A/N: Hey! This is my first FanFic, so be patient with me. Ha ha. This is set during New Moon, but before Bella starts hanging with Jacob. Bella has found everything under her floorboards….

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns all of these wonderful characters…

Chapter One

Dammit. Why does this stereo have to be so heavy?

I trudged up the stairs to my room, stereo in my bloody hands. It was torture to pull that wretched stereo from them out of my truck.

No, Bella, don't think about them. You can't. You have worked too hard to try and forget.

Ha! I've tried, but I can't.

How can the one being that you would give your entire life and world for, just decide you aren't good enough and that they were done with you? I didn't know either. I always suspected I wasn't good enough. I knew it.

I entered my room and threw the stereo on the ground. It landed with a crack. I then crawled into my bed, holding myself together, while letting all of the memories take over me.

The first sight, Edward telling me he was a vampire, our first kiss, him saving me. Baseball. Volvo. Truck. The meadow…

My breathing was coming out in short gasps, the hole in my chest was ripping wide.

I was sobbing. There was too much pain. I couldn't take it. Edward please come back. Anybody!

I don't know how long I cried, or how long I was in pain, but I vaguely remember Charlie comforting me before I fell into a dreamless slumber.

* * *

I woke to yet another cloudy, dismal, day in Forks.

For once, I felt entirely well rested. I suppose it was because of the dreamless night.

I crawled out of bed, not wanting to face the world yet again today. I sighed, the pain in my chest rippling.

Looking down at the mangled stereo with watery eyes, I noticed a crack in the floorboards.

"Great," I muttered, wiping away tears from my eyes.

I knelt down and pushed the stereo aside, assessing the damage. It was a basic crack, easy enough to be fixed.

But wait… There was a colored sheet of paper barely poking through the crack. I thought for a moment. Where had I seen this paper before?

I gently pulled apart the boards, but I did use as much force as I could muster.

Finally, the boards were apart and I almost collapsed with what I saw.

It was everything that Edward and his family gave to me for my birthday, including pictures!

There was the picture of him and me and a new picture of the entire Cullen family!

My hands were shaking and tears were flowing freely as I pulled everything out, one by one.

The CD Edward made for me.

The plane tickets.

And, finally, a note.

I opened the note, fully knowing who it was from before I read it.

My Dearest Bella,

If you are reading this, always know and don't forget that I love you. I always have and I always will. I only left you because I wanted you to have a safe, long human life, without my interference. It killed me to do so, but anything for your safety. But for me, please be happy. I love you.

Edward.

My fingers traced the words, my other hand over my mouth. I needed to find him. Any possible way would be fine.

But how?

It struck me. It struck me so hard that I whirled around my room, packing a bag of clothes and necessities.

Everything from my floorboards was coming with me, as proof. I picked up a phone and dialed.

"Hello?" said a polite woman's voice on the other end.

Before she could say anything else, I asked, "Ma'am when is the soonest flight to Denali?"

So I hoped everyone liked it! =)

I am planning on writing three chapters to this story. Just something short. I hope that's okay,

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