Summary: Hey yall, it's me FNA as eccarter I'm now LadyCizzle (don't ask). I told you I would be back and this time I kept my word in a timely fashion. This is totally different then my last story because J.D's not the one getting hurt, well physically that is. He's still getting emotionally battered but that's just how I like him. It's kinda AU to a point but will include a few characters from the show such as Paige and Kim. Setting takes place around late season five and has a J.D/Cox established relationship. Anyways I hope this story is too you're liking and I promise not to keep the updates far and few in between. Scouts honor, although that line might hold up if I was really a scout. You know what, I'm just going to let you read the story. On to the disclaimer.


Disclaimer: I don't own Scrubs, yet that is.

On to Chapter One


Chapter One


"Hurry up and get dressed or we're going to be late."

"Alright I'm coming."

Perry laughed as he watched J.D run out of the bathroom and towards the closet, towel still wrapped around his waist. He had been in the bathroom for almost an hour now getting ready for their evening out; most of the time went towards his hair.

"How about this…and this?" J.D asked the older man as he put a pair of jeans and a button up shirt in front of him to create the look of the perfect outfit. "Or I could do this with…this."

"What's the difference?"

"The difference, are you serious? You have no sense of fashion."

"It's just dinner Newbie, nothing else."

"It's not just dinner and you know it; it's dinner with your one and only sister."

"Who cares about Paige, I rarely even talk to her let alone see her."

"She's still you sister and I know how much she means to you. I just want to make a good impression."

"Please, you and good expressions don't even belong in the same sentence." Perry scoffed as he lay back on the bed. "You just make sure not to trip and fall over anything, make corny jokes, or go off into your little dream world and it all will be fine."

Sticking out his tongue was the only response that J.D gave Perry as he dropped the boxers, and threw those on the bed as well.

Perry stayed silent as the young man as the towel that was once around J.D's waist slowly found its way to the floor. The young man then proceeded to pick up his socks and put them on. It was strange watching J.D dress because he dressed from the bottom up. Socks were usually the first to go on his body, followed by a pair of boxers, pants, and then the shirt. J.D claimed it was so his feet would not get cold but Perry was adamant that J.D was careful not to mess up his precious hair.

Watching J.D getting dressed made Perry forget about dinner with his sister. Suddenly, without warning, Perry jumped up from the bed and pushed J.D down on top of it before the young man could say anything.

"Perry what are you doing?"

"What does it look like?" Perry grinned as he sat on top of J.D, pinning him down. "I'm sitting on top of you."

"I can see that but what I don't understand is why you are sitting on top of me?" J.D grinned playfully as he lightly traced Perry's chest with one of his free hands, while Perry pinned down the other.

"Why, don't you like me sitting on top of you?"

"Never said I didn't but can't a guy ask a question?"

Perry responded by placing soft kisses on the side of J.D's neck, causing the young man to shiver underneath him and Perry to grin wider. "Since when do I need a reason to put you in my favorite position?"

"Never…need a reason…for that."

"So then what's the problem?"

"The problem is that we need to be getting ready. If we don't we're going to be late…really late."

"Paige…can…wait."

J.D didn't have a chance to answer before Perry moved from kissing his neck and placed a passionate kiss on his lips. There was no struggle from the younger man; instead, he got a very eager response, which he quickly responded too. J.D's tongue greedily swirled around in Perry's mouth as if he was trying to devour it.

"She can so wait." J.D breathed heavily once Perry pulled away but quickly pulled him back down for another kiss. Perry's hand reached over to the nightstand to grab some items from it before the sound of the phone ringing interrupted them.

"Shit." Perry grumbled as he dropped what he had in his hands and picked up the phone instead. He jumped up from the bed, granting J.D access to move from underneath him. "What!" Perry yelled into the phone only to soften his voice a second later. "Oh it's you Paige."

"See I told you-" J.D whispered as he got up from the bed and walked back over to the closet.

"Yeah I know it's almost seven…J.D and I are on our way" Perry sighed, "Yes, he's still coming too…because Paige I want you to get to know him. Okay, see you soon." Perry hung up the phone to find J.D already dressed in a black polo shirt and khaki pants. "That was fast."

"We have to get going; don't want to keep her waiting."

"Okay Piper, we'll leave as soon as you're finished getting dressed."

"Just have to reset my hair and then we can go."

"Your car or mine."

"Yours" J.D responded before going into the bathroom, "I always look dashing in the front seat of that car."

Perry only laughed as he walked out of the room, leaving J.D alone to finish getting ready for dinner. It only took J.D five minutes to finish getting ready and soon the couple was making their way out of the apartment.


They arrived at the restaurant hand in hand and Paige instantly spotted them from her table. J.D tried to ignore the cold stares that he was receiving from people including Paige as he sat down in the chair beside her. He'd have never had a conversation with Paige before, only knowing what Perry had told him and nothing more. All he knew was that she was very devoted Christian who had all her faith in God. This was going to be a very long night.

"Hello Perry." Paige greeted her younger brother with a hug before he had a chance to sit down. "So glad that you could make it."

"Didn't really have a choice in the matter but it is good seeing you too Paige." Perry responded back. "You remember Glenda."

"Actually it's Jonathan Dorian" extending his hand to shake Paige's who reluctantly took it. "But you can call me J.D."

"I think remember you from last time," refering to her visit for Jack's christening. "You were the weird one with the friends that were trying to have a baby, correct."

"Yes I am and yes they were and they finally succeeded. Carla and Turk are seven months pregnant as we speak thank god."

"That's an odd expression for you to say don't you think."

"I'm not sure I understand what you mean."

"You just used the phrase thank god as if you believe in him. Do you believe in God J.D?"

"Excuse me." J.D squeaked at Paige's question, completely catching him off guard. "What kinda question is that?"

"A simple one; I know Perry doesn't have one ounce of faith and I was just wondering if you do, believe in God that is."

"Well I never really thought about it but-"

"Are you ready to order?"

"Oh god yes." J.D looked up to see the waiter behind him with a pad and pen in his hand. J.D couldn't be more relieved for the interruption but could tell by the look on Paige's face that she wouldn't give up until she had an answer. To keep himself from talking, J.D picked up his glass and tried to drink all the water from it without stopping. The plan created an awful silence, which continued after the three placed their orders and waited for their food to arrive.

"So Paige, how've you been?" Perry asked, seeing J.D squirming in his chair trying to ignoring Paige's glare at him.

"Same old same old Perry, still very active in the church. How about yourself?"

"The same as you. Still not going to church and there's nothing new going on in my life."

"And Jordan and Jack, how are they doing?"

"Jack's fine, amazing kid that son of mine is and as for Jordan, well she moved to her own apartment a few minutes away and made it her permanent place of residence in the seventh layer of hell." Perry smirked as he took of sip of water out of his glass.

"So good to hear that Jordan and Jack are okay considering."

"Considering what Paige?"

"Considering the condition that you left them in when you decided to live a more alternative life style."

"I did not leave them, Jordan and I decided to end things mutually on surprisingly civil terms."

"As if anything ending between you two could be labeled as civil." Paige laughed. "But you know what they say; there's a thin line between love and hate."

"Nothing but hate there Paige. Has been for a while now in case you hadn't noticed."

"There was always hate there Perry but it didn't keep you from coming back for more. That's why you loved her so much."

"Puh-lease, can we not talk about the disgusting hag before I've had my dinner." Perry hissed at his sister. Each word that was coming out of her mouth made him angry that he had even agreed to this dinner.

"I second that motion." J.D smiled slightly as the waiter came back with their food and laid it before them. Quickly J.D dived into his food, hoping that the faster he ate the sooner the dinner would be over.

"So J.D-" Paige asked in between bites of her food, "how do you and Jack get along?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean does he find it weird that he's father now living with another man instead of his mother. It must have been hard on him."

"Um I don't think so, I mean we let him know the situation and he took it well."

"But you don't know for certain if he harbors resentment towards you; for breaking up his family."

"Resentment towards me, I don't think so." J.D laughed at the woman. "Jack has always considered me apart of his family way before me and Perry even got together."

"Yeah Paige I hate to admit it but Jack actually likes J.D, has every since he was born."

"For now perhaps but what happens when he gets older and other people treat him differently because he didn't come from a normal home. What's going to happen when he starts school and the other kids tease him because he has two fathers instead of one, because he doesn't have a normal home."

"He does have a normal home with Perry and me as well as with Jordan. He knows that nothing is ever going to change that." J.D stated firmly.

"And what exactly is your definition of normal because you don't even seem normal yourself." Paige asked sternly, pushing her plate aside and glaring at J.D.

"Just because I do things differently than most people doesn't mean I'm not normal. I don't care what society thinks."

"But you shouldn't punish Jack because you're not normal, it's not his fault you're a freak."

The words stung as J.D opened his mouth to retaliate but found he couldn't form any words to say. He realized that he was different and people would treat Jack differently because his home wasn't normal. In fact, it would only bring him hell when he got older and J.D didn't want that. He couldn't help but think that he may be ruining Jack's future. Not having anything to say, he quickly pushed himself from the table.

"J.D wait-" Perry called out to J.D, who ignored him and kept walking, or sprinting away. Perry watched his lover disappear out of sight and rubbed his face with his hands. "Dammit Paige-"

"What?"

"What the hell do you think you're doing? Are you trying to make him uncomfortable on purpose because I must tell you you're doing a good job of being a bitch? It's been two years since Jordan and I split already."

"I don't know what you're talking about Perry; I'm just trying to make conversation that's all."

"By what, talking about Jordan and I and making it seem as though it's his fault that we broke up or making it seem like he's ruining Jack's life."

"I'm only looking out for the well being of my nephew and as for you and Jordan; well isn't it kinda his fault that the two of you broke up?" Paige scoffed as she pushed her plate to the side. "You and Jordan were happy before he came along."

"No Paige we weren't, we never were. It didn't take a brain surgeon to figure that one out."

"So you decided to throw your life away for some fling instead of working it out with your wife."

"Ex-wife." Perry growled, slamming his hand on the table and gaining glares from the people around him. "Jordan is my ex-wife, has been for a while, and it's high time you realize that."

"No, what I realize is that you're making a big mistake sleeping with that man. Not only is it an abomination in God's eyes but it's seen as morally wrong in the eyes of society."

"I could care less about the eyes of society Paige; you of all people should know that."

"It's wrong Perry, what do you want me to say?"

"All I wanted was for you to give the kid a chance because you love me and you couldn't even do that so you know what Paige, fuck off."

"Perry-"

Perry ignored his sister, pulled his wallet from his pocket, and threw money on the table to pay for both J.D's and his meals.

"Okay I'm back. I'm sorry for the leaving so suddenly." J.D smiled as he came back to the table only to but quickly pulled away by Perry as he dragged the two of them out of the restaurant. "Perry what-"

"She won't accept you then she doesn't exist anymore."

"What do you mean?"

"You know what I mean Sarah." Perry hissed as he unlocked the doors to his car and got inside, J.D following him, "She doesn't think I should be with you."

"Oh she doesn't-"

"Don't play stupid with me Matilda, you know damn well she doesn't like you and for the life of me I don't know why I thought she would. I mean for Christ's sake, she's one of the religious do gooders who think everyone else is beneath them if they don't follow the rules according to the great almighty."

J.D could see the pain reflecting in Perry's eyes, watching the rejection from his own sister cause a great amount of pain. Reaching over, he grabbed Perry's hand and placed a small kiss on his knuckles before leaning over and placing a small kiss on his lips. "Perry-"

"Newbie don't-"

"She's your sister and she loves you very much but she doesn't want to see you hurt."

"You can't hurt me."

"Physically no but emotionally I could, not saying that I am just saying that I could. Probably won't because I love you…a lot but figuratively speaking-"

Perry broke J.D's rambling with a passionate kiss pulling away seconds later. "I get what your saying J.D but-"

"But nothing. She just doesn't understand that you love me but she will come around."

"Yeah and how do you know?"

"She still needs you and loves you too; besides do you think Dan was happy when he found out about us. It took him two weeks for him to call me and apologize for the incident he caused."

"Doesn't count because your mother forced him too."

"It does count because he owed me and besides, my mother knew he was being an idiot. Do you remember the scene he caused at Kelly's?"

Perry laughed at the memory of Dan getting them kicked out of the restaurant they were in after J.D came out to him which was fine until J.D told him whom he came out with. Dan demanded that J.D break off his relationship or risk losing his brother forever if he didn't. Perry was shocked that J.D actually told his brother that he didn't care if he never saw him again, Perry was the one he loved and nothing Dan could say to change that.

It wasn't the fact that his brother was seeing a man that pissed Dan off; it was the fact that the said man was Perry himself. The incident was so bad that until this day Perry and J.D weren't welcomed back into the restaurant at all.

"I remember, didn't think he would call you though."

"But he did because I was his brother and nothing was going to every change that." J.D smiled, "So put a little faith in your sister like I put faith in Dan. Everything will work out for the best, I promise."

Perry kissed J.D again, this time longer and more passionately. He still couldn't believe that J.D had actually fallen in love with him and even risked losing the love of his brother to keep him. The kiss could have turned into something more if it wasn't for the fact that another couple began to take interest in them. Perry let got of a blushing J.D, who waved at the blushing couple in front of him, and got into the car.


Twenty minutes later, the pair arrived home to their apartment and was ready to call it a night. J.D never made it to the door before Perry attacked him with his lips, pinning him against the door itself. Fumbling with the key, Perry managed to open the door and carried J.D to the bedroom. They discarded their clothes quickly as Perry pushed J.D onto the bed before jumping on top of him.

"Thank you." Perry suddenly said as he pulled away from an almost naked J.D who looked up at him in confusion.

"For what."

"For believing in me and my sister."

"You never have to thank me for that. I'm always going to believe in you even when you don't believe in yourself." J.D replied before pulling Perry into another kiss, grinding his body underneath Perry's.

It was the middle of the night, almost two in the morning, when the sound of a pager going off awoke Perry. Turning on the light, Perry looked over and saw that it was after one o'clock. He then grabbed his pager to find it blinking the numbers 911, signaling an emergency.

Unwrapping himself from J.D and slipping out of the bed quietly he was careful not to wake J.D and went to the bathroom to change into something decent to wear to the hospital and wrote J.D a quick note saying that he would back as soon as he could. Grabbing his keys, he slipped out of the apartment without making a sound and locked the door behind him hoping that he would be back home as soon as possible.

It was almost an hour later after Perry had left when J.D's own cell phone went off, waking him up out of his sleep. He tried to ignore the sound but it was of no use, whoever it was wasn't going to hang up anytime soon. Grumbling, he threw the covers from over his head and grabbed the phone from the nightstand.

"Ello." J.D mumbled into the receiver of the phone.

"J.D, it's me."

"Carla it's like…two in the morning." J.D whined as he tossed back over his head. "I'm pretty sure there is someone other than me that you can call to come in so may I ask why you are calling me."

"You need to come down to the hospital right now."

"Why didn't you just page me?"

"J.D I-"

J.D noticed the tremor in her voice as she tried to complete the sentence. He could tell that she was on the verge of crying as she was talking to him. "Carla what's wrong, is it Turk-"

"No it's not Turk, it's Perry."

"But he's here-" J.D responded until he looked over his shoulder and for the first time realized that Perry was indeed not in the bed with him. "What-"

"J.D, please just get here as fast as you can."

"Carla just tell me what's going on." J.D's own voice quivered as different horrifying thoughts of Perry flowed through his head. By the sound of Carla's voice, he could tell that it was serious.

"Bambi Perry was in an accident and he's here at the hospital."

"Is he okay, Carla?"

"Look I don't have time to explain." Carla whispered into the phone, "You just really need to come to the hospital right now."

J.D threw the phone from his hand and got out of the bed, running out of the room. He didn't even put on any clothes as he grabbed his from the key ring and made his way out of the door.


There it is. The first chapter of the bes story ever written. Too conceited, I thought so. Anyways hope you don't mind I made Paige a total bitch because every story needs one right. If you liked review, if you didn't review, and if you just plain don't care then...alright I got nothing. I can't promise that the next chapter will be as long but I will try to post every Monday since I am currently jobless with nothing else to do.

Over and Out

Lady C