The AN:

I just listened to "Cry" by Rihanna and this idea popped into my head. I think the song fits to Dana's personality.

R&R, please.

The Summary:

Songfic to "Cry" by Rihanna. Dana thinks about her feelings for Logan and the situation she's managed to get herself into.

The Couple:

It isn't visible in the story, but I thought of Dana and Logan of Zoey 101.

DL

The author:

itisjustmyself

The Disclaimer:

No. I still don't Zoey 101 or the characters. And my parents think the show's a little too expensive for a christmas prestent.

And my name's Angi, not Rihanna, so I guess I don't own the Song "Cry" by Rihanna either.

The Story:

"Cry" ~ Songfic

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

Here I sit and remember all the times I laughed about other girls with their love problems. I was never like them, to fall in love and to get my heart broken each week. It was never me to sit around and cry about anything.

'Cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

I never was like them to leave my heart open for anyone to rip it out of me. I liked my friends and family, but I didn't depend on them like others. Saying goodbye was easy for me. Way easier than for anybody else. I was never into the whole relationship thing and certainly needed a whole lot of time to form something like a relationship and to let people get to me.

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at that time it didn't mean a thing

It has never been like it is with other girls. I was never in love with anybody and I did never crush that easy on anybody than other girls do. I have been told I was loved, but it never mattered to me. I didn't mean anything to me. I was strong and didn't depend on anything or anybody.

My mind is gone

I'm spinning round

And yet I sit here feeling empty and left. I can't think straight any longer.

And deep inside my tears

I'll drown

I'm losing grip

What's happening?

I feel like crying, something I haven't done for ages. I feel as if the world is spinning faster for everybody, but I am stuck the way it is now. I always felt like anything is under my control, but now I don't know what is up with me.

I stray from love this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my live

Somehow it was different with him. Normally I was always the hunter and not the hunted one. I was the one to hurt people, not to get hurt. But he changed it. The day he walked out of my life, I felt pain. Pain I had never experienced before. He left me and it hurt.

Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what

You'll never see me cry.

He managed to get me heart broken. He managed to hurt me and here I sit with the same situation than other girls. I'm heart broken. But still, I'm strong. He won't ever see what pain and hurt he caused me. He will never see how far he brought me. He will never see me cry.

Did it happen when we first kissed

'Cause it's hurting me to let it go

I don't know what happened. I had never a problem to let people go out of my life. I mean that is the whole point of living. You have to learn how to let go.

Maybe cause we spend so much time

And I know that it's no more

I should have never let you hold me, baby

Maybe that'd why I'm sad to see us apart

I don't know what was wrong. I don't know why he is the only person in the whole world that can hurt me. And why he is the only one I am really missing.

I didn't give it to you on purpose

Can't figure out how you stole my heart

I just don't know how he managed to break down my walls. How he managed to steal my heart. I never let anyone get this close and yet he somehow got.

How did I get here with you?

Ill never know

I just don't know how I got in this situation with him and I guess I'll never know.

And never meant to let it get so personal

It was never my intention to end up like this, heart broken like any other girl, heart broken like those I couldn't stand.

And after all I tried to do

To stay away from loving you

I tired anything to get him out of my thoughts, anything I could imagine, but nothing worked. I went away, hoping to forget him, but he stayed, stayed in my mind.

I'm broken hearted I can't let you know

And I won't let it show

You won't see me cry

And yet, I am still myself. He won't see what he did, nobody will. Nobody will ever see me cry.

But no matter what

You'll never see me cry.

All my life

No matter what else he will do. Nobody, and especially not he, will ever see me cry.

R&R please