promise you; this
will not end up like a Cinderella story.
A couple differences between me and Cinderella are that I'm almost
16. I have red-gold hair and freckles, my mom may be evil but I
have one good sister, Jennifer, ...besides the evil one...Kathryn. I
have no fairy godmother, except my best friend, Sadie aka. Sade.
Who's hobbies are doing makeup, hair and she absolutely loves
fashion. You should see the stuff she can pull off...me on the other
hand have some clothes, kind of normal, except I have a lot of dance
wear. Really that's my only "known" profession. Other
things are secret obsessions. My prince Charming you ask? I have none
of the sort, wish that I did though.
The dream was
fading away as I got home...fearing it would come back I pushed it
out of my mind as far as possible...again
CHAPTER 1: DAZED
"Elizabeth darling, come here. You haven't
washed my laundry yet!"
My evil, not even my
own mother Belinda called from her kitchen seat. Who has to be rich
like she is and she thinks she's little miss perfect JUST BECAUSE she
got one little offer to be in a commercial that blossomed into being
on this stupid show I don't even care to know the name of.
"Yes, Belinda." I replied.
"Excuse
me?" she said.
I had stopped calling her Mom.
Can you blame me? She didn't act like one! I was 16, she hasn't
helped me through any break-ups or even cared to do my laundry once
in a while or even FEED ME for that matter.
Although
the break-up thing hasn't really happened yet...I'm so not popular at
my school and, No Duh, boys don't notice you unless you have 3 inch
heals and a lot of money.
"What is it...mom" I
pushed out.
"Thank you, Make something with shrimp for
dinner, Kay?" she said.
"Not like I can refuse"
I rudely replied.
I couldn't help it; I had had a bad
day. Maybe having something with the dream; I'd had it again
last night. That's all I've been thinking about on my Saturday
off. Which was obviously rescheduled; I'd been in a daze all day, I
knew I'd gotten at least one F on my 2 tests yesterday.
"Add
some crab puffs to the order." Kat called from her room.
"Do
the laundry, and cook dinner after that...and clean Kathryn's room;
it's getting messy lately with all the things she has to do."
she said with an awed look.
I rolled my eyes, "Poor
Kat" I said.
It took all my effort to try
not to scream right then and there; not to run away and never come
back. Yet I felt the need t stay, as if something was going to
happen...I have no idea what though...and I'd really like to remove
that pulling obstacle.
My cell phone rang
then...It was Selena Gomez's song from her movie
Another Cinderella Story.
Call me crazy for seeing it, but it had dancing in it. I sang along
with the phone...
"Tell me, Tell me, Tell me something I
don't know, something I don't know, something I don't know. How many
inches in a mile? What it takes to make you smile? Promise not to
treat me like a child baby."
"Answer you
phone Lizzie, you're lucky I even let you have that thing. Such
repulsing music" Belinda grunted. She had nothing to do
with it, I had paid for it and I pay the bill.
You can see why I
didn't like her...
"Hello?" I said. I recognized the voice on the other line.
"Hey Liz, what's up?" Sadie asked.
"Laundry,
and cooking...and cleaning Kathryn's room" I said. She knew
something other than that was on my mind.
"Anything else?"
she asked.
"Long story."
"I want to know, and you have laundry. Just put me on speaker
while you do it." she stated. I needed to talk to her so I gave
in.
"Let me get the clothes first." I said.
As I
gathered everyone's personal items Sadie and I talked about school
and made Belinda a new "bad" nickname. Belinda the Witch,
just scratch the W and put in a B. Don't look at me; Sade said it. I
was surprised she said it too, she barley ever curses. Unless she is
mad; I guess she was as sick of it as I was..
"Oh,
sick!" I said.
"What happened?"
"I'm taking Kat's(Kathryn) clothes down...an unidentified
object is lying on the stairs...I think it's a moldy piece of pizza."
I said with a disgusted look.
"Oh
nice. You're going to have to clean it up anyway." she said.
"I
know," I said back, "I better get used to that with
birthdays coming up." A lot of birthdays and parties were
happening lately, more work for me...YAY!
"Don't
worry, I'll help you" she said. She was the best friend a girl
could ever have, and I've told her so too. "Aww, thanks
Sade. You're the best." I said.
"I
know, why do you think so many people wish they were me?" she
said.
I laughed at that, we were invisible...or so it seemed. I'm
sure that we're both sure that no one wants to be us. "Are you
in the laundry room?" she asked.
"Yea, hold on.
I have to fill the machine with the soap stuff." I said.
"You
still don't know the name?!"
"Is it...oh, what
detergent?" I asked.
"Took you long enough." My
laughing was cut short when I hit my finger on the lid of the washing
machine.
"What did you do today?" I said
trying to ease the pain.
"Slept. School has got me so
tired." she said with a yawn.
"Yea, I got a wake
up call at 8 O'clock to make people breakfast." I said with
a sigh.
"I thought you liked Jennifer?" she said.
"I
do Sade, she actually got up and helped me make breakfast for
everybody. She even made mine." I said. Jennifer was a really
great sister and I'm surprised that she came from Belinda.
"Wow, you're lucky she isn't as bad as Kat." she said. It
was ironic, because right at that moment Jennifer came in.
"Hey, I'm so bored with Kat's whining. Want some help?"
she asked.
You wondered if she was as good as I said right?
There's your proof...
"Hey! I have one more load
besides the one it it, but you can sit and talk with Sadie and
me." I said.
She looked relieved. "Good. I need to talk with someone who understands." she said with a sigh.
"Spill your guts, Jennifer." Sadie said.
I had put the phone on speaker.
"From the time I got up this morning to right now Kat has yelled and whined at me for taking her favorite clip. I have no idea what or where her favorite clip is! She just accusing me...AND YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN PEOPLE ACCUSE ME FOR SOMETHING I DON'T DO!!" she yelled.
Then she hit the door, it was kind of scary…well, not compared to the guy from my dream.
"Jenn,
chill. I took it, I put it in the top drawer of her dresser.
Trick her into finding it for herself. Someday she better get back
what she gives." I said.
"Yea, it will turn
around." Sadie said.
"Thanks. What were you guys talking about before I came
in?" she asked.
"Normal girl stuff." Sadie said. "Boys." I added. "What we want to do when we get older."
"And boys." I said again. We all laughed, and then Sadie commented on how boy crazy I was.
"I am not; I just said that to be funny." I said. Jennifer looked sarcastically at me.
"What
do you want to do when you get older." she asked. Please, I was
practically 16. I just had to wait 2 more weeks. Didn't I tell you a
lot of birthdays are coming up?
"A dancer,
of course." Sadie said.
"I'd
like to get into dance school before we make that assumption." I
said.
"You will." Jennifer argued.
"Not with Belinda over my head. She doesn't want me to
over-what's the word...I'm just going to say override her. Like
be better than she is or even try to be better, like she's perfect or
something." I said. She did care and all that jazz, but
when she noticed me getting better I had to secretly take dance
lessons because she didn't let me go to them.
"You just need
to take your future into your own hands." Jenn said.
"Well Sade is defiantly going to do something in fashion. You
are going to do something in the business area."
"Look, someday you're getting out of Belinda's reach."
Sadie said. "Yea, you can even find your real parents."
Jenn added.
I've always dreamed of my parents; I had so
many questions to ask them. They were fun and yet responsible,
and they loved me more than ever. I could finally discover why they
left me. Wishing every day they would somehow come back for me.
I stood still as a statue and looked out the window; the sun was shining brightly against the rugged trees, suddenly they were filled with life and their leaves began to become greener and brighter.
I
just stared out the window for I don't know how long.
Summer was long gone, but fall had not arrived.
"Lizzie, what are you staring at?" Jenn asked.
"What?"
I hadn't heard what she said. Daydreaming...
"What
were you staring at?" she repeated.
"Nothing, just
admiring the weather."
"How about we admire the
weather somewhere else," Sade inquired, "Want to do
something today?"
"Didn't I tell you? I have to
work. Cleaning, cooking, more cleaning..." I argued.
It
hurt that I couldn't spend time with Sade.
"Then well
admire the weather while doing your work." Jenn offered.
"No, I'm not letting you waste your Saturday helping me clean
Kat's room." Just the thought of it made me shiver.
"We
aren't letting you waste your Saturday either. It will get done
faster and we'll have fun doing it." Sadie pushed.
"If
you really want to." I didn't want to be pushy but it would be
fun!
"I'll be over in a minute, okay?"
For some reason, I knew that wasn't a question.
"This
is going to be so fun!" Jenn exclaimed.
"Hey, we
can blare music! Belinda went to her salon appointment!" I
said.
"I forgot to tell you Liz!" Sadie said.
She always forgets something.
"What? Your dad's house got
painted? The pool was fixed at the park?"
"You
got a new dog...you dyed your hair green..." Jenn joked.
"I think she should dye it blue or pink...or RED!" I
said.
"It would look good with her skin color."
Jenn agreed.
"ALRIGHT! Anyway, I saw Harry walking through
the halls today." she said.
"You saw Harry
walking through the halls today...and today is Saturday." I said
with a smile.
"You know what I mean."
she said.
"What do you mean...he just walked the
halls?"
I really didn't know what she meant.
"He
was staring at you" she whispered excitedly.
I
felt no reason to become excited over that.
"Oh
please, he's dating Wendy the Wicked Witch."
"Are
you sure?" she asked.
He better have dumped her. Not
trying to be mean or anything but she needs a taste of her own
medicine.
"I know I don't like gossip but spill it."
I said.
"I don't know all of the details, but HE
dumped her. That's what you wanted to hear right?" She said.
Jennifer laughed when she saw the smile creeping on to my
face.
"Yea, go on."
"Ok, well He broke
up with her last week; it didn't come out official until like
Wednesday. Then I saw him stare at you in the hall and now I'm sure
he is over Wendy." she said.
I really couldn't
believe what I was hearing. The guy that had been one of my best
friends just walked away and went with the jocks; he chooses now to
come back down to our level!
He thinks that I'm going
to waltz right up to him and pretend that for the first three years
of my high school life he was always there for me...well, I did
that very stupid thing the next day.
