Instead of working upstairs today I was down stairs. I walked down the stairs and passed the staffroom to find a few nurses in there I went to Mr Jordan's office and entered.

"Ah, Jac nice to see you", Nick said.

"Ok, get on with it", I replied.

Nick went though it all with me but I got bored and left slamming the door. I tied back my ginger hair and passed the nurses again. I instantly knew what to think about of Linda the blonde bimbo with too much make up.

"Hi I'm Linda", Linda interduced.

"It doesn't matter how much make up you put on you still look ugly", I said.

"No she doesn't she looks beautiful", Charlie butted in.

So an old man commenting on the younger nurses I thought that's a bit fishy I walked on and met Big Mac.

"Big Mac as in them yucky burgers in McDonalds", I asked.

I walked off before he could speak and went to my meeting the real reason why I was down stairs I had to sit next to Nick great. I sat down and didn't take much notes in fact I don't care about what's changing I'll have it as it comes. Once the meeting had finally ended after an hour and a half I got a coffee and went outside for fresh air to find Chantelle, Mary-Claire, Tom, Lilah and Linda. I think Linda had collapsed or something.

"Jac", Chantelle called over.

I had just brought a nice coffee I don't want to waste it because the blonde bimbo who dips her head in make up collapsed.

"ARE YOU GONNA HELP", Lilah shouted.

"Nope", I replied sipping my coffee.

Toms a doctor he can save her and Mary-Claire, Chantelle and Lilah are perfectly capicle already. I finished my coffee and walked back in to have to stop so blondie could be wheeled in anyway she was proberly updating more lip gloss on those lips of hers. I followed and found out she was in fact pregnant once she was discharged I followed her but she was in for two hours I would have died in that time. I found her crying looking at the scan, I sat next to her.

"Whats so bad about a baby", I asked.

"I havent got a boyfriend I was...", Linda cried.

I knew what had happened and it must have been horrible. I sat by her when Chantelle came over.

"Jac leave her alone", Chantelle said.

I hadn't seven said nothing, typical Chantelle that is but at least I don't get drunk and start kissing Linda in front of my boyfriend like Chantelle did on the cheek and lips. I walked away. I walked back into the building and into the toilets into a cubicle and a tear fell. All I could think of was why it hurt why am I like this and why didn't I help Linda the blonde bimbo is just on the outside inside she's great, fun, funny. I'm just a horrible person I thought to myself.