Prologue

"Dude let's go! Get your head in the game!" my older brother and teammate, Emmett, snapped at me. I closed my eyes and shook my head. I have to get her out of my head. I need her to leavemy head but her last words are playing over and over again in my head.

"wasted days wasted months. That's all you were Cullen."

I shook my head again. 25 seconds left down by 5 points all we needed was a touch down. "Fake right go left pass the ball to me." Fuck this. I just want to get drunk.

I could hear all the cheerleader yelling and screaming and I knew she wasn't one of them this time. 20 seconds left. I caught the ball and ran. 13 seconds left Emmett blocked a tackle. 7 seconds left I sprinted harder. 3 seconds left I was tackled. The buzzer sounded and I was in the endzone.

The crowd went wild. These were my fans. This is my field. This is my school. I caught her eyes. My team ran over and tackled me and the announcer announcer the touchdown was good and we won 46 to 45 and are undeafted this season. This will be my year. But that wasn't my girl.

And right now I wanted to run over to her pick her up and kiss her. She would yell and scream about how sweaty and gross I was. She would say she couldn't wait to congratulate me later and wink. I couldn't though. Because she wasn't my girl anymore.

We did the usally after game shit, shakking hands with other players and their coaches team talks, showers. I jumped when I was pushed into my lockers. I turned around and flipped Jasper and Emmett off.

"Hurry up dipfuck its party time by the end of the night you wont even remember her name." Emmett said grinning ear to ear. I nodded my head and started walking with them.

"Who's house?" I asked the guys as we got into my Sallen. My precious baby. My angel and only true love.. these fuckers are lucky im letting them even breath in her let alone ride with me.

Jasper fucking mumbled something looking down at his phone probably texting his girlfriend Alice. "What!" I yelled. "Tanya's!" dude calm the fuck down just because you can't fucking pissed off don't talk it out on me. We stopped by my house first so we could get my Volvo because I didn't trust these fuckers

The party was on full swing when we got there. Girls puking on th lawn, guys passed out, lightweights. The music was blasting and the alcohol was flowing. I grapped a cup of punch, shit was strong. i could feel her in the room I know she's here.

"You played totally awesome tonight Edward" a random freshmen said rubbing against me. She was cute blonde hair blue eyes average tits, a great ass. I guess she would have to do. Most importantly she was the complete opposite of her.

"Thanks babe. Do you wanna go upstairs and congratulate me a little better?" I asked with my smooth voice and panty dropping smile. The little girl was putting in my hands. Too easy. I missed her. She made me work for it and everytime it was worth it. I could feel all the eyes in the room on us as we walked upstairs. I could almost hear the whispers too.


ehhh yes or no?